Meeeeooooooooww

So finally figured out the password to this damn thing. and HEY! So now Ima write...again. I dont get it. Sometimes, there are people that really like you alot, but u jus don't like them the same way. Even tho were both gay. hahaha does this mean that i have like, what's that thing called.. uh.. u kno where like, u can b picky.. ah! Standards. LOL. Yea, i MUST have standards.. But the thing about this is that he is really nice. Like not the cutest, but i don't think i would kick em out of bed, and also has a killer smile. damn.

So, its become more apperent that liking straight guys is not a "just me" thing. I read this really cool blog today.. (like 2 hours worth of it), and I was like reading how he also has that problem of falling in love with his straight friends. hahaha.. defiantly sucks. I mean, aside from the internet, why is it that gay people have such a hard time meeting other guys. I suppose its cause of all the guys that are like how I was, really in the closet and afraid of letting the cat out of the bag. SO that means that we spend friday nights being with our straight friends or in the company of our right hand and a good video.

Damn.. Ima figure it out. although web camming together is kinda nice, it is still just as bad as wankin it alone. hahahaha. Such is life.





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