Indescribable

I'm boreddddddddd. Need entertainment right now as the boy's busy snoring his ass off. I did not bring any homework over either. :<

And my menses is stopping us from taking a swim. HURHUR waste of such good weather!$#@#%$#^%$

Okay after this week is over, its officially gonna be the start of week 2?! And we're expected to have alreasdy chosen a company with unfulfilled IT needs cos we're gonna be designing a whole new website for them - as part of our final year project. THIS IS TOUGH REALLY. I think choosing a suitable company is much harder than doing the codes for the website. But I know I'm gonna regret what I just said. Hehe

LOOK, first week of school is usually the accustomisation period but this round, its like ugh? By week 4 we've to submit a proposal already. It's like giving u a slap right in your face saying 'HA. TAKE THAT BITCH!' 

SO ANNOYING PLEASE.

Kay, so the douche of schoolwork is getting me so stressed, I think I shall cut down the time wasted here and get my work done. BYEBYE. Better to be early than late, set the school tone right yo!

#fuckyeahhhhhhhh (Y)

I'm holdin my breath

10. Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play

a: Selena Gomez - Love you like a love song
b: Robbie Williams - No regrets
c: Detail - Shakin my head (ft. Flo Rida)
d: Brandon Flowers - Crossfire
e: Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable
f: Tamia - Almost
g: Madonna vs. David Guetta - Revolver remix (ft. Lil Wayne)
h: Benny Benassi - Bring the noise (pumpkin remix)
i: My Chemical Romance - I don't love you
j: Taio Cruz - She's like a star


Having low self confidence in myself nowdays. And I'm becoming more socially awkward. What's happening to me ):

A teardrop.

3rd July: At Gekchong's house for bbq with poly clique! <3

Chio house, though I found it abit sparsely furnished. But it was renovated not too long ago, so its kinda expected!

Their house is huge, x2 the size of the previous area!

4th July: I swear I have a really fat face.

My face's supposed to be oval/diamond shaped, but in the photo I took, the width of my forehead seemed to be as wide as the width of the 2 ends of my cheekbones.

And my chin's become more rounded. Definitely not a good sign.

The result? A not too ideal passport photo which is gonna last you maybe at least another 5 years down the road. Sigh :> But its one of the best I've taken, I shouldn't be complaining ya?

Shall show you some delicacies instead of my face which is just gonna spoil your mood.

This is so yummy! Green tea aboling(tang yuan) from a store at the famous Kampong Glam food centre :)

9 July: Gymed with Shan and Stella, followed by Mel's birthday celebration together with Shan.

♥ die you Mel, even though we did not prepare anything just in time for your birthday. Terrible us for such an impromptu plan, but love you lots for the company and laughter you provided. ♥♥♥
May our friendship stay this strong for the years to come :)


p/s: Yay my new passport is ready for collection. finally i get to try out the new biometric passport hehe. But one thing I'm anal about are the empty pages! I prefer it filled with the chops of different places I went to. Hehe

Pp/s: As you can see, I've changed my blogger template AGAIN. That aside, I've also removed my tagboard, formspring nd facebook links! Prefer my blog more clean-cut this way. Anything just leave a comment on my posts. 

Live and let live

What I did this week:

1) Accompanied Stel to get her fortune told! Quite true for hers too hahaha. And now my other gfs are tempted to try it out too.

2) Attempted to take 'people shots' at Cine on Sat, but it was utterly crowded. Hard to focus on a single person due to the heavy human traffic!

3) Clubbed with the girls! Finally I got a taste of Phuture's music. Not bad also lah. ^^ I kinda liked their retro music hehehe. Proposed to my dad about letting me sign the Citibank credit card for free entry to Zouk/Phut, and I think he allows! Hafta debate more about the pros than the cons. haha

4) Boring work.

5) Had a long chat with W last night. Heheehehe! Alright now having trashed things out, I feel much better (Y)

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This week is really a screwed week. HATERS, SUITORS, ANNOYING PEOPLE, FRIENDS. OMG.

And I'm really sorry to my girls if I screwed things up by calling guy friends down! Next round really all ladies already! :)

I think god's really fair huh. Recently, I've had a fair share of suitors(not being ego here, but its super obvious), but it has also been topped up with a fair share of haters and annoying people.

Happy 21st Wen Jie! :)

The nice treat me real nice, the bad treat me real shitty.

