Annoyed

These few days I have no idea why, but I seem to get annoyed easily. Some people are just so damn annoying. They say things just to annoy others. Whats wrong with these people? Well, I will never know. They say stupid and childish things. And they actually think that they are cool because of that. And what I really dont understand is how these peoples "friends" stand them. Sometimes I just feel like slapping them.

Sometimes they try to make jokes (that are not funny) and they start laughing to themselves. This is typical of annoying people. I just cant stand them. I dont know if they know that they are annoying.

Another thing that gets me is how fake some people are. They just act the whole time. Trying to be cool. I dont know what they want to prove. Some of them act so that they can fit into a group of friends. I think thats very stupid. Because why do you want to be in a group that doesnt like who you really are. Others are a worse type, they pretend to like you, pretend to be nice. But when you have your back turned, they stab you in the back. I have never liked these people. They are the most fake people. No matter how much you have helped them and spent time for them, they will still backstab you in the end.

Sometimes I prefer spending time with my dog than these people. A dog will never backstab you, never lie to you, they own up to their mistakes, they will never do things just to hurt your feelings and your dog will always love you. Some people say that having dog is alot of work but its totally worth it. And it isnt that much work. A dog will always be loyal to you.

I hope you people who are reading this understand how I feel. Please stop faking.

I can't say...

For some reason I can't say what I did yesterday. But Omg it was worth it. I needed yesterday. I was feeling like i was stuck in a cycle that never ends. That's why I needed it.

So after all that fun, its like a hangover. Now everything I did starts to kick in. I start to feel lost again. Empty again. And so the cycle starts again. I admit that I totally Flunked my Febuary test. And now its time to start again. Study again.

I made a promise. The same promise to two people. Two that care alot for me and I care alot for. But I tell you now. I'm not sure if I can keep it. Sometimes you have to do whats wrong to move on. Thanks for caring. But I will try.

Shame on the Human race...

There are many types of people on this earth. Good, kind, nice, twisted, sick and even just evil!!! Well as everyone should know by now I'm a huge animal lover. I have a special place in my heart for dogs. I love them. Cant get enough of them. I think its because all my life my family always had a dog in the household. Anyway back to my point about people. Well, today I was cycling around my neighborhood, coming around a corner, I noticed a man taking a dog out for a walk. As I was passing him by, I actually saw him KICK the poor dog and shout "Faster!!!". In my mind I honestly wanted to get off my bike and kick that man myself. But then I knew, that no matter what that guy did to that dog, the dog will always love his owner. So there way no point of me doing so. I just hope that that man learns to be patient.

There also people who are dangerous. Very very dangerous. And you must NEVER trust anyone you meet on the Internet or anywhere. Be as cold as possible and never give out information but always try to get as much info from the person as you can. Well today, I turned on my Windows Live Messenger. Opening it, a pop-up came on. It said: s******_**[email protected] has added me. I was like OK... Maybe i know this person. So I left it. Then after awhile I got an IM. The following is the conversation between me and a very strange person.(His profile picture was some jawi writing)

*** says:
Hi ASH
Hw r u ?
ASL plz

AsH says:
may i know who this is?

*** says:
i m Ali
and ur name plz

AsH says:
how did u get this address?

*** says:
any forward mail or somewhere else
i dont remember yet accurately

AsH says:
well do u know me?

*** says:
noooooooo

AsH says:
then what do u want from me?

*** says:
wht can u give me ?
plz dont bother, i m human being

AsH says:
so?
y find me?

*** says:
no still not , still chatting then will see if you .....

AsH says:
wat?

*** says:
sorry , means not yet
do u enjoy to hate the annonymous?

AsH says:
sometimes <---(toying with this guy to see what he wants)

*** says:
is it that time ?

AsH says:
wat makes u think im enjoying this?

*** says:
feeling , i just asked ur name and u started inquiry
we hv very short our social circule in short life so we should always try to increase it ,
it is possible tht this moment i m talking with but the next moment go ...

AsH says:
once again
y are u chatting with me?

*** says:
yes <--(i dont understand this part)
sure

AsH says:
im asking you WHY are you chatting with me?

*** says:
byesss, i can't aford and not able to do
hv a nice life

AsH says:
wat?

*** says:
very hard to talk with u so bye , nothing is soft ...

Well, what did he really want? we'll never know. But I think I tried my best to get info out of him. Next time i'll try harder. hahaha.

