没有如果

since i can’t think of things to write

i would like to promote this taiwanese drama “My Queen”.. as well as the theme song

one of the reasons I like this song

is because of the lyrics

“世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死 
而是我就站在你面前 
你却不知道

我爱你”

and one of the quotes at the very end of the story 

“Men tell lies because they want to make them feel better

Women tell lies because they want their another half to feel better”

I wonder if it is true..

 

mommy’s birthday

WE LOVE MOMMY

FOREVER !!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY…..

my just woke up mommy

mommy mommy

call her xiao mei 小梅 =P

^_^

hold your appetite =P

dun wan let you eat

mom reading… sweet ~ ler

her four lengcai lenglui son and daughter  V^^V

don’t kill me =P jiejie

but i know you couldn’t blehkkkk wakakkaa..

we love mommy forever yeeeaaaaaaahhhhh

I like this THE MOST ^^ The most memorable moment

T_T *touched*

feel it

You can ignore everything

by closing your eyes

shutting your ears

off your senses

but you can’t shut your heart down

you can’t stop your heart from feeling

listen

your heartbeat

what it says

feel your heart

and

follow your heart

okay

^_^

what happened to you…

time to sleep

good night sweet dream

good morning happy day

30 november 09 3.05pm

不能原谅自己不敢原谅自己不会原谅自己

对不起 希望你会过得更好 。。你过得好吗。。永远的好朋友

ignore tis ok

今天没有特别事情。。只是早起了一点。。等下早一点睡。。哈哈~

希望明天一早起来会收到HCC的电邮。。但是好像不可能。。虽然在二十号做了健康检查。。护士说他们二十三号才寄。。T_T

我就说了。。没有东西写。。还看。。 哈哈

晚安咯。

p/s: 如果你是香蕉人，应该不会找谷歌翻译器吧。=P

号就梅游鱼泥 ~ 收 里 触 ~ 乐。。窝游电香妮。。泥只倒窝酱深么马。。河河。。。

bz

Will be busy this week i guess..

now i realise i got a lot of stuff not settled yet..

My UBC class registration.. i will put it in my unsolved list

my canadian visa.. I totally forget about it until xiang rong tagged me in facebook reminding about the stuff to bring

My borang keselamatan.. there’s some part i have to deal with it before sleep tonight

my luggage … clothing.. shoes.. a lot.. all in pending mode

my specs

my laptop + computer stuff , i planned to buy a portable hardisk thanks first waichuen ^_^

er.. wat else.. i remember there’s a lot..

Nevermind.. i will deal with these few first.. others.. coming soon

i am finishing this post in less than 5 mins i think as u can see not very organised and all not in capital form.. to save time..

bye~ brb

crab rockz in ipoh

This will be added to our IPOH trip’s food list ^_^V

• Rasa Lain / 味不同海鲜坊
• Address / 店址：69, Persiaran Medan Bercham 2, Pusat Bandar Baru Bercham, 31400 Ipoh, Perak.
  GPS COORDINATE 卫星导航: N 04° 38.354’ E101° 08.098’
  Tel / 电话：012 - 512 8407 / 012 - 485 3085
  Business Hour / 营业时间：1700 - 2200
  Closed on Wednesday / 休息：逢星期三

quoted from Taste with Jason 阿贤人情味 19 July 09

supper time!

 

prepared by,

TATATATA…….

good night!

24/7 brassband rockz

I am quite pissed off.. Argh… There’s a lot of problems in UBC class registration…. I feel like doing nothing and wait.. Wait until I reach there only settle all these stuff.. But I couldn’t.. This is my future… No one  can help me.. Only I can help myself..

Okay… to chill me down .. I’ll write and upload something that cheer me up..

PANCARAGAM (Brass band) competition in stadium Ipoh..

 

 

Nothing much you can see from here.. But it was awesome..

I shouldn’t have contempt SMI’s brass band just because it was Ipoh babi king’s school XD haha.. their performance was too good.. though they rank after Sam Tet,the champion..

Nam Hwa got a 2nd runner up .. and 2 more special award.. I forgot.. something like best drum major and best persediaan something…

It was crowded… but i saw Ferek there (he saw me first though) ^_^ p/s: I ran into SMI territory by accident… =.= Not bad SMI got their spirit (Ferek said the other way round).. First time i saw the wave support okay … shhhhhh…. not too loud…

The UBC fellow didn’t reply me.. I better sleep…

And again..

this mark an end for this post..

before i end.. am i buzzing you too much? haha.. hope i am not..