I'd rather not have these suitors if it means losing my friends.

Okay nvm, everything happens for a reason right. So if these 'friends' could be lost, it was probably meant to be. At least I've one less superficial person to deal with and it just narrows down the number of true friends I have :)

&&, thanks to all those who've sacrificed for me. You know who you are, if you do happen to read this post. Erm, I do appreciate it but I don't wish for you all to go to these lengths. It's not worth doing all this for me because in the end, your efforts will just go to nought.

I wonder if you all are ignoring the hints I've dropped, or are just simply persistent, but yes I feel no connection towards you all! Sorry!

WILL NOT LET THIS BAD START IN JANUARY BRING ME DOWN FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR!!! STILL A LONG WAY TO GO ^^


TODAY'S THE 31ST.HOPEFULLY FEBRUARY WILL BE A GREAT MONTH! MORE HONGBAOS AND WINNINGS AND BETTER GRADES PLEASE (Y)

Ads,ads,ads,ads!!!! <3

Life's not a candyland.

Wed - 12Jan2011

Went down to St Games to familiarise myself with what the company expects from me during my intern!

The dancing game using the kinect sensor is so fun HEHEHEHE. (Y)

Samuel trashed me mad though. Would upload a video of him, but I accidentally deleted it. Sad :>

Thurs - 13Jan2011

Went to town to shoot some photos for my photography assignment which has to be handed up this Monday!

B&J's icecream is the yums.

I like the ambience at the B&J heeren's outlet, but it pricks me that they always do not have the chocolate macadamia flavour everytime I'm there.

MAYBE I'M JUST SUAY.

Friday - 14Jan2011

Facial, eyebrow trimming, chingay practice at f1 pit stop!

I feel scammed because I travelled all the way down, so excited about the chingay practice and all, only to be told that if we did not turn up for the dry run today(sat), our names would be cancelled off the list.

Like wtf come on lah. No schedules were issued to us beforehand, you expect to inform us only the day before, of course I already have ongoing plans right!

And today's techincal dry run starts from 3pm, only ends at 11pm.

I've like 3-4 different places to hop to for the whole of today, even cancelling 1 event will not do any justice to me lor!! :@

Gonna head out to study at Jurong Spring Mac lataaaaa with Ruisong & Zixuan they all!
They're already there, but I'll probably walk over and meet them later.
Finally Jurong ftw. haha.At least I found pple to lepak with liao.
But today's not for lepak, after exams it'll be mahjong with them though! ^^
Jiayou to me and everyone else having CT's right now!

I hate the time of the month. It's so annoying. So many restrictions everytime! ZZZZZ.

I'm picking myself up!

Hi people, I'm still sad, but all should be well in no time right! :)
Shall let nature take its course. ^^
I definitely shouldn't emo over such stuff, move forward and not look back! ^^


Anyway, I'm gonna get myself outta the house later. Watching Harry Potter with an old buddy!
Cheh, he got himself a gf last year and I din even know till recently.  :/
But she seems pretty hahaha. Later I'm gonna stare at pretty girl's face again dieeee.

(sorry but I prefer staring at pretty girls than handsome guys ^^)

So much work to do, probably hafta rush home after movie + dins.
Sian, I always don't seem to have ample time for everything I wanna do, probably because I wanna do everything & anything!
Still have my novels and magazines untouched on my table, my room to re-tidy, blahblah.
Won't be able to join the girls for Ladies Night today too!
Sorry Stel, I know you took leave just for this!! :(:(
But I still have to say no! :/


Anyway, will upload pics after my room's completely done!
See the horrible 'before' and the sparkling 'after' :D

Telling myself I'm alright.

Jac's coming back from Korea today!
Haha, that lucky girl must have enjoyed herself ttm.
I miss Korea :/
The last time I went there it was a little more than decade ago, and Korea has changed so much!
Gonna see if she grew fatter from eating all the fried chicken there HAHAHA.

Second yay will be because now that she's back, I can get my hair dyed liao ^^
And I can hear pretty stories of her events in Korea!


Anyway, I can't go surprise her at the airport later because I've to be online in Mel for e-learning, slot's 8-10pm.

HATE E-LEARNING, PROJECTS, ASSIGNMENTS.

