On August 8, I paused in front of the calendar, trying to figure out why the date seemed significant. Later that day I remembered: I moved back to Michigan exactly
four years ago. I
started writing a timely post on the anniversary...maybe that counts for something?

In any case, to mark this milestone I wanted to expand on some thoughts I've been mulling over lately.
Earlier in that summer four years ago, I spent
a week at Sterling College in Vermont attending the
Wildbranch Writing Workshop. It was memorable for many reasons. (Sandra Steingraber was there! And Janisse Ray and David Abram! And Scott Russell Sanders was my instructor!) But I was particularly struck by one thing that had less to do with writing and more to do with living well in general. I found that those Vermonters were good at being generalists. Craftsbury Common is a tiny town surrounded by rolling green hills and not much else. To make a living and a life there, it seems that one must be good at more than one thing.
In the van to Craftsbury from the Burlington airport, we chatted with a woman who taught poetry at the college but also led art workshops for elementary schoolers and raised a flock of chickens. (She had tagged along on the airport run to pick up chicken feed in the city.) Later we met the director of the Wildbranch program; in addition to his work at the college, he also turns wooden bowls, raises sheep, and built his own root cellar and outdoor oven, which we admired at a group gathering at his home down the road from campus. Sterling College itself has a working farm and appears to turn out students with a remarkably diverse set of skills.

After more than three years in northern Virginia, this atmosphere was refreshing and inspiring. In my experience, the Washington DC metro area is dominated by people who devote the better part of each day to a (single, capital C) Career, and then spend most of their remaining time mired in traffic on the commute there or back again. The reminder that one person might be both curious about and competent in a wide range of pursuits was a timely one as I prepared to make my move back to my home state.

I may have been a bit of an anomaly in Reston, with my community garden plot and my canning jars and my sewing machine parked on the dining room table. In any case, I was eager to have more space and time in my life to make things and grow things and put things by for days to come. And I suspected that I would be in good company back in my native northern Michigan.
Well, it turns out I
am in good company. This community is full of people who are smart and skilled in a multitude of real ways. They grow food, they raise chickens and pigs and bees, they bake bread, they raise hops and brew beer, they run massage practices, they write music and perform music and mix music into new arrangements and host radio shows, they take photos, they make clothes, they drive tractors, wield chainsaws, and forge metal. As for me, I find that since making my move, I've stopped cataloging the many things I want to do "someday" and dabbled in doing nearly ALL of them. It was easy to put off most of my interests when every moment was consumed by school, or when I was living in a small apartment with several roommates, or otherwise felt that my current situation was temporary and less than ideal to embark on a big project. But now that I'm in a place I intend to stay for a long while and my time is more my own than ever before, those limits have largely fallen away.

The to-do lists that pile up on my desk have so many categories these days that a spreadsheet might be appropriate. My work task list now has not one, not two, but three columns:
Ranger Rick,
Eco-Schools, and
Young Reporters. Then there are house projects; yard and garden projects; cooking, canning, freezing, and fermenting projects; writing goals, photography goals, exercise goals; correspondence to keep, books to read, paperwork to sort. For this year's
Great Lakes Bioneers conference (my third year on the planning committee), there are meetings and responsibilities and a workshop to prepare. And then there's
my latest obsession: an ever-growing lineup of sewing and knitting projects that could keep me busy until the end of my days. On top of that, and to make it all possible, I have aspirations of streamlined housekeeping procedures and supreme organization.

From "patch and re-paint the cracking ceilings" to "dig a trench for the chicken run" and "research nontoxic remedies for the dogs' persistent fleas," from "make pickles" to "make a path through the debris piling up in the basement" to "make pants," there is always something to capture my attention. It's nearly impossible to get from one end of the house to the other without being sidetracked by yet another unfinished task. Not to mention that I now live with another person with his own enormous list of interests. Nick's projects have become mine, too, in varying degrees - from his ongoing dream to start a creamery to the daily details of running a tree service, milling lumber, building a yurt, experimenting with oil seed sunflowers, and whatever endeavor catches his interest next.
Is there a point at which this freedom to dive into everything I've ever wanted to do is too much of a good thing? I've mostly been operating under the assumption that a little chaos is good, and that diversity breeds resilience and strength. By having a wealth of interests and abilities, I ensure that 1) I'll never, ever be bored, and 2) I'll be better prepared for whatever life might throw at me.

In ecology, diverse ecosystems are healthy, happening places. The zones where different ecological communities intersect are especially fertile places, with "edge effects" contributing to an even greater number of species and opportunities for interaction. In my garden, a wide variety of plants keeps the weeds and pests at bay, the beneficial insects busily buzzing about, and my harvest basket full of a delightful assortment of colors and shapes and flavors. In my life, I hope that my wide-ranging interests complement each other, too, in enriching and sometimes unexpected ways. "Well-rounded" has always been a goal to strive for, and my current situation lends itself to that pursuit very well.

But sometimes I find myself questioning this approach. Would I do well to pare down my projects? Or at least tackle them one by one instead of all at once? Surely I'd have a better record for completing things if I could concentrate on just one or two at a time. Isn't focus and dedication the key to becoming more than just passably competent at any one thing? I often feel called to focus more intently on writing outside of my work obligations, and I always tell myself that I will - just as soon as I get to the bottom of my to-do lists and find the top of my desk. Meanwhile, I've been loving my online sewing classes and eagerly collecting patterns and supplies; if I focused on that pursuit single-mindedly, no doubt I'd complete all sorts of handmade items, bringing joy to me and other recipients, and I'd get more skilled and more inventive with every finished object - wouldn't I?

Certainly the answer to all these questions is "yes." But wouldn't that mean saying "no" to lots of other things I can't dismiss? "No" to tending the garden, hiking and biking and camping, hosting potlucks, reading my way through piles of books, playing countless rounds of canine frisbee and starting every day with a dog walk. "No" to my ongoing struggle to keep the house tidy and make it ever more cozy. "No" to cooking dinner with my sweetie and chatting about our days and our dreams... Well, "no" to that!
Somewhere there is a healthy balance. Have you found it? Do you know the secret to well-roundedness without stretching yourself painfully as you stuff in more and more wonderful ways to spend your time and soak up life fully?
This is a conversation I hope to continue, and I invite you to share your thoughts.