Today I almost lost consciousness whilst on the way home, on the side of a busy road. Thankfully I didn't, and got home safely.
After my shower I thought back to what could have happened and all the worst case scenarios and the might-have-beens, and ironically, I just felt so contented with my life. Even though I have two more assignments to complete and am supposed to be rushing to get them done, I feel oddly at peace. I feel like I already have more than I ever wished for.
Either the pain has numbed my senses, or the senses refuse to be bothered with anxiety over the work yet to be completed :) Even then, I have been telling myself that "Someday it will be all worthwhile"over and over again during the past week :)
A few times I caught myself feeling in pain, exhausted, demoralised. Frustrated. But I perservere.
For a future I cannot see. For a future that will be as beautiful and fulfilled as He has promised :)
- 18 October 2006 11:34pm -
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