They turn my brain upside down :(


I miss so many people!
Right now I miss my darling Fi and sister Simin the most, wanna meet up with them pretty soon!
We've sososo much to catch up on :D


Oh and I kinda regret not joining camps anymore, after seeing the Red Campers enjoy themselves in school yesterday.
I stopped since year 1 sem 1, because of time constraints and because I had other priorities rather than entertaining people at camps.

CAMPS = KEEP SOCIALISING = VERY TIRING.

I need my own time, and socialising too often can be super draining.
Plus I always lose my voice there -.-
NVM, WAIT TILL UNI AND THERE WILL ALWAYS BE CAMP OPPORTUNITIES. ^^


I can make friends easily, but I think I'm more of a 'like to keep to familiar friends' person. haha.
Homely bo? :P
That's why I always miss the same few people LOL.
Those who I can mix with easily, can rant any matters to, can talk all day under the sun, those who will provide great listening ears, and love me for who I am.

Good friends, they know you best.

Its so much easier to just stick with them than to go through the whole process of opening yourself to someone new, & worrying if they'll harm you in the end.
Think I'm just too simple minded for my own good.

The last night I felt bliss, at Jurong Hill :)

Andy's cap.

My winning cards that night! :)

God gave me an outcome really soon, right after I hoped for it.

Okay, it has left me a little stunned because the news was pretty abrupt.

I can feel it fizzle out quickly.

To hear a couple settling their outstanding issues, it makes me happy, but it also sort of kills any hope I had in me - which was little to begin with.

With that hope killed, I guess the attraction sort of dies along with it too.

And like we both said, it takes 2 hands to clap.

Now our sms has been reduced to the friendly way.

It's weird to send flirty smses to each other anymore.

And with the time he takes to reply, it just shows me he's probably experiencing the same thing.

We'll still be exceptionally good friends, I'll probably call him to chat when I have problems with another guy HAHA.

With the dying attraction, its easier for us to face each other when going out with the rest ^^

No wonder people say attraction starts like a spark and fades like a bomb.
Reality hits, and no more wonderland for me.
The speed at which the attraction is fading is scary, but the experience was definitely good.
I'll miss the late night calls and smses though! :)
Lucky he's got an understanding gf ^^
Kinda wish I was the one in her position for awhile, LOL.
Really sad that we din have the opportunity to build these feelings any further.
Have to say byebye to them!

I'll miss his teasing smiles and miss staring into his eyes with that deep sizzling chemistry! HAHAHAH. 

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Meaningful.

This is for the girls who have the tendency to stay up all night listening to music that reminds them of their current situation. Who hide their fears, hurt, pain and tears under their smiles and laughs all on a daily basis. The girls who wear their hearts on their sleeve. The girls who pray things will workout just once and they'll be satisfied. The girls who scream and cry into their pillows because the rest of the world fails to listen. The girls who have it hard but don't let anyone know that. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who have so many secrets but will never tell a soul. The girls who have regrets and mistakes as a daily moral. The girls who don't always win, who may never win. The girls who stay up all night thinking about that one boy wondering if he'll ever notice her. The girls who get what they get and don't throw a fit. The girls who take life as it comes, hoping it'll get easier somewhere down the road. The girls who love with all their hearts but always get broken. This is for the real girls. This is for you.

Thank you god for listening to my wishes and for slowly helping to make them come true :)

I feel blessed, really.

Am satisfied with my current lifestyle, though I still need to upkeep proper time management.

I'm not greedy and asking for things to be even better, but I do believe that there will be a good outcome to everything, and I hope to see my outcome soon.

Having care and concern from everyone, family, friends, guys and girls alike = (Y)

Once again, thankyou for blessing me with good relationships with the people around me^^

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HI, i'm random :)

shag face after doing project.

Having long chats with him everyday :)
Guess we're getting to know each other more and more!
And I think we're still highly attracted to each other, cos we super power pack can talk so long into the nights for several days straight. Haha!
Been a long time since I talked so late into the night with someone on the phone.

Hehe I'm feeling bliss, but I keep wondering if I'm doing the wrong thing and am I spoiling someone's else happiness in the process.
I hope I'm not doing something wrong because I don't wanna get karma knocking on my door one day.
Maybe its my personal perspective. aiyahhh, I'm so confused!

But I'm too selfish to let go or ignore anything either. :S
Din realise I could be so selfish in this sense, cos I've never encountered such a problem before!

Anyway, I iz heading out to haz dinner with him and the others now! Byebye.

