I feel like with more of the Uni stuffs coming I've got no time left for myself. I should have spent the past couple of months doing things I like but at the end of the day, it seems that I'm always stuck with things on my to-do list (though it never really existed). Where was the one week break I was suppose to take from everything that I was suppose to be busy with? Where was the quality meet up time with friends that I missed? Honestly I really wanted some quality time with me myself and I but that wasn't there. Quality sleep was probably there but this is what I deserve after all the months of slogging in school anyway.

I just came back from the NBS camp last week and it's like a week just zoomed past like that. I still remember how I was complaining though on the first day. I hoped the days just flew but apparently it didn't and each day seemed damn long all I wanted to do was just to get back to my shit regime (haha, who knows what i mean) and bathe!! Never felt so dirty before because I really hate mud!!! AND sand. The thing with spending time in Sentosa is we'll get damn sandy before we know it. Sorry but I still hate sand and seawater! Sounds like a bimbo speaking but I don't care D: The games were not as bad as I thought they would be though, with all those interaction between the opposite sex. By then I was too tired or dirty to even think about how it was like. I just wanted to get it over and done with! K, I admit the guys there seemed pretty fit cos they are able to carry me HAHA.

Just matriculated today and there's still so many things to do. There's the hall stuff to settle, ezlink card, timetable. The hall stuff is enough to kill me. Why are there so many things to do. I realised I'm not a person that enjoys moving house. Ok, pretty expected since I've already knew I'm not a person that can adapt well. What's more I would be moving to a place that I'm totally new to and having to adapt to toilets that have to be shared with people. OH GOSH. I am so not prepared I am so lost the only thing I know how to do is sit at a corner and cry but no, I don't have time for that. I'm using the lappie at this time so obviously this is severe and I don't have time to waste anymore. But well, it's better to be kept busy, for now, right?

Yep so anyway I played tennis for 5 minutes at Kelly's and I consider myself to be a level one. K I don't really know what is with all the level but ya level one. Self-praise. Had tao hui at Old Airport Road Hawker Centre after that and had quite a little bit of gossip + getting-to-know-each-other-more session. First Mojo outing attended. Congratulations to myself.

And guess what, I finally talked to Pearlyn after the past few yoga lessons. Knew right from the start that she was the same girl but chose to remain silent up till now. I will just remain low profile, as usual. Life is so realistic. You don't score well and out you go. Seriously.

Highlight of the day: I visited ahma without my parents but got busted in the end. At least I feel happy about it and I guess that's enough.

Swear I'm damn lost for whatever I'm going through now.

ying qian ♥ 11:44 PM.