wasnt suppose to go back sch TO DO RAG today de.
hahaha
wanted to do NON-RAG stuff.
but ended up doing rag ones only. hahahs.
for once i saw legend in sch sia.
we always go at different timings.
&please don't ask me how come i always happen to be around when there's cornetto! hahahas
i always SO HAPPEN to be there de.
hahahahas.
zx is so gonna kill me when i tell her that! hahs.
the question is,
'don't care' or 'give up'?
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:44 PM.
i feel BRAIN DEAD.
tired.sleepy.cui.
today was FUN!
i found someone with my birthday~
wheeee!
and she's super cute!
from uesugi de. wahahahs.
some fweshies are super fun to hang out with..
but some are just so -.-
ohyes,
and i failed to exercise much today.
instead i ate alot AGAIN today.
bah.
i had half a cookie each from two diff nicenice people,
plus helen's lao po bing.
plus icecream.
GG mans.
luckily miss BLURBLOCK forgot to bring the cupcake AGAIN.
or i'll have even more food!!!
muahahahas.
when will my day ever end PROPER?!?!?!):
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:19 AM.
drum lesson today was shiok to the max!
hahahahas.
i gave myself 95/100 for sight reading.
HAHAHA.
cause i managed to concentrate.
plus it was my fave slow rock! hahahas.
went back to school today.
felt damn nua.
so i just used my eye power and didnt help.
felt quite guilty though...
had wxj to entertain me.
HAHAHA.
and you know what?
her hearing sucks to the core can!
i merely said 'bye mich' and 'parking expensive!'
and they all turned out to be vulgarities.
WTH LAH! hahahas.
plus the "bf drama" part. it was freaking hilarious.
HAHAHAHA.
buffet dinner. to celebrate shuyi's bdae.
super goddamn full.
GG.
i think i need to go RUN!
esp since i got no dance.....
your words didn't help;though you tried to salvage.it came like a bomb to me.and i'm kinda ):but it's something i've known all along.just that i refuse to do anything bout it.guess that's how i am bahx.some things just can't be helped.some things can't be changed.some things are just meant to be like that.&that's - just - me. with only one E.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:48 AM.
YAY!
i felt like i was ecstacy high just now!
woohoo~!
罗门rocks! hahhahas.
but someone just dampened my high spirits
-.-
sians.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:42 PM.
i feel so sorry towards you for i didn't do my part well enough.
and i feel even more sorry for attempting to blame others when me myself wasnt even 100% sure it wasn't me.
p.s
i love my mummy!
and i'm really greatful that she's always around(:
&&
thanks ___ for keeping that secret for now.
really appreciate it(:
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:08 PM.
did i ever tell you?
the two of you were meant for each other.
or did you already know that?
i think people like ALL OF YOU
should learn to treasure people around you!
i can't help but feel pissed mans.
even though its none of my business
but still...
HAHA.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 3:26 PM.
what you said was exactly what i felt.
just that i don't put them into words.
sometimes 'same same' isnt a good thing...
much as i wanted to speak up for an individual,
guess i need not do so now.
a little irritated though.
one piece of advice : TRY to put yourself in others' shoes.
in any case, both have their own pros&cons.
there isnt any right/wrong either.
feeling really tired & emotion-less. (must be cause my mum made me run...)
sians.
a lot has been going through my mind.
from small&insignificant things to major decisions.
so much so that im seriously thinking bout the future.
planning it.
but planning is a thing.
carrying it out is another.
i always plan
but fail to execute.
like how i have put aside the task of developing photos for more than 3 years?!
gosh.
now you know how lazy i have been?
close to 2 thousand photos.
imagine if my harddisk crash, i'll be a goner.
but not like i have that amount of $$ to get them out either...
if only $$ starts dropping from the sky!
HAHA.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:01 PM.
my mum is insane.
recently she placed this stupid weighing machine in the living room.
which i highly suspect is inaccurate.
