For once I felt blogging makes me more restless because I keep wondering about the situation which makes me hold to it and I can't move on. The more you talk about any situation the more you have it in your thought.
After a long time I am back to posting a new content in blog hoping it will bring me some settlement. There comes a time when you want to talk to someone about how you feel but then you don't want to talk to people you know, you want to talk to someone who doesn't know you who doesn't judge you and still can be with you, can understand the situation and suggest you. I try my best to live my life at ease. I promised many times to myself that I won't be hurt by others and I won't give the key to my happiness to someone els. The key should be with me.
Now and then the situation provokes me to handover the key of my happiness to someone else and then my conscious mind remind me to smash it and keep it to myself. I Wonder myself how easy is to be hurt just by looking at someone, just the presence of someone. I wish I can move on easily in life, I am too tired of fighting with myself fighting in my own thoughts.
