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Vacation In France: The Good And The Bad
I just returned from a vacation in France, which is a major deal for someone like me. I am a person who has autism, apraxia, and epilepsy. I don’t do well with changes in routine and being hot and sweaty. My food preferences can be most challenging when traveling. Communication and being in a foreign… Read more
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The Blue Rocks Game
A sultry night with family and friends.Having fun which never endswhen I am with my favorite crewdoing the things we love to do.Burgers and dogs and mac and cheese.A tasty cookie sure does pleasethis hungry guy who needs it so.A group of friends. I love them all.A crack of the bat…and lightening too!Then rainbow in… Read more
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The Nap
It’s three o’clock.The time is herefor something thatI hold most dear. Best time of day.I’m sleepy so.My eyelids heavy.Yawns now grow. The sheets are soft.The pillow deep.My appointment withthe bed I keep. A movie’s plays.The shade is drawn.No longer can Icarry on. Express train toa place serene.Called LaLa Land.I am its king. Best place to… Read more
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Chanticleer
Blooming flowers, bright and sweet.A special place in summer heat.Golden sun and bright blue sky.Gorgeous sights for human eye.Towering trees with leaves of green.Bees and birds fly in between.A day with friends, enjoy it so.Makes me never want to go.I love this place. It’s plainly clear.The beauty that is Chanticleer. Read more
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My Top Ten List To Make Your Child’s Life Better
Finding a way to communicate with your nonspeaker will most definitely improve their life, but there are other things you can do too. Here is my top ten list of how to make your child’s life the best it can be. Talking about relaxing…my life has been enhanced by learning to nap. I may make… Read more
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My Bed
There is a placethat comforts me.Where I can rest my weary bones,upon a spot that feels like heaven.Sweet and special.Where I am covered in the softest blanketthat hugs me as a storm rages outside.A place where I rest and feel safe,and refresh myself after day’s end.As I drift off to distant lands,where I can see… Read more
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A Mother’s Day Poem
Mom and friend,rolled into one.What a lottery I have won. Chestnut hair.Smile so sweet.Friendliest person you will ever meet. Caring hands,take care of me.They spend their time to guarantee… a lovely life,with all I need.And surprises that I didn’t see. A way to talk.A loud, strong voice.What a perfect godly choice… to make her mine.I… Read more
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Easter And The Boy That Couldn’t Speak
Easter was always the same, year after year. The boy who couldn’t speak got an Easter basket filled with various candies of all colors….pink, purple, green, and light blue. A sumptuous dream for most children, but not for him. He was hiding a secret, but he couldn’t tell anyone. His wishes and thoughts were locked… Read more
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Poconos Poem
A world away.Fresh clean air.A place of rest without a care. Mountain views.Swaying trees.Animals and buzzing bees. Peaceful lake.Smooth as glass.Surrounded by the reeds and grass. Cozy home.Fire burns.Family here with no concerns. Setting sunand darkening sky.Crescent moon away up high. Peaceful sounds.Blowing breeze.Friends and family guarantees… A lovely dayand cozy night.Poconos, you make life… Read more
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The Banner
Recently my parents had a banner made to honor my grandfather, Bill Hilliard. He was in the Air Corps as a young man for several years in WWII. I am happy to report it now hangs on Darby Road in Havertown for all to see. I think it really is a fitting tribute to the… Read more
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Always A Groomsman
Always a groomsman, never a groom.This is my future. This is my doom.As others move on and go forth in their life.As they marry a husband. As they marry a wife.Here I remain, stuck in pattern that’s set.I am apraxic autistic, lest you forget. Being me is not easy, with its challenges so.Does a woman… Read more
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The Void
Awake and alone.Stuck in the voidbetween autistic and not.A person with differences.Not like the rest.Who wants a connectionand can’t give a sign.So alone and so lonely.Wishing for someoneto reach out a handacross such a chasmthat is endless and deep.Wishing and hoping.Day after day.Year after year.Stuck in the voidthat is no place to live. Until one… Read more
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A Happy New Year It Was!
Happy New Year, friends! See all of the good things that have happened during the year. For me, there were so many good things, and I think that I am truly blessed. I wrote another book and had a book signing that many people came to. What an amazing day that was to realize that… Read more
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Scenes Of Winter
Waking up to muffled hush.Snowy blanket on tree and brush.Man and beast are huddled down.Surrounded by this wintry gown.A frozen land, so clean and white.A sparkle through the morning light.A silent crystal world out there,with sharp and biting frigid air.As here I sit, with blankets warm.Escaping from the winter storm.My cozy home, so warm and… Read more
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Longwood Gardens
Revel in the beauty there.Sounds of Christmas in the air.Sparkling lights on every tree.Glorious sights for eyes to see.Red and green on holly boughs.Silver, gold, and blues allow…the holiday spirit into our heart.A world of magic and of art.Evergreen, oh Tannenbaum.Standing tall, so big and strong.Splendid sounds. A fountain sprays…in synchrony with songs of praise.The… Read more
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The Holidays
The time of year…comes by so fast.My favorite part?Oh, must you ask? A hundred lineswrapped round the store.We wait for hours,or maybe more. The traffic snarls.The horns do beep.Parking lots full.Eight cars deep. My scratchy sweater,to look my best.My sister has towear a dress! The table’s crowded.No place to sit.How will all thesepeople fit? There’s… Read more
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Autism And Thanksgiving
Autism and I have much to be thankful for! At first I was not seeing the blessings, but now I most certainly do. The way that all of my family and friends bought my book and wanted to hear what I had to say makes me so happy. Just being listened to is a dream… Read more
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Dysregulation Woes
Autism and I are a restless and dysregulated mess some days. We don’t need much to set it off, and the thing that is doing it right now is a case of chapped lips. You can’t stop licking your lips and it makes you anxious, and you get stuck in a cycle of dysregulation that… Read more