&today she forced me to go run with her.....
zzzzzzzz.
not like i've recovered from flu....
dangs.
staying at home makes me super lazy
and piggy.
all i think of is sleep and eat.
gosh.
but then again,
i'd rather do all that than go back to sch and study!
looking at cors.
i feel very tempted to take elective ALONE next sem...
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 7:45 PM.
GGseason2.
not as good as i expected.
kinda getting boring.
it's always the same few ppl getting together with the same few others.
B&C, B&N, S&D, C&V, N&V, etc.
nothing much.
the only episode i liked was s02e23.
i tink georgina rocks! wahaahhahas.
quite like her character. woo!
`i don't like what's been going on.
but some things are too late for a thrashing session anyways...
live & let live?
or rather, let's get retarded. literally.
&just not care.
fake ignorance......
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:54 PM.
yay!
i ate engine food today instead of science!
hahahas. thanks to zx for helping us tapao!
made a trip to the lab.
it was super super quiet!
only xinxin&cheryl were there.
it was like almost silent. i bet you could hear a pin drop. ahahahas.
met takeda today.
think takeda people are really quite friendly(:
at least they seemed friendlier than toyo... for now.
&i kinda got irritated by someone from toku.. (no names shall be provided though.)
but i must say, today was really quite fun(:
&&evon's a super safe driver!
HAHAHAHS.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:08 PM.
intriguing lyrics...
i dreamed i was missing
you were so scared
but no one would listen
cause no one else cared.
After my dreaming
i woke with this fear
what am i leaving
when i'm done here
so if you're asking me
i want you to know
when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed.
and don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest.
don't be afraid
i've taken my beating
i've shed but i'm me.
i'm strong on the surface
not all the way through
i've never been perfect
but neither have you
so if you're asking me
i want you to know
when my time comes
forget the wrong that i've done
help me leave behind some
reasons to be missed.
don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
keep me in your memory
leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest.
forgetting all the hurt inside
you've learned to hide so well
pretending someone else can come
and save me from myself
i can't be who you are
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:11 AM.
*sniffs*
i sound like i've been crying the whole day.
sian.
i tot i recovered this morning.
but it came back when i went back to sch!
):
today was funny.
i found myself talking to soks, mandy & cheryl*T at he same time.
HAHAHA.
that's what makes pharm so special.
different individuals can all be brought together randomly.
hahahas.
thanks to zx's mum i got a lift.
at least it saved part of my mrt and bus fare.
(:
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:16 PM.
talk about sleeping early.
i slept at 8pm ystd.
which explains for my absence last night.
stupid flu bug.
stupid chlorpheniramine.
why must it cause drowsiness!
ystd was bad bad bad bad bad.
i was so tired,
i couldnt concentrate during lesson.
and i flopped.
major screw up.
):
this CANNOT be repeated!
or i'm just wasting my money.
anyways, my mum thinks drums is a waste of my time&money.
cause it's useless unless i form a band):
she'd rather i go back to electone.......
dangs.
for once, she isnt very supportive of my choice...
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:09 AM.
i watched harry potter AGAIN today...
gosh.
not nice. not nice. not nice. not nice. not nice!
&& cathay is so much better than engwah!
like seriously.
sp night was o..k..a..y
feels really quite sad to have no og lehx.
but you know what! I LOVE THE COMM PEOPLE SO MUCH SO MUCH MORE!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH~!
wooh~! weepin.
wooh~! michelle.
wooh~! xiaojie.
wooh~! xinyi.
wooh~! tracy.
HAAHAHAHAHA.
apart from truthORdare, all i remember was 'wonderwall'.
the song that brings back all the memories (jamming sessions, gig, etc.)
it's a classic which i'll never forget.
theeeee one song which a fren taught me;
theeeee one song which i fail to master even till now.
maybe it's better that i dont.
so it'll seem that he, who plays it well, is zai.
cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me~
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:40 AM.
