Love Sick

He came knocking on my door,
I was being cool,
I ignored His call,
Then I changed my mind and responded to Him,
He had left.
I am now yearning for even His voice,
But He is gone.
I am feeling insecure and alone,
I am longing for the security of His presence.
I am so sick with love,
Waiting impatiently for Him,
I will not give slumber to my eyelids until I see Him once again.

Place me like a seal over Your heart,
or a seal on Your arm.
Love flashes like fire,
The brightest kinda flame.
Many waters cannot quench love,
neither can rivers drown it.
For love is as strong as death,
Its jealousy is as enduring as the grave.
Love cannot be killed by time or disaster,
It cannot be bought for any price because it's freely given.

Love sick I am for You.
I wish I could freely show my affection to You even in public.

Lover of my soul,
You said I have ravished Your heart,
And Your love for me had not diminished,
Even though many other candidates were available for You.

So now, drink deeply of this love!
I am all yours,
The one You desire,
Come quickly, my Love!
Claim what is yours for I am created for You..

A Heart After You

Yesterday I was alone, cold and afraid,
Everything seemed impossible,
A lost soul in a maze,
I do not know what to do,
As I cried helplessly in the dark,
You let the light of Your face shine down on me.

You came to me, held me up and clothe me with your everlasting love.

You remain faithful even when I am faithless.
You always hear the cry of my heart,
You are my only hope when I am hopeless,
Please hold me tight,
Never leave me..
I just want to cling on to You,
Guide me to Your heart,
Your heart is all I am after.

Burn!

Who Am I to be called Your beloved?

I did not choose You but You have chose me first,

You have called me Your own.

Oh How deep is Your love for me,

Your love is immeasurable, too deep to comprehend.

How can I not love You? 

Consuming fire

Fan into flame,

Burn deep down to the very core of my soul,

Even though it's painful,

Let it burn..

Melt this cold heart of stone,

Create in me a clean heart that burns for You,

A heart after You. 

You are all that I want (I want nothing else)

Oh How my heart aches for You, 

I am waiting here, 

Come, Come be the fire upon this heart!

My heart is yours.

Burn!

Faith, Hope and Love.

You said you were hurting and I felt your pain in my heart.
Please listen to these simple truths,
Be strong and never give up hope. 
when your dream is fading 
when money cannot fix the pain
when your feet hit the cold floor,
and you think it is over.
I assure you that there is hope beyond the pain,
though it may take a little time to get back on the floor.
Don't be afraid,
through the fog there is hope in the distance
so take things easy for the sun will soon be shining.
You always wonder if the maker of the stars hear the sound of your breaking heart.
You need this faith, it's the only way to be set free from all your pain. 
His eyes of love staring from above,
He feels your troubled heart.
Open up your heart and let love flow through you and fill your mind with love.
I want to tell you that I keep on praying that love will find you where you are.
Yes it is true that someone cares,
Your perfect Friend will never leave you.
God's got his hands upon you so don't live life in fear,
He has a perfect plan in your life,
You just have to grab it and you are gonna do great things.
Take your time and pray and thank God for each day.
Life is more than your eyes can see. There is so much more..

The Spark?............NOT!

We are both from two different worlds.
I knew from the first time we met that you are not the right one.
You have a weird theory about life
And I never agreed with everything you do.
I never understood you,
Because you are so unpredictable.
One minute you are so cold trying to play it cool and pretend that you did not notice me.
Next, you are so warm and sweet when you held my hand and whispered those sweet lies in my ears.
What is your intention? 
Yes,
I am negative about you, I can not bring myself to trust you but somehow you leave a positive feeling,
I have not felt for a long time.
The spark?.........NOT!
Convince this skeptical young woman that you are really true..

Little Prayer

With a grateful heart,
i come before you today, just want to say thank you
for all you've given to me and all the blessings i cannot see.

When there are millions down on their knees.
You still hear my every little prayers.

i am still looking for a reason in this world.
Where do i belong, Lord?
i am lost.
A life of pages waiting to be filled,
A heart that's hopeful,
A head that's full of dreams.
i hunger and thirst for your righteousness.

Once again,
Come and fill me up with your touch,
Change my heart as i stand on your word,
Renew my mind as your will unfolds in my life,
Surround me with your love.
  
i want to

know you more and more each day,

be where you are,

be strong in you,

be dependent on you because i live and i breathe for you,

experience your everlasting love, joy and peace.

soar with you like an eagle

and bless your holy name.


Hear the cry of my heart,
Holy spirit show me the way.
Draw me closer to you.
Listen to this little prayer of mine as i humble myself before you.
Thank you, Lord.
Amen!

Bad day

I had a bad day again,
Why do I have to go through all these?
Nothing I do is right. 
Everything that I thought was right turned around against me,
I really do not want to learn the hard way,
but in reality, nothing is easy, nothing comes cheap and nothing is for free..

I thought you will always be here for me..
Where is the help when I am in need and trouble?
I question.

My world has tumbled down upon me,
Seems like nobody actually understands.
 
Oh well, Today is just another bad day,
Life goes on..
Another lesson learned,
Share only joy and happiness,
Sadness and tears with my Father;
For He only understands and
Only gives the best gift to His children.

I let my emotion take place..
I complain in the bitterness of my soul.

Sigh...

Forgive me,
Give me the strength Oh Lord
Wisdom and understanding too..
Send only the right people into my life,
I am restless..
Walk with me, guide me and lead me into the path of righteousness..


I thank you for allowing this to happen.
Because learning ground has to be tough so my foundation will be strong..
Now I have great faith and I trust You to lead me on,
For it is not by my will but let my Father's be done.
Tomorrow will be a better day because my Father will be walking beside me..
=)

Maybe

I thought I moved on.....
But why am I missing you now?
Maybe because no man can fill me up like you do.
Maybe I need a man that can give me that unconditional love I used to feel.
Or Maybe I am too afraid to fall in love again.

We loved with a love that was more than love.
I thought we were perfect together in our fairytale,
but Maybe we had the right love at the wrong time.
But what went wrong? 
Anyway that don't matter anymore.
Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do.
Then I realize that I should not force it and just leave our fate to GOD.
So Just go! I don't have the right to make you stay if you decide to leave.
My only hope is you will achieve all you've dreamed of. 


Give me sometime,
Someday, 
I will find someone to take your place.
I will find someone who will love me for me.
I will find my Mr. Perfect.
When the day comes, I will erase you from my heart.
Goodbye my lover, and Maybe our next Hello as strangers..

YOU

YOU were the only Love I've known.
Only YOU know the door to my very soul;
YOU got my heart in the palm of your hand,
Created everything I am.
YOU will always be the sunshine of my life,
that's why I always stay around,
The apple of my eyes, forever YOU stay in my heart.
YOU have been everything to me, the biggest part of me.
I'll never ask more than YOUR love
Because no one else could ever take YOUR place.
I love YOU with the deepest of my soul and I trust YOU to lead me on...

I am comforted to know YOU are always there to hear my every prayer inside.

When I fall, YOU pick me up, take me in YOUR arms and bring me back to YOU.

With YOU I will stay through everyday..

YOU are my dream-maker and my life-giver

I am living a new life underneath YOUR morning star.

My past behind me and YOU before me.

Running a new race in the shadow of YOUR love