One of the unexpected gifts of living at New Melody was discovering how meaningful shared traditions could be.
There was something special about celebrating the holidays while actually living at New Melody.
Being a live-in resident meant I experienced everything.
Since moving into the clubhouse, I had celebrated every major holiday there. Thanksgiving dinners, Halloween movie nights, Christmas decorating, birthdays, and finally New Year’s Eve. Every celebration was shaped by the people who were there. Someone always volunteered to cook, someone else decorated, someone picked the movies, and everyone found a way to contribute.
Reading the Harry Potter books growing up, I always loved the chapters set during the holidays. Whether it was the Great Hall decorated for Halloween, Christmas at Hogwarts with enchanted trees and cozy common rooms, or students staying on campus over winter break, those moments made the school feel like a home.
Maybe that was one of the reason those chapters always meant so much to me. I spent my early childhood at William Martin Academy’s Junior Academy before becoming a boarding student at the Senior Academy in seventh grade. School was where I spent most of my childhood.
Looking back, I understand why the Hogwarts holiday chapters felt so familiar. They captured the feeling of a campus transforming into a home, where teachers, classmates, and friends became the people you celebrated with. Many of my first memories of carving pumpkins, decorating Christmas trees, exchanging small gifts, and watching holiday movies came from school. For many of us, campus was home for much of the year, and the holidays we celebrated there remain some of my most cherished childhood memories.
Reading those chapters now, I realize they reminded me of my own childhood in ways I didn’t fully appreciate at the time.
Living at New Melody gave me a small taste of that feeling. The decorations weren’t magical, and there were no floating candles overhead, but there was the same sense of warmth, belonging, and comfort that made the holidays feel special.
There were no extravagant parties or picture-perfect New Year’s celebrations. It was simply a house full of people who genuinely enjoyed spending time together. Some played board games, others talked for hours and music drifted through the clubhouse well into the evening.
The food alone could have counted as its own celebration. Felicia Lemos, one of my fellow live-in residents, had apparently decided there was no such thing as baking too much. Plates of chocolate chip cookies, brownies, blueberry muffins, raspberry scones, and mini cinnamon rolls covered the kitchen counter, and she kept insisting everyone take more. Outside in the backyard, Nathan Hartwell, a Class of 2013 alumnus, had volunteered to work the outdoor grills, cooking pork and hot dogs while people wandered in and out to keep him company. By the time everything was ready, the air was filled with the scent of fresh-baked desserts, hot pizza, and smoky barbecue from the backyard grills.
As evening settled in, the ground-floor multipurpose room gradually filled with people carrying snacks, blankets, and enough drinks to last until midnight. Someone jokingly suggested we spend the night binge-watching Law & Order. Apparently, they had read somewhere that familiar television shows could help stimulate memories after traumatic brain injuries or memory loss.
I had a feeling someone had just finished an undergraduate kinesiology course and was eager to put a newly learned theory into practice.
It sounded harmless enough.
Callum stayed beside me for most of the night, as he usually did. We settled onto one of the couches while everyone debated which episode of Law & Order to start with. Before long, the room filled with the familiar opening narration and the unmistakable “dun-dun” that almost everyone seemed to recognize. Sometimes we talked between episodes. Sometimes we didn’t need to. There was something comforting about simply sharing the moment together.
In that moment, it was exactly what we needed.
People laughed at outdated technology, guessed who committed the crime before the detectives figured it out, and argued over which cast lineup was the best. It felt wonderfully ordinary.
Then it wasn’t. One particular episode touched something deeper than anyone expected. Tyler quietly got up and left the room without a word. Julianne followed a few seconds later, and after a brief silence, the rest of us continued watching.
The atmosphere had changed. What had seemed like a harmless experiment suddenly felt much heavier. We all knew there were parts of our childhood connected to police investigations, missing children, hospitals, and secrets that had taken years to uncover. Maybe Law & Order had come a little too close to reality for some people.
As midnight approached, we gathered outside to count down together.
Ten.
Nine.
Eight.
Everyone shouted loud enough for the neighbors to probably hear us.
When the clock struck midnight, there were hugs, laughter, and more than a few happy tears. It wasn’t celebrating the end of a year so much as celebrating that we had all made it through one together.
Looking around, I realized how different this New Year’s Eve was from anything I could have imagined just a year earlier.
This morning, after a few hours of sleep and far too much coffee, all of us live-in residents headed to The Grove for New Year’s Day shopping.