Complicated stuff, sometimes I just don't wanna give a shit.

Bff left for Korea this morning!
Awww, thank god she's only going there for 6 days, because I need her to help me dye my hair soon haha.
But I hope she thoroughly enjoys herself there, because this year I din go overseas with her although I'd mentioned it before.
Such cold weather and a fun time to escape Singapore, I wish for an overseas escapade right now too :x

Anyway I've to get cracking on my tutorials before I delay till its too late again.
I've delayed a couple of tutorials and now I'm LAGGING BEHIND AS USUAL. (I grasp things slow luhhh, need to double the effort of a smartie)

Please, I hope I've not met another player in my life.

Really need to meet a good person, I hate complicity.

And I definitely don't like reading between the lines.

Cut things short, what on earth is happening now!

Sigh, the irony and confusion of everything.

WHY DID THINGS CHANGE :(:(:(

My life was going smoothly before these complications arose! D:

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Green, purple, red, white

Hi people :)

Finally I went out today. As in, really heading out to town to have dinner and to walk around(today it meant shopping)!

Satisfied leh. Because I did not manage to get myself a pretty hat in Taiwan(ALL VERY POINTED, MAKE ME LOOK LIKE AN AIRHEAD), so I found a nice greyish black hat on sale for only $9.90 at Uniqlo!

Me and my love for hats. I seem to be able to look good in hats/berets. 

Maybe due to my long face shape?

Really love stuff which can jizz up a simple outfit, like scarves, hats, headbands, rings, belts, vests etc.

Mix and match + Layering = Always the best option for a casual day out!

I HATE FACEBOOK UPLOADER.

I've been trying the photos from the trip yet it keeps screwing up on me.

Holy bananas, I hope they do something about it soon!

Count to 3 and say... aah

Yo people.

I haven't exactly been the most hardworking of bloggers out there ever since I was preparing for my trip, during the trip, and after it!

Seems like the only time which I'm working hard at blogging would have to be
1) during normal school days when I get too bored, OR 

2) during exam period when I become too stressed, and one way to let all these boredom and stress out is to RANT AND RANT AND RANT HERE ^^

I'm still having holidays now though.
School starts on the 25th Oct.
Till then, I'd better find something meaningful to do. Wasting my whole holidays watching shows/going out/playing seems kinda like a waste of $$ and time.

After reaching SG on 30th Sept, I've literally been a couch potato.
Today's the 6th and I'm still at home busy finishing up my dramas!!
I've been watching one after another for the past 7 days, except going out with my mum for dinner on Saturday, working full day on Sunday, and out yesterday evening for a swim with S and M.
But after I come back, I continue 'chionging' my shows late into the night!

UNHEALTHY, REALLY UNHEALTHY. :S
So bad that its taking a toll on my body, making me cough through the day and night, making me have breathing difficulties now.
Fuck it so much, I feel my heart getting weaker and weaker with each cough.
It scares me to no end cos I feel as though I've aged decades.

Oh, it causes my eyesight to worsen too! :(

So from today, no more watching shows till late night. Totally not worth the energy and health seeping away from my body!

P/s: I hope I'll complete the editing of photos by today night! 400+ photos, but started on none. Sighs.

Oh, and speaking of photos, I got into the IS MODULES I wanted!

Understanding relationships & exploring photography.

Yummy names, so these should be fun modules!

And since its fun to me, I hope I'll enjoy it and score well in them too muahahah :)

Mustachessssss

I can't stand all the hairs on my body!!!

Okay I'm making myself sound like a hairy gorilla wtf.
Wonder does it have to do with us being born in the Year of the Monkey, or it's just a hereditary kind of thing.

Well, I've not taken much notice of my 'mustache', but after accompanying Hs and S to tweeze and pluck, I decided to give it a try too.
The outcome is maybe less of a 'black shadow' on my upper lip, but still the effect ain't that great on me as it is on them.
Their face looks super clean after all the waxing. :)
So sad that beauty comes with a price, I can't seem to bring myself to pluck out my hairs using a tweezer.
Seems too awfully painful. Yuck :>


Anyway I've been thinking about this:

"A pretty girl, a lovable girl, an intelligent girl, a sexy girl, when placed beside one man which is more dangerous?"

It's really a tough question.
After much consideration, I guess my answer would be 'an intelligent girl'.
But apparently, the answer is none of the above!

