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Skeptic
02:24
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bully from the start
thought you could play with hearts
picking fights with everyone
fucking with them just for fun
liar and a tool
took me to be a fool
you’re too dumb to fool me once
so the shame on me is none
Your presence is a chore one that I never signed up for
why do these feelings always haunt me every night
Ya I hate you
but I want you
you are my eternity
ya I hate you
but I love you
you are nothing without me
See you every day
like you go out of your way
just to get on my last nerve
attention you do not deserve
You caught me anyway
you’ve invaded like a plague
stupid thoughts only of you
what the hell’m I gonna do
I’m in a hell of you what have I got myself into
why do I care who you are bringing home at night
Ya I hate you
but I want you
I don’t want this to be true
ya I hate you
but I love you
I am nothing without you.
Da (x a bunch)
I’m in a hell of you what have I got myself into
why do I care who you are bringing home at night
Ya I hate you
but I want you
I don’t want this to be true
ya I hate you
but I love you
I am nothing without you.
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Another Draft
02:23
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Don’t blink, don’t think everything is perfect
Don’t you think this song is cute, don’t it make ya worth it
Go distract your mind to forget you’re really hurtin
Tell yourself it’s fine tell yourself you’re not a burden
Yes i have anxiety, don’t everyone got it
Thinking overtime tonight
Please tell my brain stop it
Focus on this hobby, fix my body, never quit
This sadness overtakes me, light inside me barely lit
I’m wearing my mask for you
I don’t feel a thing now
Just look at the pretty view
And Maybe I’ll Make them proud
I’m wearing my mask for you
Everything is perfect
I’m singing this song for you
So maybe i’ll be worth it
I’m wearing my mask for you
I don’t feel a thing now
Just look at the pretty view
And Maybe I’ll Make them proud
I never did think I'd have sad song in my sights
but now I think it's probably my favorite kind of song to write
I gotta admit to spit this shit has got me feeling right
and doing this music is the thing that helps me sleep at night
would you consider bitter sweet to be a genre? probably
I love to mix the fun stuff with the melancholy
you think it's novelty but ask me and I'll tell you
just another sad story, nothin that I haven’t been though
I’m sad right now so here’s an upbeat song to compensate (I’m wearing my mask for you)
Oh cool you have your life together, sorry can’t relate (I don’t feel a thing now)
I want to stay and talk to you, but it will have to wait (Just look at the pretty view)
It’s time for me to overthink now, sorry can’t be late (And Maybe I’ll Make them proud)
I’m sad right now so here’s an upbeat song to compensate (I’m wearing my mask for you)
Oh cool you have your life together, sorry can’t relate (Everything is perfect)
I want to stay and talk to you, but it will have to wait (I’m singing this song for you)
It’s time for me to overthink now, sorry can’t be late (So maybe i’ll be worth it)
I’m sad right now so here’s an upbeat song to compensate (I’m wearing my mask for you)
Oh cool you have your life together, sorry can’t relate (everything is far from perfect)
I want to stay and talk to you, but it will have to wait
It’s time for me to overthink now, sorry can’t be late
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I'm wishing that you'd envelop the model that I need you to be
I can't help but see your flaws and it's really eating at me
though having felt all that
said things I wish that I hadn't said
but I don't have a time machine and I'd probably do it over again
I'm continuously comparing wants and needs
I just want you to be the hero in my dreams
I'm unreasonably always stuck worrying
about wasting my time
and end up wasting my time time time time time
study you like a painting the artist has asked me to critique
I can’t help but hear these thoughts that only see you negatively
Though having felt all that
Did things I wish that I hadn’t done
If I had a time machine I would probably do it over again
I'm continuously comparing wants and needs
I just want you to be the hero in my dreams
I'm unreasonably always stuck worrying
about wasting my time
and end up wasting my time
I'm continuously comparing wants and needs
I just want you to be the hero in my dreams
I'm unreasonably always stuck worrying
about wasting my time
and end up wasting my time time time time time
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he a flip it like this
Ima flip it like that
sounds like we got Fen on the track
a/c on blast 'cause my straighty gettin hot
I ain't tryna stunt but I seen it done a lot
blowin up the spot, skidsmarks
smokin that firestone purp
make the ass on the kawi twerk
I'm not a jerk it's a one seater
s'far as I'm concerned
try gettin on the back
and ya bouta get burned
if you think you
got the attitude
to do this (chill) get up
shoot and just ride
you don't gotta make a scene or (chill) nothin
straight ride
don't worry bout the side to side
you wont
get me
with my
wig off
tellin
you now
big up
cruise and get wise
hear me screamin when I'm underneath?
