There are so many unresolved issues that I keep pushing back into the dark corners of my mind that I am now worried that this is the calm before the storm - when all the unresolved issues in the back of my mind overflow into an uncontrolled, irrevocable mess.
I wish I could just take a holiday and come back to a point in time where my life has sorted itself out. But I know, my life will never be completely sorted out. Perhaps I should forget about fantasy and just focus my energies on stupid things like the roast duck for reunion dinner, or the stupid rumours I'm supposed to have been spreading about someone.
*grin* Yup, I'm still very sarcastic.
Too bad that a 12 year old friendship has been concluded like this. Perhaps on her side, she still thinks she was right and I was wrong to "spread rumours" about her. Well, I'm just thankful that our other friends know it couldn't have been me :)
I'm going to be extra nasty and say it was worth losing a faulty 12 year old friendship in order to find half a dozen more precious ones. Right now, you can tell your mother I'm not buying her products anymore and it is not because her products are lousy :) I even dare you to tell her the REAL reason why we fell out and why I am being so nasty all of a sudden :)
Yup, that's me. I can be bitchy too. Too bad then, if you don't wanna treasure me when I have always been so nice to you and your family.
I don't really care if you wish to blog about it or not, you can go ahead and do what you want :) I won't bother reading also. I'm too busy (sound familiar?) with my life right now.
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A couple of weeks back I had a chat with V over MSN and he told me that they've moved back into a townhouse on Miskin Street, minus A, which was a shock to me - for a moment I thought that V and A broke up or something.
They are still together, thankfully, just that A's moved to Kelvin Grove to be nearer to work. As for V, he says he is grateful for the intermission. They've been living together for 8 years? I mean that's already a longer period of time than some of my friends have been married.
Also been giving a lot of thought to relationships. Friendships and relative-ships: I would like to put my aunt up for adoption ^__^
But then I think I've spoiled my own chances because of all the bad reports I've posted about her on my blog already :P
Dad seems changed too. In a way. He's become more patient with me. More .. I am tempted to say "understanding", but it's not that fantastic yet haha.
I suppose he is softer now. Or maybe he has finally realised I'm my own person. Or maybe he has given up on me - the daughter who never seems to graduate. Hahaha..
**edit: Dad's gf has been throwing my things away again. How freaking annoying. Zzz.
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Last Saturday we went to Orchard to look for Rz and JL's CNY stuff. At Far East plaza when Rz was having his hair cut, I picked up the Straits Times. Apparently our new "target population" is 6.5million people.
If that is not incredible enough, here comes the Minister's statement which said something like, "Don't worry, its not like Singapore will be bursting at the seams."
Right.
I suppose it is easy for people who own cars and have no need to do mundane shopping for necessities for themselves to comment on whether the MRT is over-crowded? Or perhaps such people never experience crowded places because they don't have time to see how crowded it can get?
I mean, the noise level on Saturday gave me a migrane.
Well, when the population does hit 6.5million, I hope I will be at least halfway to becoming an Australian PR.
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Just some photos.
- 12 February 2007 5:00pm -
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