A totally different place...

Seriously... seriously... studding SUCKS!!!
February test starts tomorrow. I still haven't studied. I think I'm dead this time for sure. So many things on my mind, but all have nothing to do with studies rite now.

Seremban was really fun. Walking around in the mall. "yam cha"ing. Looking at the stars while chatting. Staying up till 4 just talking non-sense. I miss it. Alot.

Since I came back yesterday I'm feeling kinda lost. Like I left something behind without finishing it. And now as I look back its as if I am living 2 lives. One in seremban and one here. I mean I LOVE Subang Jaya and all the people here. I LOVE having fun here. Hahahaha. But I miss the friendships I have there. Sure I have many friends, but only a hand full I can consider as best friends. Don't worry if you are one you would know.

Well anyway, I'm going for some Engineering competition at KDU college this Wednesday. Haven't really practiced yet. But hope to win at least something. But its because of our team that the whole test schedule had to be rearranged... Sorry... But anyway, just too many things going on in my life rite now to think about the test. Anyway it's just a test rite?

Well good luck to all in the coming test. Hope you get what you want. And if you don't, well its just a test, it doesn't mean anything. Just study hard the next time. And don't listen to Mr.Kang when he says things about having no future. Because in life there are many roads, not only this. harharhar...

LIFE

Feeling lost. Like somethings' missing. As I walk along the sidewalks of KL I feel as if I'm just a spec in this huge world. And I think to myself: If I were to go none of these people walking around me would even notice. Life will go on without me.

Through the 19 years that I've been on this earth, I have met many people. Some as family, some friends, some as enemies, and some as just passers-by. And out of all these people, there are some that I will remember all my life. And some I just hope to forget.

Why all this talk about life? Well, a couple of days back, on the 12th of February 2009, one of my ex-classmates got into a bad accident while he was crossing the street and he didn't make it. Although I didn't really know him, and used to pick on him, I feel that his death was a true loss. And as soon as I heard the news I decided to go down to Seremban, not just to pay my respects, but to catch-up with the people there.

Well after doing all the things we need to do, me, my best friend, "C" and another old friend decided to meet-up again. We had a few drinks and decided to head back to my best friend's house. Many things were patched-up, all the childish arguments and misunderstandings were finally put to rest. I'll never forget that night, just laying there on the field, looking at the stars and chatting with my friends. That was the best Valentine's day I had.

I really feel loved when I go there. Because these people actually take time to come see me. They also actually like spending time with me. I know you'll say that's what friends are for, but they are really caring. And I will always be thankful for that. These are the people you'll never forget. And will never be forgotten by. Although we have our fights, we'll always have each other's backs.

So back to my statement earlier, yes life will go on without me, but at least I'll be remembered. And when I do go, at least I can say that I know what it felt like to love and be loved. And most importantly, enjoy every moment of your life, even if you think it sucks.

PLEASE LISTEN-UP

Please do NOT watch the following video if you cant handle GORE and VIOLENCE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uN5fC-kdUQ

Do you have any comments on the vid? I really dont get it. Why do people were fur? It really doesnt make any sence. I mean seriously, i dont mind if they kill for food. Or they do it in a way that makes them suffer less. I admit im not a vegetarian and all that stuff. But i have a dog. and i cant imagine even hitting her. And can you also imagine if that was you? sitting in one of those cages all day. Knowing your faith. Then seeing other people in the cages being dragged out and beaten half to death and skinned ALIVE!? Its torture! Stop buying FUR! Why do you need it? dont you think its STUPID to make an animal suffer just to wear some EXPENSIVE clothes? If you really like fur on why not shave your own head and put that hair on your body? thats cheaper! The Chinese Government should also inforce Animal Rights. Or i sugest that they give the poachers new jobs. Because the only reason they do that is because of the income. So maybe they can give them jobs like Wildlife rangers, because they already have the skills to find their way in the jungles. Pls hear me out!

If you know anyone who does wear fur, pls tell them to read this! And you wear it yourself. pls stop. and after reading that and watching the vid, you still do. Well, F**K YOU!!! And the same punishment is waiting for you in hell! If you belive in Karma, you will be born as one of those poor animal!

WHEN THE BUYING STOPS, THE KILLING CAN TOO!!!