hear that?
on the road and between the sheets
first and foremost we comfy
if that means getting skunky
thats fine im out my mind dont care if i get stares up on me
grab my favorite sunglasses
love everyone who passes
out of commission now
melt into my seat like molases
Just cool down, keep it low key
Headbang to your own heartbeat
Forget about your troubles
We revving under tunnels
You’ve been so stressed out lately
Roll down your window maybe
Don’t matter you know we’ll be chill
Calm down what you gettin mad for (breath)
Got you shaking and you’re running for the backdoor (wait!)
Take a breathe, take a pill, aint your back sore (aww)
People walkin on you like it’s what you’re made for (is it?)
Just a sentence out my mouth makes you run and hide (shhh)
Come on baby just sit back lets enjoy the ride (vroom)
Let me get this straight I provide, you abide (chill)
its got nothing to do with your pride
Just cool down, keep it low key
Headbang to your own heartbeat
Forget about your troubles
We revving under tunnels
You’ve been so stressed out lately
Roll down your window maybe
Don’t matter you know we’ll be chill
S’ okay if you feel useless
real thinking makes me clueless
We be here acting stupid
This music got me boosted
Think your smart but your anger’s a nuisance
Your emotion has been bringing down the mood since
You need to, let it go, this aint no, counterblow, got a bark
with no bite, and I am not convinced
Just cool down, keep it low key
Headbang to your own heartbeat
Forget about your troubles
We revving under tunnels
You’ve been so stressed out lately
Roll down your window maybe
Don’t matter you know we’ll be chill
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I wouldn't even need to feel your lips against me
(if I could just hold you)
the beaming gaze you cast is the only thing I crave
(to look deep in your eyes)
is this ghost penning fiction or could it be a truth?
(haunt me with your study)
if this is what they consider getting it bad I think I've got it
I've got it bad
I've got it bad for you
(I wouldn't even need to feel your lips against me)
it has to be that passion metamorphoses us
(I forget my values)
I'm only human; I would die for some respite
(though I still hold some)
I've got it bad
I've got it bad for you
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you try so hard to play chameleon
I guess it's eating you
put your fist through a favorite memory again
'cause your morals are feeling untrue
you are following nobody leading
though there's somebody following you
never showing your heart that is bleeding
isn't that what great leaders do?
cause you can't help but seldom believe in
the decisions you try to make
at the end of the day you are seething
thinking about your mistakes
you can only take so much strength from anger
that's an ugly look for you
treating your loved ones like they're total strangers
now your morals aren't true
making little things hurt
cut me down when I am strong
strike when my defence is up
I'll feel it later on
you are following nobody leading
though there's somebody following you
never showing your heart that is bleeding
isn't that what great leaders do?
cause you can't help but seldom believe in
the decisions you try to make
at the end of the day you are seething
thinking about your mistakes
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I'm feeling pretty low
and I know that I shouldn't be
(so you're welcome to cave)
but when I'm feeling high
and I try to ride atop the clouds as long as I can
(tumble down)
it seems like I'm wringing out my brain like sponge
I'm sane but I'm done
searching for a reason but I ain't got a one
and now it's almost like this pain's getting fun
here I could be teaching you
about the things I do
show off the love I hold
pour out my heart and soul
but you are gone
I can't recall what it's like
to have you here
wish that I could press my nose
up against the clothes
that I had when you were around
(why'd you go?)
