2025

by ZeCoop

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I try to be cool, I try to be chill I know that these feelings are a poison pill But when I find old photos of her There are moments sometimes when it just hurts Like when your grandma asks you if I'm That nice girl Kristin, the one with the green eyes And you tell her nana, you've gotten mixed up, and she says, how funny, I always thought she'd be the one I like to pretend you were frozen in time Waiting suspended until I arrived Floating in gel, coated in ice The handsome smuggler in a block of carbonite Crazy to think that you lived and you breathed Walking around pretending to be Perfectly happy, a heartbreaker Making mistakes in your life just like me Jealousy gnawing the weakness it seized upon The green-eyed monster mocking the meat that it feeds upon Maybe I'm pretty Maybe she's prettier I can never be her Maybe I'm cool Maybe she's cooler I can never be her Maybe I'm smart Maybe she's smarter I can never be her Maybe I'm trapped Maybe she's free I can never be Do you love me? Do, do you love me? Do you love me? Do, do you love me more more more than her Jealousy gnawing the weakness it seized upon The green-eyed monster mocking the meat that it feeds upon Jealousy gnawing the weakness it seized upon The green-eyed monster mocking the meat that it feeds upon
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i’m not only your imagination i’m not only your good time i can be a bed you lay on or i can be the end of the line sometimes your heartlight your heartlight is shinin’ i’m not losin’ your eyes to dreams sometimes your heartlight your heartlight is shinin’
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when you’re thinking I can feel the vibrations it’s not a psychic power, just a strange sensation it doesn’t feel like communication we’re speaking different languages, lost in translation nobody really sees things the same we lose ourselves in other people’s brains we’ll never really know each other it’s beautiful and strange what goes on in other people’s brains other people’s brains other people’s brains when we dream I pick up transmissions eyelids flicker, satellites move into position minds in orbit, in unconscious condition seconds out, let’s take an intermission nobody really knows the rules of the game there’s mystery in other people’s brains we close our eyes and vanish it’s beautiful and strange what goes on in other people’s brains other people’s brains other people’s brains when we’re gone, will anyone remember? the way the world would feel like we were at its centre once the lines are broken, return to sender a cloud of sparks reduced to dying embers nobody really knows pleasure from pain there’s only darkness in other people’s brains everything will disappear it’s beautiful and strange what goes on in other people’s brains other people’s brains other people’s brains
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I'm stuck in here and I can't move I've got so many things to do But I can't get out from under my covers Don't think it's lack of energy That's making me feel this way There's something much more ominous Baad bed Baad bed It holds me captive Keeps me held fast in my Baad bed Could call it Stockholm syndrome or just procrastination but I am starting to adore my captor Could I call in to work? Tell the all about The hostage situation I've got into with my Baad bed Baad bed It holds me captive Keeps me held fast in my Baad bed
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Go deeper than the surface And what do you find? That any chance of surfacing Weighs down the mind We handled it with kid gloves But it wasn't enough Whenever the gloves came off Things got rough Seeping in with a touch You can poison so much I watch as you draw your hood And howl with the wolves Dipping your arrow in You want to be shot of me, good So aim for the bloodstream Aim for the bloodstream Do what your heart's been telling you Do it I traced it to the root cause But it was too late Just short of causing a scene I chose fate Sinking into my skin How can it be so thin? I watch as you draw your hood And howl with the wolves Dipping your arrow in You want to be shot of me, good So aim for the bloodstream Aim for the bloodstream Do what your heart's been telling you Do it Draw your hood As if I wouldn't know you in the dark Gone for good You hide behind the deer blind And miss your mark I'm a moving target this time A better target this time I watch as you draw your hood And howl with the wolves Dipping your arrow in You want to be shot of me, good So aim for the bloodstream Aim for the bloodstream Do what your heart's been telling you Do it Do it Why don’t you do it? Do it Aim for the bloodstream
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I pulled my coat closer in the cold On the street outside your door I remember telling myself That I wouldn’t come here anymore I should’ve known better than this I should’ve known better than this Went looking for the thing that I miss Silly girl, don’t you know That no good can ever come From sneaking around, wandering back To the thing that you’re better off far from I should’ve known better than this I should’ve known better than this We said goodbye, it was sealed with a kiss But it doesn’t go away Like you want it to It overwelcomes its stay You take it around with you Wish I could set it free But then you’d be done with me I should’ve known better than this I should’ve known better than this It isn’t wise to reminisce
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I will not push it down I won’t try to numb it out I won’t drown it in a whisky bottle Or lose myself in doubt Trying to navigate Such a heavy weight Gotta keep on breathing I believe, the truth will have its day I believe, that day is not today I will not lose all hope I won’t let ‘em take my voice I will stand against this theft of freedom Fight for love and choice Trying to live the change In these days so dark and strange Gotta keep on breathing I believe, justice will win the fight I believe, it won’t be won tonight Don’t need the trains to run on time Just need the system to be kind Don’t need scapegoats to erase We just need a little grace I will not steel my heart I won’t try to block the pain I won’t clothe myself in bitterness I’ll stay open to the rain Trying to keep everybody warm In such an evil storm, gotta keep on breathing I believe, we’re gonna need such love to see this through I still believe, let’s make a start, me and you
