Thank you!! Day

Its been more than a year on blog...for me blogs have been very fascinating...yes of course the frequency of blogging kept on varying at times...I did a lot of experiments while writing. maintaining blog themes, searching hell lota widgets and templates...and very important of all, I met so many people..made friends...which is certainly difficult for me..m slow at making friends...but all thanks to my loveliest blog and of course gmail...
Practically I cant write about every one, coz my list goes very long..also it holds some responsibility to write about someone...the know how for everyone is obviously different...
Here I go :-

Priya Joyce - I would call her a jhoothi ladki... :P..initially we knew her as Shobna...The first ever person I met on blog...we use to blog at odd hours, 5:30 mrng...exchanged so many emails, hugs and love..

Hemzi - Very famous 'urs hemu' of blog ville...we use to have long long chat conversation about stupid things and teasing each other...the brave soldier has got married now, god bless him :P

Digant - A fine artist in my blog roll...if you like colours with meaningful art..you shouldn't waste anymore time and must check out his blog..one of the most favourite blogs I have.

Farah - Extremely talented writer..some of her post can make you cry...Farah once you said in your post that we have got some kind of sisterly connection..I too feel that.

I'l try to be truthful - She is a Hindi-English khichdi writer...very few people can create humor and you never miss fire :)...

Peter - Popularly known as Pinku in my blog...Very faltu prani..just like me..but no more vella because he has got a job. :)..This shitty blogger has got awesome status messages on GTALK..one person on blog who has accompanied me at various occasions..like vellapanti before exams...

Nithin - Kochu he calls himself..a real master piece of irritation and a very hardworking doctor ...keeps on grrrin and slappin in comments every time...and writes very long posts...

Pranay - Another doctor, who is so versatile...he can compose songs..learning Spanish..a doctor all set for PG and very willing to help people through his noble profession...and writes blog too...itna sab kaise kar leta hai yaarr..

Mayz - Lover boy of our blog ville...I haven't found anyone soo damn romantic...he is the only person who can fit with a pink color tie :)...true mad deep lover...

Asmi - I proudly announce, she is my business partner in HI-FI Huggies :P ...anyone one interested to join us should go through her blog...she is a free bird every time ready for fun and masti..

Vikram - The tough look guy who is better known as rain boy...one who is always available to speak and listen...

Stephan - We both had written a song sometime back..and i m looking forward for some more beautiful creations...a very hyper boy..keeps on writing writing and writing...

Nikhil - Sometimes we don't require time to build up relationships..right niks...he is one of the best est persons I have met so long.

Vinay - The only person I have met who never gets bored of poetry...tell him any topic and he can write the best of poetry you might have ever read...

Deranged Insanity - She is no more on blog spot...but I especially miss you in my comments and blog list...


Abhilash, Aneesh, Ankita, Anirudh, Crystal, Divu di, Diana, Hobo, Iceman, Keshi, Lena, Mehreen, Pooja, Raka, Rats, Randeep, Saim, Sam, Smriti, Sarath, Suyog and Yayaver....M sorry if I missed out anyone.
You people have also been very dear to me and my blog. Thank you so much.

picture by Nicole

PS - Doctors point of view on Swine Flu..must read for everyone...

Love Ghosts

Humans have tendency to hide in dark, its just we pretend to sleep. When we are new to this world our great lovable mom’s are the god lord savior from those big green eyed monsters. Gradually after passing few ages we understand that actually nothing like green eyed monsters are there in our lives, but certainly we have got some more dangerous creatures around ourselves so we don’t mind those dirty nauseating monsters. Humans are indeed the deadliest creatures we ever come across.
Not all souls are designed beautifully some are really very exclusive, special and more adorable, they are very much prone to hatred, anger and jealousy. Of course, we all have these XL and XXL sensitive souls around us. They just remain in- secured all their lives, longing and caring for love, more love and more and more love (they must carry a love-o-meter). These love ghosts are everywhere, girl sitting next to you in class, uncleji living in the 2nd street, bus wala etc. etc. No matter how we normal people behave the love monster keep on turning on and off all seasons of life. The day we start turning against them we loose all credibility against them, yeah they’ll show you the door from where you’ll b kicked off for every good time you had with them. No matter how bad you are better you get ready to hold on charge for murdering emotions, raping reputation and robbing their best buddies.
Whatever, the love ghosts are not going to listen anything now; you have committed the biggest crime ever (which you come to know after like ages) like, not congratulating them properly on getting good marks (god dammit we normal people are just so cruel, we should be hanged for this) this is such a big mistake, we are in reality bad. Ohhk fine now no more LIKES now ahead. This would make love ghost angrier.
We normal people are rude, egocentric and good for nothing souls. God kindly pardon us for this.