but since I don't
'cause they're washed out and old
it's relatable, but I'm in control
(not so sure)
it seems like I'm wringing out my brain like a sponge
I'm many but I'm none
wearing all these faces so I can't pick the one
and now it's almost like this pain's getting fun
Isn’t it fun
Isn’t it cool
Living my life without you
I just want to help
Left on the shelf
I’m like a set of dead tools
Feel like a fool
Thinkin of you
After your gone I’m old school
I’ll just forget
I’m on the run
When does the pain start getting fun
here I could be teaching you
about the things I do
show off the love I hold
pour out my heart and soul
thinking of all the food
I could have made for you
show off the love I hold
embrace you when you're cold
but you are gone
I can't recall what it's like
to have you here
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I’m stuck again
I’m dwelling on my past decisions
Life flashes in my eyes
Forever trapped in visions
I can’t escape
I’m sentenced to this cell of feeling
The life inside it dies
I feel no hope in healing
I hear it
Its playing in my head
A constant ringing on an endless loop
I feel it
It crawls under my skin
It bites at my bones and keeps me wide awake at night
Sh
I’m wondering
Why others lie and say they’ll listen
I’m rambling again
They say it’s fine it isn’t
They are annoyed
They hate me, I am just a nuisance
We will have to infer
They only want to use us
I hear it
Its playing in my head
A constant ringing on an endless loop
I feel it
It crawls under my skin
It bites at my bones and keeps me wide awake at night
Attention please
Even though I got definiciencies
Acronym I swim
With the lady in my melodies
You say you got a gold fish kinda mind
But I find
That you're smarter than you say
You are believe me please
Just recognize that I'm not annoyed
The things you love bring me joy
And with you I wouldn't toy around
Just the sound of passion
In your voice makes me smile
And I'll be here for a while
(Happy thought happy thought happy thought)
Can’t stop it
The ringing in my head
It comforts me now, becoming all I know
I feel it
The rotting of my skin
The crack of my bones
It keeps me wide awake at night
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I can’t get free from the monster (monster monster)
Lucky thirteen but got no sponsor
I’m just looking for a reset
A slave to my boss but not all the lost wander (lost lost)
Maybe I should throw the towel in (quit)
Stop the story here, begin again
But the unknown is a lost bet
doesn’t matter, looks like any choice I make I can’t win (can’t win)
let's take a walk - time to decide
you wanna stop running but ya can't hide
trippin up, sorry kid, looks like
all the grass got dried up and died on the other side
I'd like to see the crystal ball your viewin’
overdoin’ and overhyping the right end
of the words you're typin’
say to make the tale suffice
you roll the loaded dice
don't blink you might think twice - hah
I can’t get free from the monster (monster monster)
Lucky thirteen but got no sponsor
I’m just looking for a reset
A slave to my boss but not all the lost wander (lost lost)
Maybe I should throw the towel in (quit)
Stop the story here, begin again
But the unknown is a lost bet
doesn’t matter, looks like any choice I make I can’t win (can’t win)
It’s a paradise your head is in
To bad that imagination isn’t paying in dividends
You work until you die, until you lie inside your coffin
Your dreams will stay as dreams you’ll never rest you’re never stoppin
You got no time to take a breather
Gotta schedule out your days so you have time to please your keeper
get paid a living wage but can’t afford to be a sleeper
Got one foot in the grave please give my blessings to your reaper
I can’t get free from the monster (monster monster)
Lucky thirteen but got no sponsor
I’m just looking for a reset
A slave to my boss but not all the lost wander (lost lost)
Maybe I should throw the towel in (quit)
Stop the story here, begin again
But the unknown is a lost bet
doesn’t matter, looks like any choice I make I can’t win (can’t win)
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