oseedee

 I hate the blows

That you’ve done onto myself

That you’ve made me do to everyone else

I can’t escape your dying light

Sell me some non finite peace 

I

Don’t look back

Try

It’ll only serve

To leave

I feel as thought I’ve had enough

But I can’t stop being out of control

Hide me from the truth 

Enticed,

It’s the perfect time

To demonize

Brushes of insecurity

It comes in waves

It won’t explain

Everything I never wanted, it became

I

Don’t look back

Try

It’ll only serve

To leave

I feel as thought I’ve had enough

But I can’t stop being out of control

I’ve been cornered by myself

Expressing doubt

It becomes the truth 

I tried so hard to push you away

But I can’t

My soul

I’ve been at war with

For the majority of my 

Life

Breath by breath

I’m worn

This ugly side of my shadow

Has been draining me thin

It’s been like this for so damn long

This just might be my destiny