stuck...suck

my fault
my mistake

i am too easy influenced by other
but i can make my stand
but i din't stand firm for my stand

u make me feel guilty whatever of my mistake
whenever i din follow the rules, i feel guilty
but still, i challenge it

i can't blame others, because it is my mistake

but feel like sourish in my heart
u were good to me
i know u are just wanna to make ur job
still
feel sourish

how much u know about what i did more than others, but others no?
i always concern with my performance
i don care if i work more than people
some people lazy, come late, i do things for them too, u know?

when i do educational job, i come early but go back late to help others.
but when other ppl do educational job, they come late, din help each other, no team work, do u know?
then do u know why i always late to start my job?
i m always the earliest one, i open up all the boothe of others causing me to be the slowest to start my trial sampling.