It's - A GIRL OUT OF LOVE

HHAHA zun bo(spot -on ans right)? Tell me what you people think!

Then again, this question probably has no direct answer, its open to varying views :)

P/s: Love my parents for buying that Swiss Polo bag for me on their trip to Genting. Ex sia RM 359. But it was some branded sale(as shown on the plastic bag), so 70% off made it around RM100+.

Though the design is not really to my liking, I shan't be choosy, and I'll still carry it! Because I'm touched that they even bought something of this value for me. I was expecting mini accessories or whatever, but I guess they know my love for the fine life HAHAHA.

Anyway its not the value, but the thought that counts.

Loving my parents more and more for being so doting and caring. Muaahaha I think I'm blessed. Thank God :)

I think when I head to Taiwan, it will be the first time I feel homesick in my whole life. :S

A beautiful sunrise.

HOWDY!!!

I'm becoming more and more lazy to blog :(

You know how, when you're either outside for the whole day or you're rushing dramas at home, and whenever you've the time to blog, you're already too tired.
Yeah that's happening to me right now.
But I'll still make some time to blog, probably not as often though.

So for the past 2 days, I've been stuck at home, 'chionging' my dramas.
From local to Korean yess. Well, my funshion and pps couldn't work, so I guess I could only resort to watching Korean  love dramas.
It's been a long time since I had myself engrossed in these romantic fantasies.
It's okay to indulge once in a blue moon right!

But there are many other dramas on my list!
And sitcoms!
From Big Bang Theory to Gossip Girls to Family Guy.
Omg THERE'S JUST TOO MANY TO WATCH.
But my video streaming apps crashed on me, what to do :(
Maybe next I'll watch some Hong Kong drama or sth. ^^

The cast of 9 end 2 outs! (the drama i just finished)
Lee Jung Jin is super charming in this show!

Oh, and I've been such a good girl the past few days, staying at home/coming home early to take care of my useless brother, staying up till 5.45am to wake him up for school.
The unhealthy amount of sleep I receive is taking its toll on me. <:

THAT BROTHER BETTER COUNT HIMSELF LUCKY HE HAS SUCH A GOOD ELDER SISTER REGARDLESS OF HOW HE TREATS HER.

Anyway, this I fished out from the show:
" Youth is magnificent, hope is rice, challenges is life, miracles are choices, failures are fertilisers"


so so true ain't it.

and " a guy's love ends in physical contact whereas a girl's love begins with one" .

finding your path.

Sept 8 & 9 - chionging my last 2 papers, business law and principles of marketing!

Sept 9 - Went out with my girls after the last paper :)

Step Up 3 was awesome, I wanna go back and watch it a second round in 3d!
Am so inspired to take up dancing again hehe.
Expression in danceeeee.

Everyone be inspired to dance! haha

Sept 10 - Went to visit Marc's doggies!
Hehe Cookie is all grown up now, and she's still bullying Mocha non-stop.
But they're both so cute awww.
The last time I held Cookie, she was so small and so 'guai'!

Marc chose her cos she was the most quiet of the lot of puppies.
Haha turns out that looks are deceiving.
Even this applies to dogs.
She must have been so smart, 'acting guai', not fighting for attention, knowing that naturally she would get more attention as a 'quiet dog'.
She scratches, she bites, she licks. Hyper only this dog!

Headed to Simpang Bedok for dinner, then B&J at Dempsey!

Life's awesome!

Anyway, today's September 11, lets have one minute of silence for those who died in vain!

I'm beautiful, life is beautiful and I should learn to appreciate it.

Cute hor. look like my blog picture anot. ^^

Anyway I most probably won't be touching the computer anymore after this. And I'm in a rush to go out to study, paper's tmr at 9am. Holy.
Wish me luck pple! :)
TATA~~

OH I HOPE THIS BABY GIVES ME LUCK TOO!

“No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes. It’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything, they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, but most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re going to fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.”

—	Marilyn Monroe

Tagged by Stella.

Are you an official couple with the last person who kissed you? Yes.

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? Not really.

Do you remember who you had feelings for December 2009? My ex.

Do you miss anyone? Yep, definitely!

Does the boy have to make the first move? Not always but i prefer that most of the time (:

Do you like your cellphone, or do you wish you had a new one? I love my blackberry and I just got it a pretty red casing 2 days ago. ^^

Is a best friend pissing you off right now? Nope.

