hate being this way

i feel so frustrated right now, i supposed to be on bed, get my beauty sleep but i just couldn't fall asleep. something is just bothering my mind but i just couldn't figure whats actually bothering me.
exams are over, by right i shouldn't have feel so stressed out for this very short period of time, today seems to be a bad day to me.i feel so pissed off when i can't contact my parents, couldn't find a way back home, nowhere to go...
today i feel so lost, i don't know where should i go, i don't know whether am i doing the right thing. but one thing im very sure that im lost without you.
today is just not a good day for me, everything doesn't turn out great, i hope things would get better tomorrow. im very tired now, my eyes are heavy, i barely can open my eyes but i just couldn't fall asleep and i just can't get you off my mind, i need you to cheer me up, and you used to be the one who cheer me up when im down.you will still be the one like how you used to be right?sorry amanda i didn't know you are actually blogging too . okay i think its time to hit the bed, and im going to bother zheng now!!

sarazy;
couldnt imagine how badly it is.