I don’t tell because I don’t think it is necessary; I tell when I need to express but I don’t announce.
Please, I don’t need your empathy or sympathy. I can deal with any problem and I will happily face it, I am proud of myself for being able to cope with it but not proud of myself for having such problem
It wasn’t a memorable moment. In fact, I don’t even feel like remembering it. It was weird. And that moment I felt as if I am hearing the ticking of clock, the beating of heart, the loudest of the silence. I try to shut my ears. I try to see nothing with eyes open. I shut all my senses hoping everything will be over.
Can’t imagine if it happens again.
I hope you are well and that’s all. Please stop troubling people. You are doing annoying things all this while and I don’t know if it is possible for you to be forgiven. Too much you have done. Too much you cause harm. Too much and unforgivable.
When there is hatred and love. Hatred is the dominant emotion. I hate you because I know you too long and you are someone I used to love. 爱得越痛，伤得越痛，恨得越痛。
One day I will swear in front of you. Not now.
Stop and stay where you are! I insist!
‘竹林深处’是时候改头换面了。华文水平逐渐下降中。。
终于可以上网了。但好像不见得很爽。
人就是酱的咯。。没有时就嫌三嫌四。有了又讲不够爽。
其实真的没有很爽。。
脸书看来看去都是那几个人写东西。。看到都有点显。
部落格也没有很多人写。没有几分钟又给我看完。
MSN 在线的人看来看去。。还是没有要kacau 的feel
看饱一点video 后，我还是回来我的地盘。。写一点废话。。
最近觉得我的‘竹林’几烂一下。。也没什么想说。。每次都随便敷衍随便爽。
不过其实也好像没什么好过。。所以也不能说是最近变烂了咯。废话最近是多了一点。因为太闷了。
你看了应该会很显下。。
因为我也越写越显。。
就酱啦。真的有够显。都不知道写了酱久写了什么。。
总之。是废话一篇咯。
ciao
p/s: 显--〉解释：又称sien。 意思是无聊。另外，也暗示不爽。不喜欢。是现代年轻人的口头象征。XD (SOURCE: BAMBOO LAND TM.)
i heard about a story.
once upon a time, there was a small elephant. the small elephant was tied at the leg since young with a metal chain. everyday the small elephant tried to escape my pulling the metal chain as hard as he can. but he couldn’t.
days by days. time past. slowly, the small elephant believed that it is impossible to break the metal chain. so why not stop trying and take the meals given with no worries?
Since then, the elephant never try to break the chain even until he is big enough to break it.
what does this story tell us?
try everything and never give up? NO.
even if the elephant tries to break the chain till he succeeded. he will end up starve to death because he had lost his ability to feed himself.
he is fated to be the tied elephant. well protected.
i am finally home .. the weather in Ipoh is freaking hot… grr.. I really cant stand the heat in Malaysia.. the sudden change in environment from cold to hot can be described in one word ==> SUFFERRING!
i did nothing much after my return.. besides watching drama.. i ate ice kacang and watched movies. not meaningful ay
and i finally i am done with my designing.. heehee >_< this bamboo land’s template + design should be an unique design kakaakaa~
next i will be playing around for some time before helping my mom in shop >_<
as i had expected. something really does happen at home. just that it was worse than my expectation. disappointment and anger. i hate whatever that hurt someone i love! i won’t curse someone even if i am angry. but this is an exception! i swear the worse for someone who is selfish and evil. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE SOMEONE LIKE THAT. NEVER.
sometimes i wonder do i need to say sorry everytime.. No matter what happen i will be the one who apologize..
but i am not feeling good this time.. i was like kneeing down because of unknown reason.. and i am begging for forgiveness…
i don’t want to say that.. but i really feel depressed and helpless when someone i trust does not believe me .. or be frank to me..
first time my heart broke
because of friendship
i can’t hate.. i can’t blame.. i couldn’t do anything…
if you see this.. will you angry or will you feel what i feel right now.. i doubt…
maybe i doesn’t care about my friends
Can't imagine! wow! it has been almost a year since I last updated my bamboo page! A lot of things happened! Things turned out different...