What woke you up this morning? Exam, don't mention about it anymore.

Do you have a brother? Yes, an annoying asshole. But I'm glad for the comfort he provides because he stays at home practically everyday so I won't feel lonely when I'm at home.

Are you currently sad? Yes, everything's going downhill for me. :(

What does your phone do when you get a new message? What no-brainer qn is this! Of course it will ring?

Do you know anyone that has been in rehab? Yupp.

Have you ever liked someone older than you? Yeah, I prefer older guys LOL.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? Depends on the person you are with.

Do you want to fix things with anyone? Totally.

Have you ever kissed someone that was high? Not in my memories.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die? Nope, he was very good to me :)

Are you happier now or three months ago? Three months ago la!

Do you like winter time? Yes, and I wish Singapore's got winter time! TOO HOT!

Is the last person who kissed you yours? Yes.

Are you going to get hurt by a girl/guy anytime soon? How am I supposed to know who wants to hurt me and who doesn't! If I can predict, I would never let myself get hurt by anyone already right.

What color are your eyes? Dark brown (:

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? STUPID BSTATS PAPER D:

Is there anything in your room that reminds you of past memories? Yes, alot. Cos I'm sentimental and hoard many old stuff.

Were you single on your last birthday? Nope :)

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today? MY DAD. ^^

What are you listening to right now? DJ got us falling in love again.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? Never really had that thought before.

Are you scared of spiders? Not really, I find them cute in fact. HAHAHA

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl? Both!

Do you hate the last girl who texted you? Nope.

Where are you? Home sweet home :)

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah, probably. I would want a second chance for many things too.

Do you have siblings over the age of 21? No.

Would you call yourself smart? Nope, not dumb either. quite average.

Do you honestly have any feelings at ALL for anyone? Uh, quite numb now, so no.

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately? Sad.

Has a boy/girl put their arm around you the past 5 days? Hehe yes, from hugs! :)

Honestly, who were the last six people you texted? Huishan, Stella, Zixuan, Sengyau, Bengyew, Daddy. My life is boring so don't expect anything much entertaining.

Has a boy ever stayed up with you all night? Yeah.

The last person you kissed started with a C or J? None.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with? Huishan(:

Do you like where you live? Erm not really. East more entertaining ley.

Do you honestly have any regrets? Many. Just like being stupid and working yesterday before my Bstats paper.

Who was the last person you physically hit? Huishan, yesterday when she made me laugh and I think I whacked her thigh. LOL

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous? Depends on the extent.

When is the next time you will see any of your siblings? Daily-.-

Are you wasting your time on someone? Maybe.

When’s the last time you cried yourself to sleep? Been a long time, probably today it will happen.

Are you a patient person? Yes and no. Not for walking behind people who walk like cows, or waiting in long queues. 

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed? We just talked through fb comments.

Do you like dark or light jeans better? Both! hiakhiak! :D

If you are up after 3 am, what are you most likely doing? Studying/blogging/tumblring/fb/twitter. Studying would be the last thing on my mind though.

If your last ex got his/her heart broken, would you feel bad for him/her? Yes.

Are you emotionally strong? Nope, but i conceal it.

What reminds you of the last person you kissed? Fatty. haha

Anything good happen to you today? Daddy's cute text of "Good luck! :D" in the morning.

Do you like someone? Not now.

Has the last person you kissed ever cried to you? Yes.

Have you been drunk in the past 72 hours? Nope.

Do you have anything illegal in your possession? Like a gun? -.-

Was 2009 a good year for you? Not bad, everything went pretty fine then.

How many people have you kissed in 2010 so far? I cannot remember which girls I kissed??? But 1 guy, yes.

Eyes or smile? Both! :)

Have you ever been cheated on? Sadly yes.

Have you ever cheated on a partner? No.

Can you honestly say that at this point in time you’re happy with the way things are? I already mentioned I'm sad right?

Whose hoodie or jacket did you wear last that wasn’t yours? Cannot remember la. Maybe Leslie.

How’s your life lately? Shit.

And idk why some fonts appear in purple, some in black. This blogskin always screws up my font colours. And I copied this quiz exactly from how it was from Stel's blog, so I've no idea how to edit it also.
Goodbye, time to emo.

