My co-intern is from a top IIT and already has an HFT offer. Working with him and being in a team full of people from such great colleges, honestly gives me a bit of an inferiority complex 🥲. Feels like I have so much to catch up on.
Right before exams, I suddenly want to do everything—learn and skill up, except study for the semester exams. And the second they're over, all that motivation disappears.
2024 wrap:
-4-5 rejections
-Didn't win a single hackathon
-Messed up CGPA
-Stock losses
-Didn't reach a decent rank in CP
-Lost someone
-Didn't publish a research paper
-Had the worst breakdowns
-Felt extremely single
-Didn't master any skill
-Spent the whole year in laziness