Pre 26/11 my site surfing sequence in office used to be
- Cricinfo
- Mails
- times of india (not mandatory though)
and post 26/11 it has changed to :
- ibnlive
- timesofindia
- ndtv (All 3 in one single order)
- igoogle
- cricinfo
Cricket has taken back seat. Its not in the thoughts.
Many things change now going ahead in my life in next few coming weeks. To start with, I got a project in the company literally saving my job for at least 3 months. However, this is like going back to a jail after getting a bail. The account I am into was the same I was in my last project and its horrible. Like a jail. anyways, the PM here is a lady and I really dunno how to handle a lady boss. And she is married. Not worth having e1 a 5 mins of decent chat. Scoffs and cribs at everything, micromanages. Fuck off, i dont like being monitored closely. I am independent and free spirited.
End of the year and I move out of this apartment. Hunt for new one has to begin the next week starting..Yet to decide on if i gotta go for 1 BHK or a 2 BHK. Though ideally for me, 1 BHK is more than enough, but with impending shadi / wadi a 2 BHK might suit as well. Dunno the area where I would go too. This cud be the areas where I might go :
- Aundh (very cosmo, but too expensive for me unless I have a working partner or a roomie)
- Sus Road (should get the apartment in a plush arena with restrained rent, contradictory huh)
- Pimple Saudagar area (more inclined to go there, low rentals, but unsafe in the night and far off the city)
Gotta plan the exit out of this apartment on my own.
If i had my way, i could have got rid of lot of stuff i have -- a double bed or kitchen set up (I dont cook here anyways owing to the constant peeping by bloody pigeons) or may be say a couple of almirahs. However i dont let them go cos anyway few months later, i might need them again. Have to take care that i dont repeat the mistakes I did during my last apartment hunt in March this yr. No broker, no hurriedness and no compromise.
I have lost lot of writing skills in last 8 days. Forgive me if i sound cynical in my pro India posts. I am not saint, so I cannot hide my anti Pakistan feelings. Chuck n fuck them. Back to the topic, I gotta make some changes in my behavioral pattern too and try to be more cheerful and happy. I panic quite too soon and then in a bid to resolve the situation, i end up hyper proactive and earn a bad repo for myself. Zero conflicts remain the buzz word for me for yet another 3-4 months.
No thoughts on the marriage front. Dunno anything on it, though i am no more in a luxury to postpone any decision on it. I know a lot of my thoughts need coming out on this blog, but the words aint findin their way to voice them. I want a specific layout to my apartment, a specific arrangement, a specific dressing style, a specific carry-myself-everywhere-with-sophastication attitude with lot of mannerisms and a specific set of close people on life and on blog, blog remains my life, the readers loyal to me remain eternal part of my life.....
09 approaches, the year of changes and events that would and should finally get me back on the normal track of life with lotsa happiness, love and a lovely partner jelling with my family....Bus itna sa khwab hain :) touchwood!!