): my msn is super screwed-up.
irritated lehx.
people keep thinking that i dao them cause i didnt even receive their message!! ):
anyways,
today was quite good.
cause i had company on the way to school and BACK HOME(:
and if i were to minus the 'weird moments of being a mini lightbulb', i would conclude today to be a superb day! hahahas.
yay! my sister's so cute!
and she's actually prom queen!
no wonder ___ likes her. HAHAHAHA.
singapore's weather sucks.
i miss winter):
i miss waking up feeling so cold that i don't wish to get out of the bed.
unlike in sg, where i don't even need a blankie...
i miss the serenity and just seeing continuous flocks of sheep or pretty snowy ice caps.
i wanna go back to annzy!
the land of the long white cloud~
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:43 PM.
dangs.
my four limbs coordination sucks to the core.
to think i thought it was easy, since i had electone background...
but i'm SO WRONG.
one simple song, and i couldnt even complete it in 5tries.
kept making mistakes here and there.
when the right hand's correct, the right leg would be wrong, and vice versa.
i need more concentration!
more practise......
at least i managed to complete 'out of the blue' alr.
BUT it still isnt flawless!
argh. *irritated*
3more days to perfect it.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 7:28 PM.
gosh.
i spent my whole day today in a daze):
i can't believe i could actually make a trip to amkhub feeling like i was in a world of my own.
guess i was just too sleepy...
prolly because i've been going down to sch more often than usual..
maybe i shall cut down on the number of days i'm going sch next week.
except for monday!
since i'll have company on the way to sch(:
&yikes,
i just saw something of fb!
know what? eyecandies are just STRICTLY meant to be eyecandies.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 12:08 AM.
yea man.
today was funnnn~!
ahhahas.
finally i met fweshies who didn't go for foc.
so at least i didnt felt so ALONE.
you don't know how IT SUCKS that most people had an OG; had someone to talk to, and yet you, ALL ALONE. especially when in actual fact, you could have known more people too.
it really sucks.
but today was great.
i met two "sisters" of mine. hahahas.
and yay, jiayuan's super cute(:
plus today,
i got to watch harry potter for fweeee~!
muahahahahs.
credits to jiada. hahas.
&supposedly, thanks to the person who ps-ed them. HAHA
anyways, harry potter was kinda disappointing....
not like what i expected.
but it was quite hilarous though.
comparable to iceage3. LOL.
super upset that it isnt as nice as how the trailer seemed to portray it.
plus i have to watch it again, since i jio-ed people alr..
today i realised that i'm super glad i mastered the art of speaking to strangers.
if not i would have died today!
met PLENTY of new faces today!
spoke to a few too. (right, yanling?)
yay! i love making new fwens(:
i love outings that are decided last minute too!
wheeeee~!
they're so sexciting! HAHA.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 12:08 AM.
pardon me if i dao you on msn!
cause some messages just don't seem to get to me..
argh.
i need a set of drums for me to practise!
hahhahs.
but they're so ex and USELESS.
damn.
i hate to practise it in the air,
esp when i get irritating ugly hand written scores!
crap.
thankgoodness it's a nice piece.
or i'll just tear and throw it away.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 10:53 PM.
today was super shiok~!
all i need was just the company from my laopos.
thats was just enough to make me happy for days(:
heeeex.
okays.
not that yanling wasnt impt.
hahahha.
credits to yanling too okays.
for having lunch with me!
hahs.
today was sinful.
lunched out, dinner-ed out, plus dessert!!
gosh. at this rate, i'm gonna gain another 5kg by the end of hols.
holyshit.
first time i saw weili's bf today.
never seen them together in person before, since they're at ntu.
&had a super interesting talk with ginny after weili left.
we just spent like 2 hours talking bout cedar days were.
who we used to hang out with and our different cliques.
it was FUNny. hahahaha.
instead of saying how great it feels hanging out with my cedar fwens,
the only alternative description woud be, how jas loves her fellow sacians and how xin enjoys the company of her sqms.
aren't they just lovely?
and today everyone was so generous with money!
my camp fee was fully refunded,
people kept rounding down money for me, like 16plus to 16, 11 to 10 and 13plus to 12!
and ginny even treated me b&j!
woohoo~!
i saved a lot on money today, but it was all spent on travelling.
just today, i spent closed to 10bucks on travelling ONLY! gosh.
had drums today too.
shiok man. great avenue to relieve stress.
just let it all out at one go.
got to learnt another mltr song.
dunno why my teacher loves mltr.
but anyways, I LOVE SLOW ROCK~!
