I just realized that I do have a blog.

Blogging can be kinda time consuming urh. Taking some time to think about things and stuffs.

Well. I've not been doing well for this year. Many mishaps.

Food poisoning for 4 days after dining into some restaurant on 1st January. DARN.

And the toxics kinda flare my precious face up.

Went to see a face doctor in a private clinic and it's improving and returning back to normal. Need to attend a couple of laser treatment though. Lotsa money cost on the medications and consultation. DARN.

Going for a 2.4km run under 10 mins every evening used to be my daily routine. Rollerblading at ECP used to be my regular activity in the weekends. Kayaking used to be my sea sports routine. I've tried all means to stay healthy and fit.

I've work so hard to this stage and set aside my plans in the next 5 years together with my fitness but i reckon its time for me to make an alternate plan.

I feel a sharp pain near my abdominal area intermittenly for the past few weeks and decided to go for a check up. I couldn't believe it that I've got hernia. Hernia, protrustion of the abdominal organ. Some internal abdominal muscle tear and couldn't hold up the organs. Needed to go for a surgery. Just get it done once and for all.

I can't run now. I can't stand for long. I can't walk for a distance. The pain can be unbearable. It's hard to accept. Why do I have to get this shit?

I may not be able to fly anymore.

Oh Lord. Please heal and guide me.