frequently asked questions about chrl`x in early 2008

haha. yes. to ans all queries bout me this year... so far.
seriously... its the same question i get...
not in order of frequency tho.

1. update leh. so long nv update liao...
hahaha. yes yes. nv update dats y im doing this now.

2. y nv update? v bz ar?
ehh... coz i decided to have a written diary.. so my blog is collecting dust. plus im kinda erm... bz. hehe. not really..

3. oh? so ure working now? working as?
yeah... i m working. ive got like erm... 4 jobs as of today. hmm...
1. conversational chinese teacher in various sec n pri schs. ok. yes stop giving me that look. i know. chinese of all things right. look. the thing is.... im teaching non chinese conversational chinese. basic chinese.. like ni hao ma. yea. so thats quite ez. plus i can speak chinese okaayyy.... i juz cant do chinese. hehx.
2. tuition teacher. teaching maths sciences. got a few la. pri 1 eng maths, pri 5 eng sci, supposedly 2 sec 4 chem amaths emaths n 1 jc2 h2 maths. but... ehh. hmmm.
3. facilitator. for high achievers. going to various schools doing facilitation.. engaging the class.. doing some kinda saikang work.
4. admin-ish kinda work. as n when i can. haha..

4. so r u having fun working?
yeahh. generally i enjoy what im doing right now. it allows me to chat with ppl. which i enjoy alot. tho some classes may be... erm. hard to handle.. but well.. still theres the joys of it.

5. so hows ur pay?
ehh.... diff ones diff pay. plus i guess its not v nice to publicly announce it to everyone. haha..

6. then what happened to ur blog shop?
hmmm. good question.. i guess i kinda neglected it after feeling kinda dejected from the lack of sales / response. hahax. but i still enjoy making stuff.. if u want.. u can ask me personally. yeah.

7. A level results out liao right... how did u do?
not awesome. but not horrible. ahha. i must say im satisfied.. i cant say im superbly happy.. coz thats not true... but im sufficiently happy.

8. oh! so what are u gonna choose? which sch r u planning to go?
ermm. right now im kinda reconsidering. haha. but i know... im choosing nus only. ntu too far la. smu... really not interested in the courses they offer. what more its more ex. haha... tho i muz say their campus is really nice.

9. so r u gonna stay in the hostel?
eh. dun think so la... tho it might b convinient.. but i got a direct bus to nus. yayyy. plus i prefer staying at home. home sweet home. learnt that. n its so gonna stick to me...

10. scholarships?
yea. applied. hoping for one. ahha... which scholarship i really cant remb.

11. you look different. issit?
yes yes. i do look different. thank you for noticing. pls embrace the change n stop saying im not me. or saying u dun recognise me anymore. or sth of that sorts. theres no way i can change it now. no undos in life. hehx.

12. so whats different about you? you look different but i cant see whats the difference. issit the hair?
ok yes. the hair is different. cut fringe. short hair. much shorter than usual. but thats not the thing which is different. its my jaw.

13. huh? so what about your jaw? got diff meh? (or mayb even.. u look diff meh? u look the same to me what.)
erm... in case u haven noticed... i do look diff. coz i went for a jaw surgery to correct my bite / jaw alignment. my lower jaw was actually longer... n then so i went for a op to correct it... n now my jaw is normal like urs.. where the upper is longer than the bottom which is correct.

14. huh... sounds complicated. so what did the doc do?
to cut the whole story short n make things less scary sounding.. basically.. for the op... i was on ga. then he cut my lower jaw bone. shifted it backwards using metal plates n screws. cut the upper jaw n moved it outwards. then tied my 2 jaws together.

15. huh?! then got scar not? *looks at the left n right side of my face for any evidence of stitching/scars*
eh. no. no scars. no stitching. all the cutting stuff was done internally. they cut it from inside.

16. what? how did they do that???
well im not too sure.. used sth to hold my mouth wide open? sth like that la.

