SOLILOQUIES ~ Beyond Few Words

The path that guided me to you, was the most beautiful journey I ever made.

You know what... There are these few crossroads in a man's life where he has to choose One way he can ride towards the smooth road and be with any woman who'll have him... On the other he gets to be with the only woman, for his lifetime The man who chooses the other is called He.. He realize that it's difficult but in the end He gets to be with You. You....

Shallow heart speaks, "my love is really deep"

I was so lost in your love that I never thought that one day I'll lose you..  And I loved you so much that I don't know how to love anyone anymore.

My love will force you to lose your patience But I'll be there to win it for you..

Dear Love, You are the only stranger I thought I knew.. I stopped thinking in terms of 'me' And thought just in terms of 'we'. I still remember all the vows... All the vows that I made to you, Do you remember... any of yours?? I knew that I.. had to win I had to win And I....... did that for you, I won... Won.. just to realize that in the end I'm left alone.

There is still so much of you left in me, And with you gone, I am left empty and lone. I thought I knew all the corners where I could hide, This one corner is so dark and I feel so lost. The day I manage to erase all of You from Me and rewrite anything new, Everything would still start with an “I”. Coz “I” am still Me even if You are a different “You”. ** The last two lines are not mine, they are Maitraie's

The story: She was a charming, bubbly girl and was in love with a man. She often used to talk about her perfect life, perfect love and awaited a perfect marriage with her man. She thought all the happiness of the world was in her feet and she could ask for no more. When all the things were going so well suddenly her man started to pull back and get distant. Eventually her man broke up with her, and worst he never gave her a reason. Shattered, broken... she was left. She found content in the cloud of cigarette smoke that covered her real face, she drank many a times just to get away from this grief. Then there was He, not the man she loved but her friend He. He looked at her wet eyes one day when she came to the office and then the next and then the next day. He saw this charming girl going silent all of the sudden. He saw her guzzling beers and puffing cigars. He went to her one day, snatched and threw her cigar. At that very moment he noticed a tear roll down her eye and his hands...

After abandoning me, At any point of time if you feel That you should have not left me.. Do come back to me, Hold my hand, Hug me hard. And I promise I'll hug you back.. Just don't leave me again, ever. But will you ever make it in time, You will... only IF YOU EVER LOVED ME.

When love left me bleeding, I found the strength to fight, I chose to live. Because I don't want to whine and weep.. I'm sorry I robbed you of the pleasure of seeing me in pain.

Of all the reasons I can think of and that the world puts forward. I don't have a single reason of not loving you. My reason of loving you is because it is You. And that's why I say I Love You and I'll Love You FOREVER.

I want to say so much yet I want to keep it short So here it goes.... The End: I remember that you told me that you chose your heaven and told me to choose mine. The Promise: I know that you could be hurt but I'll be the first to take the hurt and won't let it reach you..... The day when you'll be in pain I'll hold your hand and share that pain with you..... And I know that one day you can hurt me, give me intense pain but I'll take it all as long as you promise to stay..... Because if such a day will come when I'll have a million reasons to leave you and go away, I PROMISE I'll find that one reason to stay..... The Beginning: This earth is my abode, my heaven and here I will reside.

A person once came to me moaning and complaining about the grief is his heart, I went for a simple exchange, took his heart and gave him mine. He walked away with a smile... After a few days he came looking more distressed and asked back for his heart And said that he'll fix it up and make it work, he didn't want my broken heart. I took my heart, gave him his... and this time I smiled.

How could I just walk by her side and not know how to hold her hand. How could I feel her breath close to mine and not know how to kiss her. How could I sit beside her, look in her eyes and not know how to be close to her. How could I talk to her for hours and hours and not know how to speak those three words. How I can love someone with all my soul and still not know how to love her.

Love purifies, lust maligns and I love you Since my love doesn't haunt you, Since my love comforts you... Even you know that my love for you is true.. Don't you?

I once promised that I'll fight with the world for you, You left me and I started fighting myself. And then I realized to win this battle acceptance needs to enter my life.

You looked at me with those innocent eyes, You spoke to me about the world so nice, I was there to kill.. but you.. You killed the devil inside.

You used to ask me, where were you till now, why didn't you come before.. I told you I would always come for you. Why didn't you wait for me? For I am your destination and even death cannot stop me. All it can do is delay it for a while.

It was when I thought that love will hold me together, I was shattered. It was when I thought that love will take all my pain, I suffered the most. It was the day when I wanted you to stay.... stay, When you left me forever. And I unbelievably want you to put the shattered pieces together, May be I have yet to realize that is it not going to be the same ever again. The shattered pieces are impossible to put together again.

That day when I was in lot of pain, I turned to God and questioned Him Oh God, why me? What did I do to deserve this faith, tell me, why me? God smiled at me and said, "Love is what you did and When it came your way you said you'll honor it, so...." My pain vanished at that very moment, I interrupted, "Yes", smiling.