Never wanted to do this but this but this is much bigger than what you owe me. you’ve always been a good friend to me up until this point. But this is the only way to get through to you, I don’t care about the impressions , I don’t care if I lose followers , and I certainly don’t
Today was supposed to be special. 2 years ago today I met the love of my life. Letting go of the person I love the most because of things you can’t control is one of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make.Happy Valentine’s Day.
Can we normalize that getting dropped /benched DOES NOT always mean you’re a bad player? Sometimes you just don’t fit into their system. Chemistry plays a much bigger role on the team than individual skill.
100 days. No one thought I’d get this far but I did. I had to take extreme measures to basically kill myself just so I could live again. This change wasn’t just physical , my whole mind and spirit transformed and it has shown in game. Thankful for all the homies that 1/2
Today marks exactly 1 year since the day I attempted suicide. I wasn’t going to make a post about this because I wanted to leave it in the past. but I felt that this is important to remind people that it does not matter where you are in life now, it does not matter how dark /2
I don’t really know how to start this. Sorry. I’m currently still at the hospital getting the professional help that I need. I never thought I’d get any lower but here I am. I will be back stronger than ever.
I genuinely hate how friendships/relationships don’t feel real these days. People talk to each other for clout or for something in return. If I interact or talk to you, I don’t give a fuck about who or what you’ve done in the scene. I truly just want to be your friend.
I put all my energy into spectre divide. I haven't caught fire like this in a very long time. Imagine putting your all into something and now you have to watch it get stripped away. I would wake up early in the morning at 4-5 am before work to aim train and then stream after a 10
