It's very very very painful. As I stood waving goodbye with the tears rolling down freely. I couldn't see anything. Yet I saw clearly. As they walked away, they turned back. Coke. WaiGor. Ems. They came to the airport to bid me goodbye. And I saw, as I teared up like a 3-year-old, they stood there, . . .
feeling the pain.
Leaving people is a painful thing to do, both for the leaver and the ones left behind. Seeing my friends cry for me makes it all abit more harder than it already is - and the reason for their sorrow... is me. Don't cry.
But we can't control it. Right? Listening to Ah Gor and Coke cry = the strong, tough brothers of mine = brings tears all over again, because I know they are hurting inside. Why is it so hard to do something so simple? All I have to do is walk up the plane. Pah.
Please don't cry for me. I will be strong for you all. I only needed one tissue for the nose and one for the eyes.
Okay. I lied. I used up half a box of tissues. I took the tissues from the hotel, knowing I will flood the airport (says gor) and i've used up half. Haiih.
I should stop being so emo. But I really can't. My heart is so heavy. I just want to curl up into a ball. No more "Hey, what ar u up to? lets meet up this weekend" No more "Safe" and the air punches No more random hugs, just because. No more sudden bursts of laughter due to insiders' jokes No more trickeries of 'bpoop' No more bullying No more pokes and teases
But more love But more missing But ... more thoughts.
I miss you all. Thank you for making my 2 years in London an unforgettable journey of my life.
Wai Gor, you are someone I can never let go of. You took me under your wing, and now, I'm a tall bean sprout! Coke, the best cereal there ever is [cocopops] = you know im joking. life will be less fun for yellow hands without you, bpoop. Ems, my drama-obsessed companion. luckily, you prefer jay than mike he. our friendship will last ;) Manj, remember that glint in your eyes that im always talking about! keep it on at all times, it means you're thinking of me. hahaha Liv, nothing can tear us apart kays - not even fighting over Jiro!! Keith, you are very funny. sometimes, that's enough but don't learn too much from Wilson. :p Arman, don't break too many faces! see you soon! Anil, err... errm.. hmm.. im joking. safe blud. you. are. cool. init.
I love flying low.
I love interpretations.
I'm cunning and unpredictable, try me.
I reminisce till dawn,
I dream till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm me. And always will be
S H E R P T S Y MIMOSA.
there's nothing more to say If you know me, you know me. If you don't, you don't
smtms t mtnl fr my wn gd.
Samsung VP-MX10 Flash Memory Camcorder. Straight A's. All the time. A talent.
No more natural disasters.
Chummy feelings.
Dance pro Hip Hop.
Stop jealousy.
Pig-Rabbit Plushie.
