I am a life-loving, 32 year old, pineapple obsessed woman with native native roots from Finland & Gambia.

I grew up in Sweden but I never felt like I belonged there and left as soon as I could, after graduating high school.

After years of travelling as well as lived in 4 different countries, I finally decided to root down in Spain. This is my 6:th year in this lovely, chilled out & sunny country. I’m living life here with my loveable family, my daughter & partner.

My own healing journey and spiritual awakening started pretty rough and early in my youth, when I was 16 years old my own personal state sent me on the path of total independence from my family.
 
At that point I was in turmoil and I didn’t understand my own problematics at all. For years I kept hiding my pain and my broken heart behind toxic relationships, low aspirations & self-sabotaging behaviours.

After the end of my most ever challenging and toxic relationship in 2016, I needed help beyond the traditional western medicine & psychology, so I started to seek out for more knowledge which led to trying different holistic healing treatments and alternative therapies around the world. 

During a trip to Bali, Indonesia the same year my life started to crumble. All the years of self hatred & self-neglect caught up with me and I could no longer continue living the way I did.

That trip really started tearing down my reality as I knew it.
I’ve had to go through a lot of re-programming of my own mind, multiple awakenings & unbelievably clear epiphanies – in order to see the full puzzle and to get an overview of my own neglecting patterns & self-destructive behaviours.

It has been been tough and has led me to a lot of necessary endings.
I have had to end multiple of both love- and friendships that unfortunately wasn’t benefitting and serving my personal growth and life vision.

Even through the most painful moments, I kept choosing myself and to speak my truth with a shaky voice.

For the latest 5 years I have been working hard on healing myself and my body from the deep-rooted wounds that was created in me during my childhood and youth.

It has been a long journey to forgive the people that let me down, miss-used or abused me as a child.

But most importantly to forgive my self and detach my personality from what has happened to me in the past. I has been tough to start taking responsibility for my own life and to finally let go of the hurt and dare to choose happiness again.