Just woke up and realised I got liquidated overnight.
I was 3x long PEPE.
I lost everything I had.
I don't even have $1000 in my bank account but had $1M in binance.
I have been in crypto since 2017.
Today I lost everything.
Feel like doing suicide 😭😭
$PEPE$BTC
I was checking my Binance account.
180k amount automatically showed up.
I don't know how it came back but I'm thankful to God that I have something to start again. 🙏
No reason to live anymore.
I left all my friends and family and used to stay glued to my laptop all day and night long.
In the end just for nothing.
Years wasted. Everything lost 😭
But I ignored everything and went giga long on $PEPE after coinbase announcement at local day high
It was going against me I thought of closing it yesterday
But I was tired and slept
I thought I'll monitor it tomorrow afresh after waking up
But now it's all gone
If I survive today we'll meet again.
But looks like maybe my last day on Planet Earth.
I have a single mother. I don't know what will happen to her if I take this drastic step.
Even she won't be able to live.
I failed you mom. Sorry mom. 😭😭
She is the only thing in my mind that is stopping otherwise no reason to live anymore
I'm an utter failure in life. Can't forgive myself for this grave mistake ever.
Greed overpowered me and ruined me.
Despite earning life changing wealth. I lost.
There were so many sell signals
Double Top on OTHERS.D
Rising BTC.D
Rising USDT.D
All alts dumping even with slightest downside deviation in $BTC
Even $ORDI dumped within a few days after listing announcement
I have no friends. I have no life outside of crypto this was all I had.
Now this is gone too.
It took me years to reach here but one night to erase everything 😭😭
Yes but everybody beside me is living a great life.
I used to live like a pauper despite earning 1M + this cycle.
Didn't withdraw anything.
Now back to where I started.
At the absolute lowest state in my entire life.
I am totally numb like just about to leave this world
