Ungrateful Days

My life is full of ungrateful people.

After so many years of friendship there is still doubt over my integrity. After all these years, you still don't know me, so why bother calling me your friend?

If you look back and think about it, have I ever judged you? Even when your life was in a mess, did I even comment or discourage you?

NO.

I've only ever tried to support what you have been doing. Bought you stuff, write you notes, even when I was overseas, I remembered you. I've even tried to support stuff that your mum and sis were involved in. Now I feel so stupid.

If you cannot handle the things people say about you then don't do things to make people talk. Don't turn around on me and accuse me of spreading rumours about you. I am not as free as you think I am.

Do you remember when you asked me about someone and I told you it's all just rumours? Do you remember how I defended her? What makes you think I won't defend you if it were you people were asking about? In fact, I've known you longer than I've known her.

I have a life to live and I know you do too. Don't suddenly SMS me and interrupt my day and then disappear when I reply. You are not a kid anymore. It's not as though I am irresponsible for my actions. If I have done or said something offensive, I will admit it. I don't run from adversity.

You just don't SMS this kinda thing and then keep quiet when people respond. It's just simply rude.

Thank you for spoiling my entire day.

**Edit: No, you have not spoiled my day.

I will not allow something so trivial touch me at all, God willing. Since you have ignored my replies, I'll take it as this matter is settled henceforth. I suppose I have learnt to let go of certain things in order to grow in faith everyday. Today your ungratefulness will be the one thing I let go.

- 25 January 2007 3:59pm -