Haunted Changi

Day 10: 1 Confession

#1. This is hard! Because I've nothing to confess to anyone right now. I don't hold any special feelings for anyone now, given the way they treat me. So what should I be confessing about hmm?
I really have nothing exciting to confess about now lah.
Maybe my confession should be, "I want a special someone to care for me and love me just the way I am now"? LOL


Anw, yesterday's WDA paper didn't go too well, and I don't wanna think back about it so... yupp.
And I was mad pissed off yesterday.

Because the bus broke down and left me and Shan stranded for an hour +. I was so worried about not being able to catch the last bus and having to cab home from BUKIT TIMAH with midnight surcharge. Chor (expensive) ah.

The bus just had to break down at some stupid busstop before Newton, where we did not have any other bus alternatives. Cannot break down earlier at Orchard meh!
Worse, the next 2 buses that arrived at 1/2 HOUR INTERVALS were all fully packed to the brim..
We only got on the 3rd bus after an hour or so.

I was already so tired and all, wanting to reach home early to rest, thus deciding not to drink, and yet I still reached home at 12+ ALL BECAUSE OF THE BUS!!!

TIRED + MADE TO WAIT  =  FREAKING.ANNOYED.

So I practically put on a black face the whole night.  :(

Gonggong told me to complain to SMRT. It seems that recently they've been facing many problems and complaints ain't it? First trains, now buses.
Blame it on Singapore's huge population, causing public transport overload.


Oh, we watched Haunted Changi ytd too!
I can relate to it because I went to explore OCH before.
Din explore every area because I was too cowardly :(
That place is creepy okay.
Creepier than any other 'hotspot' I've been to before.
And I love this show because its like a free tour of OCH for the cowardly HAHA.

Show you guys something really weird. THIS IS TOTALLY TRUE OKAY.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT. THE 4 ORBS HAVE DISAPPEARED FROM THE PICTURES! 

I swear they were there previously. 4 orbs/dust particles. Just look at Winston's comment.
I even rubbed my computer's screen to double check its clarity, and yes, with no doubt, the orbs have disappeared from the picture in my fb album!
In any case, even if their orbs/dust particles, they ain't suppose to just disappear from a picture like this right! It's not like i edited them out!

LIKE WTF?
AND THIS PICTURE WAS TAKEN IN OCH.
NOW. THIS CREEPS ME OUT.
Hope they aren't inhabiting my house too.
Okay, they won't. Because I've been a good girl and they have nothing good to hunt me down for.





such a cute song :)

Lyrics:
Can't get the words out of my mouth
That little feeling everyone talks about
The things you say like, "I miss your face"
I wanna let you know, but I can't get the words to go

So olive you
And everything you do
What two words can mean
Afraid to say the other three
Olive you
The words are coming true
I don't know what to say
But olive you

Can't fight the feeling I feel inside
I try to tell you, but I always hide
The things you say like, "Want you to stay right here by my side"
Let the words slide

Olive you
And the little things you do
What two words can mean
Afraid to say the other three
Olive you
The words are coming true
I don't know what to say
But olive you

Olive you

You, you wanna tell me
But I, I, I, I don't know how to say it
I'll let it out
It's been on my mind
Those two words mean an "I love"

I love you
And everything you do
These two words mean
What I meant to say was
I love you
And it felt so smooth
All I can say is that I love you

I love you
Olive you

I hate society obligations.

Day 9: 2 smileys that describe your life right now

#1. D: sian, not much entertainment in life now ley. It's like my lifeline being -----------, you know the kind that shows up on hospital machines that you're already dead and there's no sign of any life in you anymore?
Well, I'm not dead yet (choi - touchwood), but the entertainment in my life is close to being dead. And I'm so bored I could jump off a cliff right now.

#2. <: I don't really know what this smiley stands for, but it looks cute yet pissed so i shall use it here.
Yeah, I'm pissed off with certain people for being such asses, and pissed off with myself for wasting so much time with distractions and such when I could have studied more, pissed off with exams, and many other things.
Oh, and pissed that we have to study so much due to society obligations! I really cannot sit still and study and I don't like studying! I like the influx of knowledge, but hate the exams. 
You know, I think I would absorb info much better if I was not forced to memorise it in such a short span of time. No kidding.
I'd rather read a book like a storybook over and over again till the info seeps into my head, rather than kill my brain cells by cramming so much info at one time!


P/s: Sorry huishan, for always making you wait! :(

Pp/s: Stel, thank god you're long over it! :)