I will keep writing… keep writing.. bamboo land will be my diary… I hope i can keep it up… ^^

good morning to you and good night to me ^_^

catch up wif me ^^

I know I know… i shouldn’t have write this post… Look at the time now… Yea yea… it’s 3 something … and I am still.. blogging.. i can’t believe I am still a active blogger… … ^_^

Maybe the songs I am having right now plus the atmosphere (whole house sleepy mood) make me have the feeling to write something before I sleep.. (i know i will be waking up late tomorrow … though i promised to lead a healthy life… but look at the time now… but i will try… ^^)

It’s really hard for me .. to talk about the time.. Today is the second day.. but what  i have on my mind now is too fresh to be considered as a yesterday’s. 

Nevermind.. Enough long long intro.. i dunno where to start

Yea.. I’m sleepy… this time really can’t stand…

I just want to mumble a bit about government hospital.. I am having no prejudice right now.. But sometimes.. I really can’t resist to say that efficiency and organized is really really hard to be linked to government hospital.. *Apologize apologize*

I asked … and I was told that I had finished all the medical check and just need to wait for the medical reports week after.. which is now

And i ended up doing urine test the second time for the pregnancy test.. T_T  I told you… I hate urine test…

And this time I only do for this test… Emm… imagine what people will be thinking… i am doing pregnancy test… only…   =.= okay okay.. i know i am fuss… actually It’s okay for me… but i just wanna … complain.. just i short while will do…. HAHAA.. XD

Yea.. regarding the ipoh trip .. I am really feeling excited… And can’t wait for our gathering….. Hereby.. For anyone who is still hesitating about going Ipoh or have more time to spare.. can read my friend, Justin’s recent post about Ipoh food… One of the attractions in Ipoh.. (Your post come at the right time .. bud!! haha ^_^ credits for Wai Khan…)

I am getting more energetic right now… but still.. I have to stop..

*Yawn*

Normal and healthy life ….. Here I come… I saw you.. I’m coming… coming.. zzzzZZZZZZZZ

and

If you are bored when you wake up early today… (knowing I am still on my bed..) I hope my writing can somehow connect me with you… Have a great day okay ?!

 

*wink*

^_^

i was thinking too much

i love my friends~~~~~~~~~~ ^_^

~

=P

broke

sometimes i wonder do i need to say sorry everytime..  No matter what happen i will be the one who apologize..

but i am not feeling good this time.. i was like kneeing down because of unknown reason.. and i am begging for forgiveness…

i don’t want to say that.. but i really feel depressed and helpless when someone i trust does not believe me .. or be frank to me..

first time my heart broke

because of friendship

i can’t hate.. i can’t blame.. i couldn’t do anything…

if you see this.. will you angry or will you feel what i feel right now.. i doubt…

maybe i doesn’t care about my friends

over

I’m glad it’s over

I think it is

why

i told you .. i share with you.. i cherish our friendship.. i treat you with all my heart..

but i don’t get it

what had happened

Visa medical Checkup

Monday.. sunny.. (i hate sun..)

early morning.. this time really early de T_T believe me… 7.20am.. jumped off my bed.. Rush… rush… rush…

reached Perak Medical Centre 8.06am..

Nat and Ferek was there..XD buahhahaa… so I am late lor….

First of all .. eyes test.. i failed again.. Aihh..

then weight and height .. urine test..

then blood test.. ^^ I love the doctor.. Dr. Supramaniam something.. he is cute and friendly.. (though kept saying i am pale while taking my blood.. =.=) my right hand have no trace of blue black .. i think he did a good job compared to the previous general hospital’s nurse during my Jpa medical checkup.. i still have the blue-black mark on my left hand! T_T

Finally .. X-ray.. LOL.. the nurse kept apologizing when i responded too vigorously (dunno whether i used a correct term) when she touched my waist .. ^O^

After 15 minutes.. (on the way back)

I was informed to come back for another Xray scan.. claiming that the previous Xray taken was not nice.. err.. doctor said it’s ok .. but better take another scan… I was damn scare before I know the reason to rescan..

So

I ended up taking to X-ray scan in one day… too much radiation today… i can feel the infrared ray in my body right now…=P buahahhaha… okie.. enough crapping …

I am just feeling a bit tired..

Today

I took public bus and walked under the sun..

I went Tambun Lost World Entrance =P and thought RM25 is not cheap for a ticket

I watched “Obsessed” and learnt trust is important ^^..