&thanks to my teacher, i'm officially addicted to mltr again!!!
shit. feels so old school.... hahhas.
my conclusion for today:
i can't believe weili's a scorpio!
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:54 PM.
'but he's attached!', so she says.
so what?
nothing's definite anyways.
somethings are just so obvious..
so obvious..
i didn't realise it mattered more to YOU than to me.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 6:59 AM.
can you believe this?
in my 19years(plus 6months 21days to be exact) of life,
i have never taken a family photo before.
not till my bro decides to fly overseas,
and a nice fren of him offered to take a photo for us.
so there,
my first family photo which has me, my bro, my dad and my mum ONLY.
isn't that amazing.
sometimes the idea of a family turns me off.
totally.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:53 PM.
still stucked at GGs02e06. caused i had to finish mingzhong first.
gosh.
i think i'm slow.
anyways im beginning to understand why xj dislikes gg.
it's really really so fiction-based.
but you know what?
i love it.
letting myself sink into all these dramas.
think i'm going insane.
please teach me how to differentiate the real world from the not-so-real world.
somehow i think i'm losing myself.
and i'm asking,
is this the real you?
&don't even think bout asking whats the real me?
cause me myself do not know either.
maybe the past year,
i haven't really been MYSELF.
i'm still searching.
someone once told me,
she feels so false in front of the (current)people around her.
but when she hangs out with her OLD friends,
she's totally different.
maybe i'm like that too.
all i know is,
things have changed.you know what?i think i'm becoming delusional.for all i know is, here i am thinking people hates me,there people are thinking i'm pushing them away.but you never know what each other's thinking till they speak their minds.i'm sinking....sinking....sinking....each day, deeper and deeper.maybe i just lack human interaction, that's all.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:24 AM.
went to watch 'fresh blood' as promised.
hahs.
i think it was amazing.
never caught a play/drama before.
cause it so wasnt my THING.
too abstract for me to understand.
thats why i only go for concerts.
i'm impressed actually.
never ever watched staje performance.
except for mass civics? HAHA.
first time seeing them so full of emotions,
the side of them which i've never seen before.
i think the 07batch's staje pres was really quite zai.
&papa looked totally like an emo kid when he started drawing on the floor with a tiny piece of chalk.
hahahaas.
so if i ever turn emo, it's not my fault!
i inherited it from paps! hahahas.
anyways i still can't believe i haven't seen papa for close to 730days?!?!?
&i'm super sad that he's not coming to nus):
saw michelle(my batch's vball cap) at the play.
gosh. she's damn pwetty! haahhas.
so much for being a major lightbulb today.
eventhough jq claimed that he's attached.
think i'm getting used to being a lightbulb!
thanks to people who kept giving me the chance to practise? HAHAHA.
`i never dared look at you in the eyes.NOTHANKS for leaving me such deep impressions of you.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 11:48 PM.
it's so hard to please everyone.
maybe i should just please MYSELF.
who cares bout the rest.
today i learnt.
there's always a first time.
learning the art of sewing.
woah. tough.
thankgoodness i'm not the one doing.
but it's funny: looking at 2 clueless people coming up with a decent design.
i applaud them. cause it's something i'll never be able to achieve.
the dedication of the people around me never fail to amaze me.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 5:19 PM.
thanks to you.It's freaking me out.
all those stupid random thoughts flooded my mind
and i just can't seem to remove them.
&it's definitely as scary as the arts tunnel.
though i haven exactly seen one.
thank goodness i had someone to divert my attention.
&stopped me from having those shit thoughts.
and somehow, we crapped and crapped.
hours seemed like minutes.
i don't even remember how we managed to crap so much to past time.
LOL.
so at least my day ended well.