Who is goin to take care?

i miss that road

There was a way I use to follow everyday…humming my darling song…inspecting left right every other second…my halt at the book shop…cute kitten of shop owner…smell of new books…chocolate wrappers on the way…dull evening light on my face…yellow gate where the handsome guy lived…plucked thrown flowers of garden…games of stray dogs...wave of kiddos from school bus…speed increment to run away from sticky relatives…
I miss that long journey of little moments.

Think Over

Feel, believe, suppose, assume…What exactly you think about it?

-Character comes out in crisis.

-Heart has its reason which reason knows nothing of.

chalo chupp jaye

I love being drifted away by life
m hiding from happiness
yeah you see,

we started playing again
with the carried over game...

Calling celebration

brimming through joy
scattered with laughter
I slept awake in my dreams

because the owner of happiness

is now resting in me!!

aaj 31st dec hai

aaj 31st dec hai, last day of this year..
aaj sari city fursat mein hai shayad, sab baache log bahar ghoom rahe hai, aunties ko aaj shopping naam ke kide ne kaat liya hai, sab uncle log aapni aapni biwi'S ke sath ghoomne firne nikla gaye hai..cycle walo ko bhi chaiin hai nai woh bhi bahar aa gaye hai..auto, city buses and metro taxi toh all time roads par hi rehti hai...ek baar agar yeh city bus aapke vehicle ke samne aa jaye toh aap kitna hi horn bajao, kitti bhi galiya do, frustao yeh nai hatenge..u see irado pe paake yeh hai bohot :P
i was going back to home and itna traffic dekh ke sahi mein watt lag gai so i tried to map another route form the usual one, lekin woh kehte hai na jyada dimag lagana bhi khatarnak hota hai...so maine wahi jyada intelligence dikhane ki koshish ki aur...ting ting tiding...
i was stucked in traffic, ekdum shadndarr wala, aisa lag ra tha koi war front pe hai, dusman kabhi bhi wrong side se entry maar sakta hai aapna tank i mean aapni car ya bike leke..aur shayad woh aapke upar hi chad jaye ya fir misbalance ho jaye aur badi hi romantic tarike se aapke upar gir jaye..
waise mere sath koi romantic scene nai hua..also not any hittin scene..mein badi mehnat kar rai thi waha se bahar aane ke liye, jaise exam mein 35 number ke liye karte haina bilkul waise hi..
well the journey was memorable maine kuch nayi galiya seekhli is chote si safar mein..
shayad aage use karne ka chance mil jaye..
:)
Happy new year friends

NEW Year resolution

Some are in the process...few will get added to me very soon

For THEM

So, its been few days now to the Mumbai carnage and what all we are up to, busy with work, exams, daily routine, TV, hobbies etc etc. We all have come out of that feeling probably, we do feel bad but we can’t stop moving.
The same Leopold Café is expecting new customers, the VT (CST) are tiring themselves in scheduling train arrivals, Oberoi and Taj are on the way of renovation. We are making up for the losses…losses of property, evaluating the number of zeros required for getting back the same details, yeah we must not forget about MR.CM who genuinely tried his best to reach that house where even the dog wouldn’t go.
But nothing will never be able to fill those bullet marks. No amount of money can bring those laughter’s back in existence, they would be heard only in silence now.
At the very moment I feel...No blames, no anger, no hatred... only remembering the departed souls.
“ITNA YAAD RAKHNA, EK SATHI AUR BHI THA”

Metabolising energy within

with the undertaken wild music

vodka flowing in blood

moving gently to and fro

jumping in heavy beats

WHOOPEE WHOOPEE!!

Trrring Trringg

Na jane kitni kahaniya suni hai isne, fir bhi mann nai bharta..har roz kuch naya purana..guzarta hua..
Kabhi result ke number…kabhi placement ki khushi…kabhi ghar jane wali train ka conformation…kabhi mummy ki fikrrr…kabhi bhai se udhaar…kabhi dosto ke sath get together planning…kabhi ladki patane ke liye info...kabhi indian idol ke registration…kabhi bewajah reality show ke voting…kabhi chuunu muunu ke pehle wrds..kabhi college ke detailed discussion…kabhi syllabus ki chinta…kabhi girlfriend ke soke uthne ki awazz… kabhi faltu time passs…kabhi sad news…kabhi last sentence...kabhi silence..kabhi extra loud volume coz of excitement…huh..
Kuch exceptional, kuch incomplete!!!
We can’t deny them, rite? We all have experienced it in some or the other way.