I went Cybernet and played counter strike and also learnt to kill :)

I realised handphone is important especially when the battery bar left 2 units…

I dunno whether my something will make you happy …

18/7/09 family dating

Big day i must say.. ^_^

First of all.. my 5-years-seatmate Sok Mun’s birthday.. I think she had a great birthday in USM ^^ glad to know that… Hereby wish her all the best in her in future and be a successful dentist ^^

Early morning(maybe not as early  as you think) .. woke up.. went Ipoh parade with my sis.. went Popular after buying movie ticket..  wait for my brother..

Then walk ~~~ went a lot of shops… Emm.. and did something … :) I don’t wanna tell first…. (no hint) =P

I met quite a number of friends.. Probably to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.. But not me ^^.. I watched the previous day … weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee….. It was nice ^^V.. I like professor snape.. and hermoine is pretty… They grow up so fast.. the three best friends… okay.. back to main point..

Next.. ingredients seeking.. Coz promised mom we will prepare for dinner… Parkson.. bought nothing..

So we headed tesco extra near my house.. bought a lot of bahan.. My bro (which is younger than me) lead us in buying those stuff.. And i remember how i secretly swap the bottle of long island sauce with a cheaper one ^^V He realised…

In the end.. mom managed to fetch us home after work.. but too bad.. she saw something… part of our secret plan for her birthday in late July soon.. Nevermind.. I hope she had bad eyesight that moment.. (We promised not to spend too much money in Parade)

But the thing is.. we spent.. some on her birthday.. which we regretted .. (should buy another one cuter.. nevermind.. what we bought is nice too ..cute also de )

then i spent some.. hehe guess wat i spent for^^ i did the something la… muahahha

then our lunch so call tea-break  considering the time after all the hesitation while shopping… okie…  and we share drinks… ^^ using three straw… plus ice-kacang.. which is a lot smaller than mydin’s.. It was nice though.. i mean the sharing

In the end… haha

Here comes our star today… Tatata…

The BEST SPAGHETTI in Bercham, Ipoh…

Freshly prepared in 2 hours or less.. together with laughter.. some arguments over which ingredients to put first (i won V^^V ) though i heard my brother was mumbling something when it was done..

Yeeepeeeeeeeeeeee..

After serving my mom… my mom liked it ( i saw her putting a lot of chili sauce to her paste, claiming that it was not spicy enough) =_=O

I like it best !

before 18th July ends… we went Ipoh Parade to watch “Transfomer The Fallen … ” (i kept forgetting the full title..^0^)

we had pop corn and 100 plus.. the movie was still nice (though i watched one time edi) ^^V

This is how my family dating ended…

We had a wonderful day …

p/s: i did not use my laptop and internet for one day    V^^V

Jpa medical check up

can’t really see the alphabet during eyes check.. haizz

eyes check.. failed..

loss some blood for blood test…

i was holding the ‘kayu’ when i was leaving the room = =ll .. so sia sui~ wanna dig a hole and hide my head ….

being poked by needle for mantoux test

pain…. >.<

urine test ..

i hate urine test.. so *shy*

x-ray to check my lungs...

Aih…can’t find the correct room to go in.. (it is right in front of me!) T.T i dunno~

too tired..

lazy to continue…

but i would say i have a great time today~

Yeepee.. yea~ ‘”Transformer … something fallen… ” XD i forgot the title ^^

Taxi driver’s life is kinda bored .. tat’s why he’s looking for fun life …  “life is short make it sweet”, he said.. (if i have not mistaken) =P

Buahahahaha~

“Cherish your beloved.. understand those who care about you..  ”

with this i end my post.. ^^

Hapi very belated birthday to me.. *touched*

      

I was busy.. As usual .. facing my lappie..

*someone touched me at the back*

“Har….” *without turning my back*

“JIe jie… Ahh…”

“Yes..”   *facing my lappie*

“Jie jie..”

“What…”

“Jie jie.. see… turn around…”

“Har…”

Repeated times~~ “Har…”

Finally…

*turn around…*

TATAtata…

Surprise~

 

  

the first one from my sis.. *applause for her* she walked back from jusco… although partially she intended to see Lam Fung when she buy it…. buahhaha^^

Next four… from my brother.. ^^

according to him…. 4 years birthday presents are here…. first one for year 2009, second 2010, third 2011, last one 2012… sequence i decide.. buahhaha~~

 

^^

*touched*

*speechless*

Thanks… My beloved sister and brother~ Buahhahaha~ Hope we can watch movie next week yepeeee…… !!! my dating with brother and sister…. ^^

p/s: good luck in finding out… the guess.. ^^ hehe~ 迟知好过早知。。。 哈哈。。

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Mission impossible…

Yeah~

I wake up early eh..

wuahahaa~

Mission impossible..

accomplished!

finally~ i had breakfast…

tata~

i wanna kick away too..

