In his memories

Old memories of ours,
flickers again and again.
A day so sweet, a day so sour,
in your memories now and then.

Tears play hide and seek
but I try not to think.
Everything come forth like it just happened 

moments is slipping, nothing again.

Looking back

I thought time has changed,
its time to rain ,
but the clouds fooled me.

I thought he was my best friends,
he came, he stayed
and today there is no more 'he-me'


I thought, like how I learnt
the river flows
and no one can stop

I thought the past is gone,
the memories are buried.
But it still shows off


I thought I came too far
I lost my way in between
but its still so easy to get back

I thought love ends
but it doesnt, it stays,
it is still easy to track

Step by Step

Step by step

I will walk in ease

Step by step

I will dance in glee.

The day will come

when I turn back no more

The joy will come

and I will be sad no more.

The angels have been watching,

the dance floor have been waiting.

Here I come with new destiny

Step by Step

I will run to reach the check post

Step by step

And then Tip Tap Toe :)

Desire

When you have tears in your eyes
And you can’t cry..
When you have clear thoughts
But your mind still fights

When your heart is so heavy
And you have so much to share
When friends are many
But no shoulder to bare

When it’s a full moon night
And you still stare at stars
When the eyes are shut tight
And yet tears start to depart

Look within your soul
You’ll find the answer
That it’s not the world you fight
But your heart’s desire.

Spread your wings of passion
And to the heavens soar,
When you find what you seek
You shall cry no more.

 

Thanks Shaunak for helping me to end this poem. At times we start with something and we see no end to it. Thank God we have friends to make road of life interesting :)

Words of Encouragement

The road of to healing is long
the process if very slow
how far to get over there
is something you don’t know

but one thing for sure, learn on your own
how to fight and grow and get strong
you see people for what they are
and know who are true and those who are scarce

the ones you thought close are the ones who turn their back
and ones you didn’t think to be there are the ones holding you up
things have gone bad but sometimes the hard way is how you learn
it doesn’t have to be your past that brought this upon you
might just be a way to show you never to take things for granted

past is past no use dwelling on what’s gone
future is what you can make of what is lost
all is in your hand you have to choose your way
coz memories are what you make of them
and you can make new one each day

bad things happen to all
and sometimes you don’t deserve it
but think of it as a way of GOD
and this is to test how you serve him
help yourself and he will be your guide
but if only you stay to curse him and you’ll feel empty inside

nothing I do can change what has happened
only words of encouragement I can give to help you go on
you have gotten this far and it’s amazing in every way
I just pray to god that he helps you get by each day
and help you to regain your strength and see the positive side
and stand back on your feet and be on your way..

Thanks Fee for such a wonderful write up. You truly know what I am going through, you understand what’s suffering and always there by my side to encourage me. Thanks so much, Abhinav your comments were some surprising lines. For people who didn't comment on my previous post- I know u love me, I am your sweet addiction.. simply irresistible.

Life gets busy and so we also get so much involved with daily work that we dont have time to keep up with other things (probably less interesting and below the priority list)

Still you can always find me here.

XOXO