Tuesday, August 01, 2006

On being cared for...

The dilemma - all I wanted really was for someone to care, to ask how I was, thank me for what I had managed to achieve, and give me encourgement...

Just before the holiday I phoned Winston's wish to say thank you to them all for their support over the last four+ years - they are a brilliant team of people - and amend contact details, when this really lovely man actually asked me "has anyone said thank you to you?"

It felt to me as if I must have been moaning...

He just called me back to check on how I was, on how things were going - and you know what ? ~ now I feel guilty....

He's lovely but surely he has better things to do than call me?
It's not always that easy to let ourselves be cared for ~ it feels strange....

2 comments:

Debby said...

very difficult to let ourselves be cared for! We all need it sometimes though :) I'm glad that someone's looking after you - try not to feel too guilty!

Rainbow dreams said...

Thanks angelfire - am learning (slowly) to be gracious about some things I find hard!