Busy days

I know, I know, i really need to update my blog soon. But i really havent got the time. Well, i'll do it soon. hopefully... i have alot to post(fishing trip,cousins bday party, relationships and about form6) but no time... really hope to be free soon...

Earth Day!!!

Okok, im not a tree-hugger. But its earth day. Do you know how much waste an average human produces in a lifetime? well, i dont. But honestly, we should really care about the environment. Why you ask? Well, its really important. You dont have to do anything much, you dont have to totally change the way you live. Just do small things, like turning off the tap when you're brushing your teeth or shaving. You might be thinking: how does me turning off the tap do anything to save the world? Well, imagine if everyone does. How much water would that save? besides water, we can also save paper!!! Save the trees!!! How? easy. just recycle! hahahaha. Anyway, just dont pollute. lol.

Hit the "Delete" key

I've been sick these few days, flu, cold, fever. So, for the past few days I've been sitting here. But mostly sleeping, and dreaming. Being bored out of my head, i start to think of the past. Thinking of my grandparents, thinking of my old schools, thinking of everything. Then, suddenly, it struck me. Why was i soo nice to my ex-classmates??? Why? I dont know... Maybe i was trying to fit in? or maybe i was just being nice. I did favours, helped people, i was a total "nice guy". And all this for what? Sure i was not an angel. I mean i did skip school. But i was not a bad person. Dont get me wrong, there were nice people there. And they were nice to me. HAH! thats what i thought! Those back-stabber! they just wait for you to do something wrong. And most of the time they even back-stab you when you dont do anything and mind your own bossiness. A**HOLES!!! F**KING A**HOLES!!! hate those B*ST*RDS!!! Then, i went online, just for fun. I noticed that I still have those A**HOLE'S e-mails on my MSN. So, I clicked on each and every person's name and hit the delete key!!!! I dont even know why i was nice to them in the first place... But its ok now... At least i learnt something from this...
Never give and hope to get something in return, it never happens...

I got tagged by Evan

Name : Ash
Nickname : Stupid, mr.sarcasm, A**Hole
Married : NOPE
Male/Female : Male la...
highschool : SMK Methodist ACS Seremban, SMK Subang Jaya
College : ermm... not yet la...
Short hair or long hair : short la...
Are you a health freak : abit just try not to eat too much
Height : 176.5cm
Do you have crush on someone? : yup
do you like yourself? : sometimes...
Piercings : Nahhh...
Righty or lefty : righty

First......
Surgery : Not yet
Piercing : HOW MANY TIMES U WANNA ASK THE DAMN QN?!
Person you see in the morning : MILKSHAKE!!!
Award : Pelajar Contoh 2003
Sports you join : anything! honestly! lol bt not good in any...
Pet : MILKSHAKE(dog)
Vacation : P'nang
Concert : umm nt sure.....
First crush : got bt cant say la...

Currently......
Eating : yes, banana
Drinking : nope
I'm about to : chat

Your future..
Want kids : yup not too many la...
Want to get married : can have kids without getting merried oso watt??? lol
Careers in mind : actuarial, bt not sure la

Which is better ??????
Lips or eyes : can i choose other parts of the body? okok eyes la...
Hugs or Kisses : Kisses
Shorter or taller : not too much of both...
Romantic or spontaneous : inbetween...
sensitive or loud : just as long as she is herself la..
Troublemaker or hesitant? : hahahaha anything la...

Have you ever...
Kissed a stranger : a stranger? nope...
Drank bubbles : wats dat???
lost glasses/contacts: nope
Ran away from home: nope
liked someone younger: too many times
liked someone older : too many times
Broke someone’s heart: i really hope not
Been arrested : Not yet
Cried when someone died: yeah...

Do u believe in…
Yourself?: sometimes
Heaven: yeah...
Santa Claus:no la...
Magic : Nope!
Angels: kinda...

Answer truthfully......
Is there someone u want to be with right now? : yup
Do u believe in God?: yeah, but i belive in karma oso!

I TAG YOU :
Shirley!!!

FINALLY!!!

Okok...
so? i started a blog... i really dont think anyone's gonna read this, so anyway...
here's why im starting it:
1. TO STOP SOMEONE FROM BUGGING ME TO HAVE ONE!!!(u know who u are)
2. just too much free time...
3. erm.... ok so there is no 3...

well, if u are reading this... thanks for wasting your time on me!!!
seriously thanks! lol