aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggh

Blergh, the power keeps flickering ...

This is because I'm trying to marshal my scattered wits and go through some old files

some day I'm going to get my shit back together and will writing something again and hopefully dragons will be involved in at least one of it

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I'm just not feeling ... much of anything except feeling empty. And I feel stupid for doing that because what reason do I have to feel like this in the face of everything else.

... Maybe at work this weekend I'll bring a couple of the rpgs I've surrounded myself with and actually sit down and make a character for each. Maybe.

It's been so long since I did that it's embarrassing; I should do it again.

Also maybe it'll rattle something loose.

On the one hand, the entire universe can really, truly take a long walk off a short wharf I swear.

On the other hand, the first episode of Yoroi Shin Den Samurai Troopers was really goddamn good.

Well time to go crawl into a cave and pull it in behind me I guess

Time to start trying to see how omg.lol works -- including whether this crossposts I suppose --

i have no idea what im doing omg