Have you already discovered the similarities and differences too?
i've learnt so much for this one year.
i want the new year to be a brand new start.
i've found out so much bout different people. &their different sides.
&and still learning.
somehow i don't wish to know.
i rather just have a pretty image of everyone.
but it's impossible.
cause everyone has their ugly and false sides.
hais.
upset and disappointed TTM.
Wanted to belong hereBut something felt so wrong hereSo I prayI could breakawayI'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to flyI'll do what it takes 'til I touch the skyAnd I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a changeAnd breakawaybut what i feel more like doing NOW is:
Get onboard a fast trainTravel on a jet plane, far awayAnd breakawayKELLY CLARKSON - BREAKAWAY(:
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 12:17 PM.
Do you believe in fate?well, at least i do.Do you believe that you can change fate?if you can, that it no longer is fate...yay!
i chionged finished 8eps of 命中.
damn wols i noe. it was aired like damn long ago.
cause i had nothing to watch, so i decided to watch 命中!
hahs.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 4:49 PM.
i keep making the wrong decisions lately.
i almost made the biggest mistake in century today.
thanks goodness i didn't.
phew~
sorry pingtiew! for today.
make it up to you another day!
went for drums today.
totally lost touch of it cause i haven touched it for like 3 weeks? oops.
changed my lesson timing cause sch's starting.
hope i didnt make the wrong choice. cause i don't know the exact timetable!!!!
damn. i could only made sure that i tried to choose the latest timing possible.
initially wanted to give up learning.. but i thought, since i finished drums1, it'll be damn wasted to stop when i have already progressed to drums2!
hopefully i can finish drumstwo quickly and move on to drumsthree ASAP~
`you made me really really sad today):
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:10 AM.
i love t3.
waahaahas.
just sent my bro off.
freak.
super sleepy now~
plus my dad took the wrong way home.
we kinda missed the turn.
and took the longer way.
cause my retarded dad kept asking lame qns.
anyways, just now at the airport,
there was this damn lucky guy.
he had like 30 fwens sending him off!
plus one of his fren even brought a guitar to sing&play for him.
damn cool lahx.
awesome performance.
hahahaahs.
den there was another grp of people,
who celebrated someone else's bdae at the airport.
the whole place was like so happening lah!
the people there were like damn ONs.
anyways, thanks to my bro,
i think i'm gonna experience winter AGAIN!
wheeeee~!
can't wait for december(:
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 12:52 AM.
yay!
i finally watched iceage3.
it's HILARIOUS.
esp the stupid acorn part.
LOL man.
& POP GOES THE WEASEL. wahahahhas.
`cause you bring out the worst in me,like no one else can do.....that's why i hate you.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 6:37 PM.
YAY! i feel super accomplished today!
wheeee~!
at least i did something productive&meaningful today.
instead of nua-ing my day away.
i think it was fun! heeex.
and i met someone new today.
i love meeting new people! especially nice&friendly ones(:
&for once, i feel useful instead of redundant.
at least i was of help. no matter how minute it was.
the only sad thing was,
i hurt myself accidentally,
despite being SUPER EXTREMELY careful.
boohoo): *pain*
i think i'm gonna be at dhoby super often this week.
SIANS!
pluspoint today:
i bumped into charissa!
haven chat for a super long time. last was since she came to my room in ke.
everytime i see her, i'll miss home econs. hahahahas.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:33 PM.
i am NOT suffering from depression!
who said you have to be an OGL/rover to have fun?
quoting what mic said :
'
i had fun in the comm(:'
that i definitely agree!
i'm proud of myself.
cause i'm learning to become more optimistic!
heeex.
and take things with salt.
&learning how to be more boh chap.
and most imptly, learning how to not regret decisions.
but i am so regretting one now. (that's why i'm still
learning)
i should have found another company for sunday.
now i think i'm gonna be the biggest lightbulb on earth!
thanks to paps especially. for giving me such a "GREAT" suggestion.
unless, i find someone else who's willing to go with me....... ):
ohmans.
i HATE being lightbulb/lamp post/ etc.
but i can't seem to avoid being one.