There wasn’t any real agenda. Some people wanted new clothes. Others were replacing everyday essentials or spending their holiday gift cards. This year, Julianne Blair, on behalf of the Blair family, presented each live-in resident with a gift card package that included a $200 Mastercard gift card, a $100 Gap gift card, a $100 Barnes & Noble gift card, a $100 Amazon gift card, and a holiday card from Oscar Restrepo, the current president of the Blair Family Foundation. Hunter Corporation had also sent everyone a $100 Visa gift card before Christmas.
A few of us wandered through bookstores longer than we probably should have, while others disappeared into tech stores or home décor shops.
I mostly enjoyed walking with everyone, browsing without feeling rushed, and listening to conversations that drifted from college classes to movies, internships, and plans for the coming year.
I picked up a few things for my room—small items that made it feel a little more like home—and a planner for the new year. I also couldn’t resist stopping by Barnes & Noble, where I picked up Audition by Katie Kitamura after seeing it on The New Yorker‘s list of notable books from 2025, along with Gone Before Goodbye by Reese Witherspoon and Harlan Coben. Between my classes at Santa Monica College, my work with the Campus Department at The Organization, and everything else I had committed to this year, I had a feeling every page of that planner would end up filled. Hopefully I’d still find time to work my way through the growing collection of books filling the shelves of my IKEA utility cart.
After spending the morning exploring different stores, we all met back up for lunch at La Piazza. It was nice having everyone together again, sharing what we had found and comparing the things we had bought before deciding what to do for the rest of the afternoon. After lunch, we split into two groups. One group headed to the AMC theater to watch Avatar: Fire and Ash, while the other crossed the street to pick up groceries for dinner and the week ahead.
Walking through The Grove with everyone felt surprisingly ordinary.
That’s becoming one of my favorite parts of life now.
Ordinary.
A year ago, I was still living in Beijing, finishing my last month at a small interior design company.
Many of us who grew up in the Hunter Institute system probably didn’t think much about why the performing arts were such an important part of life at William Martin Academy. Returning to WMA last spring as a teaching assistant was when I truly began to appreciate what those classes had given us. They weren’t just about putting on performances. They taught us to pay attention to details, solve problems behind the scenes, and understand how every person’s contribution helped others succeed. Those skills stayed with us long after our time at WMA ended.
In 2022, I lost my old college roommate, Jiang Shan Shan, to the pandemic. We had only lived together for two semesters during our freshman year, sharing a dorm room with two other students, but her death stayed with me. She had survived childhood asthma, graduated from college, and was just beginning the next chapter of her life. None of us imagined it would end so soon.
Her passing reminded me that life doesn’t wait until we’re ready to ask the difficult questions.
I had spent years following the path laid out before me without thinking too hard about where it was leading. My grandparents gave me a childhood filled with love, stability, and curiosity. They were both college educated and encouraged me to learn, ask questions, and explore the world around me. Even during my teenage years, when I lived with them, life felt steady. My grandfather continued working as a consultant after retirement, and my grandmother was a college professor who taught undergraduate biology.
My parents always believed they were preparing me for the future they thought was best. They were hardworking people who built their lives around their careers, and many of their decisions came from wanting to give me opportunities they never had. Sending me to William Martin Academy’s Senior Academy as a boarding student in seventh grade was one of those decisions. They believed it would open doors for me, and for a long time, I accepted that path without question. Many of the friendships I made there became some of the most meaningful connections of my life.
After Shan Shan died, I found myself wondering what I actually wanted from my own life. What kind of relationship did I want with my parents now that I was an adult? Which choices had truly been mine, and which had simply become so familiar that I stopped noticing them?
I had always been curious. I asked questions, noticed details, and often wondered why things had happened the way they did. At the same time, I was self-aware enough to know that some questions were better left buried. There were subjects people avoided for a reason, and I convinced myself I could live without knowing every answer.
When the White Papers were released on June 11, 2021, I found myself reconnecting with Luna Huang, Sophia Wang, and many of my classmates from William Martin Academy’s Class of 2016 through Facebook. Those conversations only made the questions I had been avoiding grow louder. The past was no longer something I could quietly leave behind. Some questions still had no answers, but I had finally reached a point where I wanted to ask them.
Nearly a year has passed since I was brought back to The Organization. Somewhere, there are still people making moves I don’t yet understand, and none of us know how the story will end.
But over the past ten months living at New Melody, I found something I never expected. I found a home with people who knew parts of my past that I once thought I would have to carry alone.
What I didn’t expect was how ordinary acceptance could feel. The people around me already knew my story, and I no longer felt like I had to keep playing a part.
There is something incredibly comforting about that.
As we headed back to New Melody, shopping bags piled into the vehicles, I realized that I was thinking about what I was building.
A home.
A routine.
Friendships that kept growing stronger.
And a future that felt a little more like my own.
That turned out to be the best way I could have started a new year.