I wanted to kick away .. too (correspond to mickey’s post)

kick away my plants in barn buddy.. kick away my facebook...

but i just can't ...

i can't resist ..

having my laptop off in front of me is suffering..

haha.. what i can do now…

Learn BM ! learn more.. master it!

Malaysia said..

Don’t want to waste students’ time.. Don’t want to wait for something which bear no fruits in the future.. Don’t want make students difficult.. Don’t want sacrifice student's’ time…

So.. they said..

Let’s study Bahasa Malaysia!

English.. leave it first okay…

Okay… never mind.. I’m free from this control..

I’m so sorry I can’t help you guys.. take care ya… I think you will be doing okay.. Grow up faster so that you can make up your future …

i like Tun Dr. Mahathir…

Good luck in ur future!

Heehee..

Special dedication for my sis… buahahhaa..

Wish you all the best in your future.. in Sarawak.. wuahahha.. I bet i will go Sarawak one day.. hehee… All the best ya..

加油！要开心哦！娃哈哈！我会想你的！

A lot of luck and loves for you.. MUackxzz..

p/s: to ma beloved yeeling, didi, mummy.. i think i’m doing ok choosing the photos.. you all look nice.. but yeeling.. ur hair appear abit.. messy in all photos.. so.. can’t help lo.. hiek hiek..

Gotta sleep early today! Ciao~ bye bye..

Ooo.. almost 2 liao.. sorry.. i think time flows faster today.. ;P

Happy belated birthday celebration

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Buahaha…. My 19th-year-old birthday was celebrated one day after the exact date.. which was not so surprise yet special.. haha

First I got a lot of wishes online.. haha.. and through phone.. thanks digi..and facebook…

through post laju.. ^^ although i can’t wake up and get it myself.. thanks.. a lot.. i-know-who… haha… i dun want give hint to you if you don’t know.. because,… it will be too obvious.. nevermind.. i  guess you know edi.. hehehee

and lastly.. my family celebration.. They choose a special way by celebrating a few hours (actually more than 24 hours) after 5th of July.. but nevermind.. i still feel the warmth ..

Mama bought secret recipe’s white chocolate cake.. eMm.. so so nice.. (ma breakfast tomolo oso! Yea! i think i didnt have breakfast long time ago.. overslept )

then ma sis’s chocolate.. (she said she gonna buy me more today.. hiek hiek)..

and last but not least.. ma brother.. always got something special.. prepared me DESSERT… ~~ *see the above picture* Errr.. pretty nice.. too sweet,… if you feel like trying.. sorry.. no chance.. ;P unless you ask me to make him prepare one.. wuahahaha.. okie okie,.. enough crapping..

THANKS! MUAKCZX!!!

05 july 09

 

I wanted to upload “ICPU memories” video.. but couldn’t.. Never mind.. Picture of Taylor’s should be okay..

Time passes too fast.. Couldn’t believe.. one year had passed so fast.. 05 July 2008 until today 05 July 2009..

One year anniversary after attending ICPU Taylor’s University College..

The feeling I have right now compared to last year’s today is a total different. 

In comparison to last year, I have more feelings today..

The mixture of happiness..

the bonds between us..

Our friendships..

Our memories..

Everything marks a full stop today..

Because we are starting a new paragraph from now on.. We might continue the previous story in this new paragraph.. But we won’t know..

Memories..

Yeah.. right.. I am one year older today too..  the digit 19 makes me scare..

Meaning after this year.. My age will be starting with a ‘2’.  Not ‘1’ anymore.. 19 >> 20… I am not young anymore..

Now moving from one age group to another.. Am i an adult now?

Anyway..

I can’t change the truth.. haha..

Thanks EVERYONE for your birthday wishes.. Similar to last year situation, today, I have a lot of birthday wishes through SMS..

Wishes on my wall in facebook.. Wishes through MSN, Skype.. Video call.. Emm… *wink*

I wish all of you in the best of luck and have a blissful future..

I Thank all of you..

Thank you..

Lots of love from me for all of you..

I can say I have a GREAT, SPECIAL birthday today.. (today not end yet).. I will see what to add for my blog in the next 20 hours..

I will cherish today.. My birthday in Malaysia.. Might not be celebrating in the next few years probably..

I will miss Malaysia..

haha *sounds like I am leaving ‘negaraku’ tomorrow.. Nah~ still 2 months to go.. Emmmmm... Maybe less than that..