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He is an ex conforming man Reneging suits and deep fake tans A concrete jungle left behind Throws off a life in disguise Spaghetti junctions all around Rigid appointments, not his town No penchant for the apple tones Released his mind from the crease To feel the breeze Wake up today a beach kissed sun shining so bright Surfs up a mission for the soul Palm tress and oceans wide, a change form first world plight The life free dream is on the ropes (come on now here we go) USA dream is still alive Just let him stop and tell you why Toxic feel can make him cry Can we be free of their lies Connected FAWM communities Brings breath of life and helps him see Nourishing souls afar and near The gradual change can appear Wake up today a beach kissed sun shining so bright Surfs up a mission for the soul Palm tress and oceans wide, a change form first world plight The life free dream can come alive (come on now here we go) Creative consciousness can spread Far and wide Join the ride Be by my side Cos we'll be alright
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I am black and white Fill a room with floodlight Put my hands on the stove So I don’t burn from the cold This is miraculous work Even God has a smirk I tell you that just ain’t right Throw up your hands in a fight Yeah, you build up your walls You watch me as I fall And I beg for you to know My head Where were you when I was soft and healing? My heart’s forever trapped inside this feeling You pushed me in the deep end I am reeling Recollect the pain I am concealing I am not quite the same For I am to blame I saddled up for the ride Followed your trail in the night There is no way in or out I created the drought It lives real deep in your eyes Look away from the sky You can’t fill the void inside me You say it so passionately I just wanted you to take hold Of my hand Where were you when I was soft and healing? My heart’s forever trapped inside this feeling You pushed me in the deep end I am reeling Recollect the pain I am concealing I break away And keep falling I break away And keep falling I break away And keep falling Keep falling Keep falling Memory...
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This is one time, I think you made a mistake You reached out too close to the sun You never should have went as far as you did Now it's too late You were from Australia You didn't know better You would think with the kangaroos running around That you'd know... don't pet the squirrels. Oh no, but you thought you were better, didn't you? Oh no, you thought you knew better than the... Oh no... Now you're here in these United States And of course you had to stop at the Grand Canyon And you saw their furry tails, chittering and cute So you thought you'd pet that squirrel. A mistake was made. Oh no, you thought you knew better than the squirrel Oh no, Mistakes were made and now you're bitten Oh no... How did we get here? How did we get here? You're in the hospital with a bad squirrel bite And then you died from a squirrel bite Oh man, you died from a squirrel bite Totally preventable if you hadn't reached out and petted it. Australians – don't pet the squirrels. Don't you know? Don't you know? You thought you were better, didn't you? Oh no, you thought you knew better than the squirrel Oh no, you thought you were better didn't you? Oh no...
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(Verse 1)
 Woke up too late, but it’s all in the past,
Tried to hold on, but the moments don’t last.
I hear the voices, I see the signs,
But I was too blind to read between the lines. (Chorus) I wish I’d known What I needed to see, The truth in the silence, The answers were free. If I’d looked closer, I’d of seen what was there, Maybe I’d have found what I should repair (Verse 2) (spoken)
 Took a long road, never thought it would end,
 Thought I could change it, thought I could mend.
 But the steps I took, led me far from the start,
 Now I see the pieces, but I’m still falling apart. (Chorus)
 I wish I’d known,
What I needed to see,
 The truth in the silence, The answers are free If I’d looked closer, If I’d seen what was there, And Maybe then, I’d have found what I should repair (Bridge)
And the nights are so quiet, the time moves too slow, 
I look at the past, but it’s all just a show.
 The lessons were waiting, but I couldn’t hear,
 Now I’m chasing them down, but they’re slipping in fear. (Verse 3)
 All those chances I let pass me by, I was chasing a dream, but I didn’t ask why.
 Now the moment’s over, but I still feel the burn,
 Wishing I’d known, what I needed to see (ad-lib vox until the end)
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you won't believe me but i had to talk about it was like a feeling kind of spectral something waiting for us like a path ahead you've never seen, been there before like i said you won't believe me but i swear it when you're a fragment in the dark waiting to play your part the universe speaks, and then you know your piece of the whole have you felt like you were only one of several like you were incomplete till another one gets played not see the future more like there is no forward or back again like i said you won't believe me but i swear it when you're a fragment in the dark waiting to just push start the mystical muse opens her eyes and you know you've arrived and so i wait to see what kind of piece i'll be in the whole push my lever till i crackle or pull back like a breath i am nobody till another lets me see where i stand just a silent pilot till someone helps me land when you're a fragment in the dark waiting to make your mark the fabric of fate will unfold so just let it roll i know this must sound like the ravings of a demented mind like someone sure they'd soon have company just forward in time but it's so strong the feeling i can almost hear it like i said you won't believe me but i swear it
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I'm calling out younger today than I expected to be I'm never the same in the evening why do you wait for me Buy anything everyone wants you to buy one, get one free Buy everything anyone gets it, same day delivery Hey now hey now You figured it out Hey now hey now Figure it out I'm freaking out crying today what do you want from me I haven't been changing inside it's the city that's changing on me Try everything everyone wants you to try on happily Lie anywhere everyone wants you to lie on delivery Hey now hey now You figured it out Hey now hey now Figure it out I'm freaking out crying today what do you want from me I haven't been changing inside it's the city that's changing on me I'm calling out younger today than I expected to be I'm never the same in the evening why do you wait for me
