well my mood is starting to improve, not much bet it's getting better i guess. I figured out a long time ago when i start downing burying myself in work can help to bring me back up. Last night i closed the store and then came back home only to be doing paperwork and training schedules until 3am. I think it's that sense of accomplishment that helps to bring me back up, just knowing i was able to effectively complete something helps my spirits rise quite a bit.
A few of you guys were asking about the boy i hooked up with. Well we were supposed to go out a couple nights ago but he canceled on me. Aside from that he doesn't respond to any texts or calls or what have you so i'm assuming it was a 1 time thing a moving on. :/ oh wellz shit happens ya? well i say it does lol
Spent the day with Sami to try and see if i can get any feeling for her but it was like nothing. I feel bad being with her and not feeling anything. She spent the night the other day an i didnt even wanna sex her lol what's worse is that i can't tell if i don't like her because i don't like girls or if i dont like her jus cuz i dont like her and shes moving to Florida next week for a 5 month internship so i think i need to decide fast if i want to stay with her because i refuse to be the dick that breaks up with someone via text message or phone call. But yea we went and ate dinner at Applebees and then went and saw "Funny People" which i have to say was a good movie just not as much of a comedy as i thought it would be.
It's official, i am a workaholic.... today was my day off and i went in to work for an hour to make last minute preparations for this weekends upcoming "tax free" sales for oklahoma. Further proof of my being a workaholic, i have had overtime for the last 5 weeks working about 8-20 hours over my schedule consistently.
Good news though, I've decided that i will actually go and try so seek professional help for my issues lol I don't want to continue in the cycle that i keep going in and since it's becoming more frequent than it used to be i can't help but feel that there is a deeper issue at work for my behavior and thoughts and i need to get that resolved before i can ever hope to be the me that i want to be.
Take care guys and oh yea, email me your link so i can do the side bare again lol i finally bought a mouse
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Work always helps me stay focused, actually. It's not a bad thing. I have you linked on my site, btw, at http://sinelogicum.blogspot,com
ReplyDeleteglad to hear you are feeling a bit better - it definitely sucks to be down and not able to see the way back to the top! as a semi-reformed workaholic I think it's important to find time for your life outside work, otherwise you'll wake up one day and realize it's a lot more difficult to create one! (me: glatf(dot)blogspot(dot)com)
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