Conversations which are close to us….somewhere near the depth…special...important...facts...truths...pains...all ours!!
“Small stories traveling in sound”

][ BOOK ][

Inside a new door
treasuring towards pages
turning upside down to understand
will go more deep...
unfathomable inside words
and won’t come back again!

PS - AJ mam thanks!!

say YES to NO

"It is essential to refuse at times when people begin to play with us."

- joie

"Status Updated"

Some times it appears as if everything is going wrong and erroneous, nothing works out. We keep on trying to improve, make it calm but it deteriorates more and more. That’s the moment in time when it should be left the way it is. Washing out all regret, pain and anger all toxins that suppress senses. Like a natural course of action, once we take out them we suffer from feeling free and liberated.
Yeah still breathing!!
Trouble free!

pic by - ashting

huh...Time Pass

EMRC mein time par aana kisi galti se kaam nai hai (EMRC is my college), lekin the thing you can enjoy here is morning gentle breeze, halki dhoop in parking and khali canteen mein chai. Best things of my college.
Aur kabhi galti se, bychance aapko aapke favourite junior ya senior mil jaye toh fir toh aapke aish hai, mast gappe maring and faculties ki burai..haha...college ke culture pe bhari discussion.
aare haan is beech aapne classmates ko misdcall marna nai bhule, woh continously chalte rehna chahiye.
Or else call your friends and say "chal yaar canteen chalte hai or Mac D or CCD"
yeh hamare college se sabse pas mein hai. But most of the time yeh plans yaha ban ke yahi khatam ho jate hai.
Ek aur aacha option hai book, agar thoda kitab vagairah mein intrest ho toh yeh best hai time pass ke liye. Thodi der insab se timapass ho jata hai still koi nai aaye toh IT lab bhi aacha option hai full time net available rehta hai, koi bhi proxy site se orkut kholo...ctunnel, vtunnel, z-80 etc.
Arre i forgot to mention about library hamare chintu mintu sir (libraray wale) woh toh lunch time tak aate hai isliye waha jane ka toh role hi nai hai.
And the last option hamare Danny bhaiya (Dinesh i mean), care taker hai college ke, agar koi bhi na ho toh unse bhi baat ki ja sakti hai, woh college ki sari updates rakhte hai, admistrative issues mein intrest ho toh aapko aache details mil jayenge unse. Attendence problem, studio ke lafde, equipments ki maramari sab issues unse discuss kar sakte hai.
Aur itni der mein toh shayad aapke frnds aa hi jayenge but agar faculty na aaye toh samajhiye ek aur aatendence ka locha, aur exam mein debarred...hehe
"But still jaldi aana is fun sumtimes, n m having fun u kno"

Shhhh!!

Share the silence

dump in the words of woe

coming together

abstaining from sound

running away unobserved

giving out nascent love

catching the eye

scooping each instant

presuming to get lost

shoulder to shoulder

walking in silence

keeping close to each other

drizzling over the mutant feelings

cutting down the distance

lowering the pace of imagination

when eyes got open

moments of trust

bring in the light

and

silence got vanished.

"m suffering the loss of charm

getting deprived of enamour

giving stupid try to bear up

but, still at a lose end."

Five Precious Minutes

five minutes more in the bed...

five minutes more with your love...

five minutes more before exam...

five minutes more to stay on moon...

five minutes more to race...

five minutes more for a suicide bomber to think...

five minutes more to enjoy my puff...

five minutes more in football..

five minutes more for prayer...

five minutes more to hug mom...

five minutes more for game...

five minutes more to kiss...

five minutes more to enjoy loneliness...

.....just five minutes.....

picture courtesy - corbis.com

Warmth of love

This is the first song i wrote...for our 2d animated movie....

Frozen vapour falling to earth,
as a fleecy tuft of snow.

Sensitive to cold,
warm affection,
abounded by snow.

At middle of the day,
when sun overhead’s,
white head comes and roars.

Little Eskimo’s attain their position,
and come out with balls of snow.

A figure made of snow,
was cheered and said wow,
when thrown into shape,
within the gap.

Covered with wrapper,
muffled around neck,
presented a carrot,
along with a hat.

At end of the day,
dry winds blown,
and figure felt all alone.

Squinting the eyes ,
he looked all around,
walked in swaying motion,
with a nihil sound.

Coming in town,
when chips are down,
he was left by itself,
and waited for the rest.

No one came and
he was given up to flame.

Every single drop he lost,
he softly disappeared,
from the frost.

It was the time, yes,
it was the time,
drawing near to him.

Melting the frozen,
leaving its sign.