17. huh?!?! the whole things sounds painful. did it hurt?
well.. thing is.. contrary to what many would think... it seriously didnt hurt. i guess its God's awesome healing. or u can believe its... the "large dosage" of medicine the doc gave me. (inverted commars coz.. well. i wasnt given alot of medicine / painkillers. plus.. i didnt even eat alot of it or actually needed it. so take ur pick. i believe its He must have took my pain away) anywayy... so yes it didnt hurt. juz very uncomfortable on the 1st day... plus couldnt sleep well.. which i guess caused the headaches i get in the morning.. but after taking 1st course of panadols n antibiotics of the day.. it didnt hurt.

18. ur jaw was tied up... u did a jaw op... so how did u eat?
well. i didnt eat. ahhaa.. 1st day after op in hospital was on drip. after that.. i survived on 2 full weeks of pure liquid diet - ensure. its this super concentrated "milk" supplement filled with ALOT of vitamins n nutrients as my meal subst. its super sweet n comes in 3 flavours. strawberry, choc n vanilla. once again.. contrary to what many believe.. choc tastes horrible. the worst. the ready made ones in the tin is erhhh. ew. vanilla was the nicest. but for the powder ones which u make by urself.. ive got strawberry.. n it tastes awesome! fabulous. i dun mind taking more of that. hahaha...
then i started eating porridge stuff after that gradually... small appetite 1st.. n sweet stuff become tasteless.. n the salty ones.. erm. super extremely salty to me at least. hahaha...

19. then did u lose alot of weight? or.. u looked like u lost weight.
YES! hahaa. (but i dunno bout now. hehex) i dunno how much i lost actually coz the weighing machines have been giving me weird weights. ahhahaha. but i definitely did coz my clothes seem kinda baggy. lol.

20. so r u happy with the result of the op?
yea. of coz. i mean... my parents paid for it. cant not rightt. hahaa.. but well. to me i m really happy for the results my Lord blessed me with. yup.
plus im able to start eating solid food quite fast. n everything is back to normal now. yeah.


haha. so dats bout it i guess.

ants r weird!

ohh.. i muz say this.

ants r weird creatures!! seriously cant understand wad they r doing..

haa.. kk. shall explain my statement..
i came home today. went into my room n saw this track of ants on the wall.. its not like a lil bit of ants its ALOT.. forms like 1 black line on the wall la.. from the ceiling down to my bookshelf.. i was like y r there ants??? but looking at the amount of ants i was like ermmm... so many.. n the weird thing is.. they r carrying their food? towards the bookshelf behind my books.. i was like huh? building a home!!! ahhh.. y there?? so quickly told mummy. n she said wait for daddy..

but after dat we decided.. aiyah. do now la.. haa.. then so i removed some stuff. n then found a trail of ants.. n a "gathering"!! i was like.. eeks... then the amaths textbook had quite a lot of ants.. n so i brought it down to the porch to like flip it.. n then.. walk walk walk.. then suddenly aye. got ants crawling up me.. i look down n saw another black trail of ants!! carrying their white food.. i was like ahh! n saw it was from/going to a pot of plant.. i was like.. wad!! the ants came from there up to my room!! oh my goodness!! so disgusting la..

back up at my room my mum told me there was this big black patch of juz ants! n she was kinda freaked out by it.. yucks la. its like behind/below the books.. y do ants wanna go there? theres like no food only books.. n build a home there? ermm. weird la.. remove the books then ants' home? ewww. the ants no common sense la.. haha..

n i told mummy bout the other trail downstairs.. n went down to kill them.. i think coz i stepped in their tracks.. so go down dat time very little le.. then she check under the pot. wahh.. infested with ants la.. n then we used hot water to kill them? ya. n then could c like a trail of floating ants after dat.. then under the brick was another gathering of ants! great la.. n more burning of the ants with the hot water.. haa.. then check ard n then found lots more under the pipe. n once again killed them with water.. n down the drain they went.. floating.. n then can c them scurrying about.. n i killed them with the brush.. ahha..

