Not suppose to happen :(

Don't know what am I feeling, why am I feeling like this as nothing is in my head that I have been thinking. I was upset whole day but I don't know the reason behind it. May be my mind is passively thinking something and not letting me know. All I feel is some kind of disturbance in my normal emotions.

His mom said to me she was so upset yesterday that she didn't feel like eating, she was almost in tears. He too doesn't express his feelings.

We were suppose to be engaged by now but due to strike our engagement got postpone to 28th Nov. I know it is just a matter of some days more. Some might console me by saying 'when you guys waited so long may be few days more, sabar ka phal mitha hota hai' and stuff...but I know, he knows what it feels to wait every day for that One Day and it doesn't happen. Every second seems so long now. 

 

 

Finally ..

 

It’s been 8 years but butterflies in my stomach still exist. I still die to hear him say the golden words "I love you". The talks are getting longer every night. With each passing day the wait seems to be longer. It feels like time has stopped and even kicking the hands of clock won’t help.
We are getting engaged on 23rd November.
It will be a small function but a big step in our lives, two family union. I am so excited. In between RD had come to meet me. My mom introduces him to my Grand-Dad saying “ye aapka chota jawai hai” (this is your younger son-in-law). Grand Dad started with his small interview session and RD was patiently replying all the questions darted on him. Mom teased RD with best wishes for interview
After he left Grand Dad was so pleased to inform my Dad that he really liked RD. He said I am lucky to have such a handsome and good man and family. All is going good and I am dying to meet him again. He is been so busy these days but we end up talking most of the nights.
On the other hand my elder sister (Shweta Di) is getting married on 9th Dec. Dance practises are going on for Di’s wedding. RD and I are planning to perform a duet dance.
I left B’lore and now back home. It feels really great. I am enjoying yummy home food and feeling of being in family feels great with new add-on this time. Diwali was awesome. I was busy with Diya decoration. This time departing from B’lore wasn’t that excruciating because I was so excited for my sister’s wedding. Anil Sawan came to drop me in airport early morning. It was really sweet of him to come to airport directly from work.
Life is at its full fledge

Happy Diwali