ARGH.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:54 AM.
ohmans!
almost three.
been sleeping later and later each day.
NOGOOD.
i shall aim to sleep AT 2200 tml(:
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 2:55 AM.
results of spamming:
you get spammed back!
hahahahas.
i can't believe that i still have people actually talking to me.
*surprised*
i'm slowly evolving to the stage of 'outcast'
it won't take long, i'm sure.
&it's EASY.
new friends don't last, i realised.
so before we grow apart,
i shall just continue keeping in contact with them!
i hope one fine day we'll have a get together!
and share the ice wine we bought(:
GOSH. i can't believe im having a convo about GARY?!?!?!
disgusted.
talking bout him,
i just got reminded,
ystd legend proved to me that ALL guys are humsup.
with "all" being an absolute term.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:47 AM.
dear diary,
tell me.
what's wrong with the world?
what's wrong with everybody?
so many things i just can't figure out.
i like to seek escape.
all i do is just to sleep everything away.
but now, i've got another avenue to seek solace.
to divert all my attention away.
cause of quarantine,
everyone's been on fb.
looking at all the lovely photos that siti painstakingly uploaded.
those who aint ogls, please don't be jealous.
just think of me, and you'll feel better!
cause i wasnt in any albums either! hahs.
ANYWAYS,
to all those dying of boredom,
now you all know how i felt during quarantine.
but no worries, 7days pass very quickly.
and before you know it,
it'll be over~! hahahas.
guess what?
my bro's officially flying off on tues.
then the house will be even emptier....
why am i not at all happy! ):
maybe i should go watch papa's play next week..
since i have watched one in ages. (or have i even watched any?)
&since i've never supported his play before too.
oops =x
and anyways, I NEED A BREAK FROM REALITY.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 10:01 PM.
will people remember the good deeds you've done for them?
i highly doubt so.
will people remember if you commit just a tiny lil mistake?
that is DEFINITELY a yes.
-tell me i'm wrong.-
i used to think that insomnia was a ridiculous thing.
cause i've never come across insomnia in my life.
i thought that when you're tired,
you'll just naturally fall into deep sleep in seconds.
but now,
i understand how disgusting insomnia is.
not having propoer sleep,
having to wake up nonstop in the middle of the night.
initially, i thought that only happens cause i was at nz.
and the weather was so dry that i had to wake up to replenish myself with fluids.
but it's no better here at home.
i can no longer sleep continuously from night till morn.
talk about waking early.
i used to wake early.
but now, i can't even sleep till early. not for proper at least.
yikes.
my life is at 192degrees.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 9:43 AM.
two different individuals;
with one particular common day.
thanks to them i felt so much better!
&it's even better to know that a friend has cheered up(:
all i needed was just to see a smile from any friend.
a heart-warming one.
one that comes from the bottom of the heart.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 3:37 PM.
somehow i think i have not been very realistic.
time to step back down to earth.
plenty of random thoughts.
especially when you have all the time in the world.
which is scary actually.
all the stupid-est, lam-est, and dumbest thoughts will all come to you.
it sucks.
plus the fact that luck hasnt been on my/our side(s)
which makes things worse.
talking bout quarantine 7+7 days.
that is nothing.
cause i've heard worse stories.
thanks to a fren who shared it with me.
which made me felt even more sorry for the rest.
cause they are in much worse plight.
at least, i've learned.
what i'm capable of.
and what i'm not.
i definitely think that i overestimated myself.
i thought i'll just give myself one last try.
to make up for my mistake in the past, which totally left a bad mark on me.
guess now,
it's no better.
things turn out... worse than before.
i hate to think it that way but LIFE SUCKS when stuff hits you big.
on the bright side,
i have another 7days to waste,
with NOTHING to do.
ohwells.
a plus point - i get to save up more by not spending them away.
thankstoyou.
for making my day feel SLIGHTLY better.
HAHA.
`music sounding in the heart; that never stops. 1:59 PM.