so ya.. i came home tired n sweaty to not rest but kill ants.. boo.

anyway dun u agree they r so weird? u dun understand wad r they doing la.. my dad says these ants muz be book ants coz they love my books.. lol. irritating la.. dat time change monitor they also come explore.. dots. then got small trail of ants too.. n last time also explore my fullscap.. dunno wads up with them la. paper also eat ma? weird ants.. i'll get rid of all of u! haha..

n u climb 2 storeys to my room to move house?!?!?! wahh.. y so qin lao? haa.. so much energy la.. dun forget they move to n fro la. mad ants.. haa..

realised my past n3s r rather sad? mayb im an emo gurl. actually i agree with dat prev statement.. im emo. n i think alot..

i muz have been thinking more lately.. n putting down wad i thot more often then in the past.. dats y ive got more thinking reflecting posts. haha.. juz like this one.. hehx..

anyway.. i think to prevent ppl from worrying n myself from using the com.. i shd do more work n occupy my time so i wun think.. yups.. n then it'll b 3 in 1! yay. less com time. more work done. less ppl worrying. since anyway its the mugging season.. n the jam packed time.. oh wells.

hope u'll c less posts. haha..

btw if u c me online eh.. ask me to go do my work.. lol.

hmm... realised my blog is getting rather boring.. mudane. unlike ppls' with interesting quotes/inspiring notes or weird pics. haha.

mayb its coz my life is mudane. nothing interesting.. no one really inspires me. hmm..

currently my life is kinda messed up. erh.. mayb i mean emotionally la.. haix..

i noe i HAVE to like study. work hard. do my work. but i cant get myself to do so.. each time i study.. i'll think.. aiyah.. wanna play. or go online.. c whether someone is online.. but each time someone online.. i wun chat. i'll juz feel frustrated. bahhh..

its too confusing.

i so agree dat love hurts

bahh. y so many stuff. bish...

is everyone else equally bz? hmm.. hw piling up. assignments. tutorials!! esp phy de. i think i only completed 2 tutorials totally.. heee.. then got the upcoming econs..

oh oh.. i juz realised ive been complaining a lot recently.. haha.. i muz do sth bout it.. hmmm..

anyway.. sth interesting happened.. hahaha. i dreamt this morning dat i received a msg from someone. ya.. n then i was about to open n read it! but thennn.. my mum woke me up coz i overslept! ahhhh.. n so i didnt read it la. bish. haha.. nvm.. so wash face n stuff.. n then turn on phone.. then i received a msg! haha.. then open.. *shocked* haha.. coz the msg was from the same person i received from in the dream! muahahaa.. so funny. but this time not dream.. yay. haha..
mayb i shd dream dat i receive more msgs. heee... ok dats kinda rubbishy. hahaa.. but its fun to noe how dreams turn into real life incidents..

so its sth inspiring to note. keep dreaming! coz u'll nv noe when it'll come true! haha.. erh. judging from wad happened this morn. wahahaha..

great. the 2 blogs dat i enjoy reading the most have decided to go on hiatus! yes! u! tian n annaling! bahh. update la. dun hiatus. dun pang seh me in the blogging world.. haha.. anyways hope u 2 will revive ur norm cheerful positive self n blog. haha. n once again im isolated from u 2. n bacy has been like postponed for dunno how long. boo. i miss going out with u ppl.

anyway.. i toked to tian on sat. hmm.. our convo struck me. we 2 r actually rather diff ppl. how issit dat we survived? hmm..
n she said sth bout my blogging style.. bout using initials for names. the distant-ness of it. i read pass n3s to c. n hmm.. dats true. but i dun think its nice typing ppl's name out in the www without them noe-ing or their permission.. then bout the dots thing.. erm.. its become a habit.. cant stop dot-ing. haha.. n actually i dot is coz im thinking.. or dragging the word.. or like ermm.. its replacement of a commar. lol. ok doesnt make sense.. but without the dots it wouldnt be like my n3s anymore.. it'll b juz like the rest. probably so.. r the dots really distracting?? i seriously dun agree la. haa..