~Anticipating something new~

^^

鲨鱼 & Remora fish

鲨鱼 不知道 自己 身边 一直 有着 Remora fish

因为它习惯了

鲨鱼不知道

它的生活

越来越不能和Remora fish 分开

*******************************************

一直到终于有一天

它们知道

已经不能像以前一样一起游了

*******************************************

原来

他们已经不再只是好朋友

好像 是 比好朋友多一点

鲨鱼 开始 相信了

********************************************

猜测

好无奈

*****************************************

‘nothing’ 和 ‘no’

让它们停止了脚步

它们再次还原

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Remora fish 的眼神

藏着说不出的话

*****************************************

鲨鱼

不知道 Remora fish 做的一切

Remora fish

的眼神

原来是在召唤着它留下

鲨鱼

真的不知道

*****************************************

最后

一条叫skype 的鱼

帮助了它们

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一条游去海边

一条游去城市

可能吗

Remora fish 说 如果 在那边 找到更好的 Remora fish

不说了

希望 它们 会习惯 没有 彼此的生活

随缘

但是

鲨鱼 相信 可以 的

因为 对岸 的 海龟 也 爱上了 一只 海鸥

因为 乌龟 也 可以 爱上 熊猫

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终于

它们 从朋友 变成 好友

从好友 变成

鲨鱼 和 Remora fish

一起了。

相信它们可能的。。

*wink*

*wink*

*wink*

take good care ya.. haha~ Get well soon.. ! Next time better dont do it again .. *No sorry .. okie.. ^^

read the secret..

I had always wanted to read a book “the secret”.. but cant make it..

until today.. Finally i made it today in popular.. I almost finish half the book in an hour.. regret cant finish reading it..

stopped last in a part explaining the law of love.. emm,.. which is the highest power of all the laws in this universe. *wink*

I remembered i applied the secret’s theory --law of attraction this year.. and it succeed.. some kind of mind powering or mind hypnosis which really works..

remember the 3 main parts ask, believe and receive.

I will not explain in this post but you can find out yourself if you are interested. “The Secret”

mould~ at home

By coincident went movie today..

emm.. "Ice age 3 " is nice.. funny and cute.. i laugh all way long.. *giggling* thumb up for ice age..

^^ thanks..

I was actually running away from something.. troubles me after my spm .. better not talk about that..

thanks anyway.. you dunno.. haha

compared to "Drag me to the hell".. haha.. two different movies.. but i screamed alot.. in the latter one = =lll *still striving hard to control myself.. next time i will cover my mouth with both hands..

*light bulb icon appear*

Yea.. why not we go watch movie together.. in a big gang... 20+++ Wow.. that's great! penang ipoh trip.. one more suggestion.. *win sign* ^^V

waffle is nice ... ^^long time didnt eat liao..

okay!

i wrote something.. but i kept on pressing backspace..

i’m gonna post one more before i sleep tonight..

Coz im doubting .. i posted something strange.. i hope that doesnt affect you anyhow.. i really hope you are okay with it..

just a thought of me .. when i didnt realise what was i thinking..

i guess i had been thinking too much and not enough sleep *geezz… i know i know i wake up at 2… not 2 okay.. maybe 1.45? hahha

Thanks everyone hehehe.. help me in whatever way.. and being my friend.. haha

*wink*

i guess i feel i am special.. what am i talking about

Err.. hhaahaha..

you think you know what am i thinking right now? hahaha.. you dunno… haahaa

because.. i also dunno what am i writing and thinking.. so how are you suppose to know when i myself also dunno? … hahha == sorry .. lame….

ok ok.. to whom i care about… thanks for your everything

i will try wake up early.. early… early…

and sleep early…

Really.. i will…

*wink again*

haha

ignore me … i was lost..

*got back my feelings now

p/s: for decoration purpose.. LOL .. dont laugh!

…

*wink*

i am ridiculous..

i am.. *sigh

looking for a song to express my feeling but  cant find one.. i hope everything will be fine.. hahaha..

lalalalalalalalalalala~

maybe i am bored…

if and only if … nvm..

life is so …

ridiculous..

how to understand my feelings..

i dunno..

you tell me.. i let you dissect..

大包&叉烧

what do u think about 大包and叉烧。。

大包and叉烧 will not be just pao for me .. hahaha..

because…

i think i….

*wink*

canada’s day

Juz read anas’s blog.. emm 1st of July.. Canada’s Day… haha.. HAppy Canada Day!!!  Canada Canada.. here i come…