Change......

The first step to change is to accept the problem and then find out the solution or a roadmap to the solution. Living in denial never works. Posing yourself as victim also never works. A thorough self analysis and honest introspection always works..

It helps you to see a problem in different light and also to work out a solution that could save your existence and give you a new flavor of life or let me say gift you a new lease of life.

Thats what i got to do. There is a problem and I am working on it. Few days or weeks, i should be able to solve my achilles heel. And for that i need inspiration. And i know whom to turn to. Few set of people in real world and then few set of people in blogger world.

Amen, i can do it and i would do it. Back again to the wall, but not for long. Tide would turn soon again and this time in total transformation.

Ghar Waapsi

I have been a bit infrequent on my blogroll blogs and my elite blogs I read. Pardon me for that. I would like to thank the wonderful readers who chinned me up in one way or the other. Thanks to them, things look a bit improved and chinned up. I owe u all a big thanks and I am in awe of you wonderful ppl. Some part at least of my existence remains positive!! Duh!!

Its 3 months now and I go my home tomorrow over the long weekend. I have been dying to go home. Chill out there, freak out and de-stress myself. Go there and cut loose. And the smell of this items is making me go crazy

• Pattis
• Doodh / Long / Palak Sev
• Kachori
• Garadu
• Shikanji
• Malpue

Wow. Sarafa, court wali gali and moreso 56 shop. 56 dukaan. There is a smell that makes me go gaga for the city. Ghar jana and go to my room. Being taken care of is smthin very addictive. The food festival and every small thing being given in hand. The car drives, the activa ride and the old dekstop 10 yrs long....And more over to be with my dear and near ones.

Yaha to vaddi stressful life chal rahi hai.

Hero Honda Ad from Hrithik Roshan is the disgusting of the lot. He is forever casted to Jaadu mould. Even in Jodha Akbar, he sounded like Jaadu and he won the award for best actor.. Suri Pappe was rocking, yet he didnt figure in any award.....

Once the project ends, i m gonna do 2 things:

1. Learn Guitar
2. Join Gym

Current song in the mind:

**Cuts like a knife***

Have a great weekend ahead!!

Need good times a bit toooo sooooon!!

 I just hope there is an end to this horrendous phase going on in the life, much to my mistake, most to the external factors.  Oh Lord, please help me. Please help me come out of this hopeless situation. Rabji, kuch rasta dikhao, kuch ummed ki Kiran dikhao…Kuch accha waqt dikhao bhagwan, Asap.