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I wake up running I must be in a dream It can't be real my eyes must be deceived The heart is pumping yearning for the sun But the nightmare's real repeating times have come Changing worlds will pass through you Coming soon the cries will consume you All the lies will be undone Is there hope for me and everyone Men on mountains alpha seeds unleashed Power to dictate from insecurities We're awake You're asleep We march on You'll weep On your throne All alone Feel the fire As it burns Blood on your hands what more can you reap You 1 percent will feel us as you sleep The near future (the blond wig comes undone) Power will take you (a fear in your bones) That MAGA mantra (destroyed within a song) Now what's that power (to bring the gold nest down) It comes together (like wings riding a storm) Humanity ( forever shines on ) So that story wasn't just a dream Lets take out message and feel love be released Be the love and release Feel the love and be free BE FREE
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The days all seem to hurry so fast But I am glad that our love will last It doesn't matter what the winds of change Will bring The winter seems to last so long But I am glad that our love is strong You are the one I want with me Every spring The years all seem to run along So I'll just write you another song I can't tell you just how much you mean To me The truth of it is that you're my dream And I know that sounds a bit extreme But that's just how I feel for you You see Let's go for a walk Enjoy the changing times Let's rejoice in this new season Let's keep holding close And let the world go by Being with you is always a reason For love Let's go for a walk Enjoy the changing times Let's rejoice in this new season Let's keep holding close And let the world go by Being with you is always a reason For love The days all seem to hurry so fast But I am glad that our love will last It doesn't matter what the winds of change Will bring The winter seems to last so long But I am glad that our love is strong You are the one I want with me Every spring
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Verse 1 I still picture in my mind Where the light was soft and kind We were dancing through our days Like this world would never change Verse 2 Corporate Grabs & Corporate Greed Religions with empty creeds Forest fires & rising tides Why must I always choose a side? PreChorus 1 Do you have an answer to this problem? We can figure it out! Chorus The answer lives in many pieces But together our chance increases It takes two flints to start a fire Only together do we get higher Verse 3 - Conversations, open hearts Show we are not worlds apart We all seek the same respect, and Need a future to protect Verse 4 See into each others’ souls And show we have the same goals Make our town a place of peace and Only there we’ll find relief PreChorus 2 If we are to take a chance Only then will we learn to dance Together Chorus The answer lives in many pieces But together our chance increases It takes two flints to start a fire Only together do we get higher
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Another lonely night Without you beside me Another full stadium And still I feel alone Wheels on the tour bus turning Counting down all the miles Sound check is coming soon But I'm wanting to be home Purple spandex is on My voice is great tonight Guitar, bass, drums are rocking hard And yet inside I moan The girls all gather round But none of them excite me I see your face in my mind And I'm wanting to come home CH: Rolling down the road With the band and singing songs Is all right for what it is But what I really really really need right now Is to feel your loving kiss I want your arms around me I want to feel your touch When you are not with me I miss you oh so much I hope you're sleeping all right I hope the kids are well Sometimes it feels like the road Makes me an empty shell CH: Rolling down the road With the band and singing songs Is all right for what it is But what I really really really need right now Is to feel your loving kiss Another lonely night Another lonely night Without you beside me Another full stadium And still I feel alone I love the music baby Don't get me wrong But I love you even more And I'm wanting to come home
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I never believed when I was told That I should be seen and never heard That wasn't something that I could adhere to And when I raise this voice of mine They tell me that's not ladylike But that isn't something that I could aspire to So I take pride in my own self And know that my difference is my strength There's no ingenuity in paint by numbers But some people always deny change Want everything to stay the same If they're comfortable they don't care who they're screwing They want to keep us quiet They want to wear us down Don't let them snuff out that fire We've got to keep shouting loud So don't let the bastards grind you down Don't let them make you feel alone There's always other folks that you can turn to 'Cause we can't do much just on our own But side by side we can be strong And face up to anything they can throw at us They want to keep us quiet They want to wear us down Don't let them snuff out that fire We've got to keep shouting loud

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All songs were written and recorded during February Album Writing Month from Feb 1-28, 2025. Some minor parts were added later and remixing happened MUCH later. ;)

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released January 30, 2026

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ZeCoop Kalamazoo, Michigan

I love playing music and keep learning new instruments. My songs are in a wide range of styles, from indie-rock to surf, to folk to rock to electronic... I never know. I record at home in a studio I put together in a spare room. I work (via the web) with a lot of vocal/lyric collaborators from all over the world.

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