Friday, July 9, 2010
put your hands in the air, shine a lighter or a cellphone
you better buy another round, we ain't going home
Friday, July 9, 2010/11:43 AM

You are posted to OCS, SAFTI MI
Your vocation is OFFR CADET(CBT)
fuck.
God loves (LOOOVVVEESSS) throwing me these HUUUGGGEEE life decisions.
I mean seriously, it's not funny anymore.
Hear me, God? IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE!!!
I mean, hey, give me SCS, give me Unit, and i'll be pretty happy.
But damn, now I'm given a CHOICE!
Between 9 months of hell and then (supposedly) loads of prestige
which, BY THE WAY, I couldn't give a SHIT about
Or choosing to opt out on the first day
which pretty much condemns me as The Guy Who Couldn't Take It, or The Guy Who Fell Out On Day One, or The Pussy (lol)
and all that along with the whole, everyone-you-know-will-be-disappointed, you-won't-unleash-your-true-potential, what-a-waste bullshit emotional baggage that comes along with it.
ARGH!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckLabels: choices, doomed, hell, waste
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