another thing dat struck me was the convo with mchlchin on fri. wad she said was extremely true.. dat im kinda blunt n insensitive.. i dunno y. but i did notice dat in jc i became kinda too open n expressive with my thots.. or mayb it was all along so since sec 4. i dun remb being so in pri sch or sec 1 2 n 3. i remb being a really quiet gurl who kept everything to myself. i didnt make my thots open to be known.
n now pondering bout it.. it hurts to noe the sensitive side of me kinda disappearred.. n now im a blunt person who gives hurting remarks. this really shows how ur frens affect u. ok.. im not meaning dat my frens r blunt.. but i meant my closest sec 4 frens r really frank. n they'll say wads on their mind.. i guess somehow or another im affected by it. yup. n i changed.
im so sorry to those ive hurt with my insensitive remarks or sarcasm or wadeva i did. sorry.

i'll change. i'll b more sensitive to others' feelings.. i noe i will n i can. esp with God.

y u shdnt study for too long...

2 more days to freedom! bah.

phy n maths.. made me study like mad.. so afraid i had not enough time.. now realised ok la actually.. haha..

so yes.. was studying for very long periods of time for the past few days.. then last nite.. i was studying.. n then suddenly i realised my study lamp got brighter n brigher n got this funny sound.. then look at it.. got sparks! ahh. was about to switch it off when.. "boom" explosion! wah!! scary la.. but its like a small one then got like smoke coming out. bahh.. polluted my room.. went out coughing.. so quickly told my dad.. n luckily got extra study lamp.. then bring over.. but my room was polluted with chemical choking gas.. so ya.. nope no more studying then.

my dad says its like overloaded/overworked dats y like dat.. lamp spoilt. explosion. bahh.. kinda scary thot.. wad if i overstudied.. then me boom. haha.. rubbish. but in a way true.. cant overtire myself.. then i'll juz fall ill or insert other bad thing which can happen..

oh n according to my dad the lamp is older than me! hahaha.. so dats sth to reassure myself.. lol.

another reason y i shdnt study for so long.. is coz my radio will die on me juz like today.. had to study without music.. so tiring la.. n then the new lamp is not white light.. is yellow/orange light.. then make me sleepy.. n plus the really nice weather to sleep today.. ohh my.

kk enuff back to studying...

sch reopen but i no sch.

today is the 1st day of sch of 2nd sem!

n the 1st paper for most of the ppl. as in my frens la.. haha.. those in jc.

lol. not for me. haha.. ive got no sch today.. ahha.. yay! coz some ppl got mother tongue paper today.. n i dun take. i love hcl. haa.. n i got no paper this week! yay. but eh. it doesnt mean its good la. argh.

stop saying 'so good' to me. coz u ppl will b slacking n creating havoc when im like mugging like mad? so no. its not fun. 2 more weeks of torture la.. end on 3rd week tues..

kk.. so yes.. best of luck to those who have papers this few days.. jiayou! hmm received alot of jiayou msgs. haa.. out of point.. n eh. hope u ppl dun die.. n u all will b revived after ur common / block tests / mid years.. wadeva ur sch calls it.. haa..

n then remb i end 3rd week tues! yue wo! alot of ppl owe me outings haha... im booked after common test! yay.

oh i cant wait to go to sch tmr. coz im getting tired of staying at home.. ahhaa.. n i can finally c my classmates! whoo..

a new bloggie

wahla~ a new bloggie.. hahahhaaa..

decided dat ... is a bit the slow.. yah.. i add new n3 for ehhh 3 days liao.. until now still cannot c.. wad the.........

oh anywayx.. here u go.. a new blog tag muah. haaaa....